Still The One

"That was six months ago Carter," he said.
"I don't care Zayn! A lot has happened in six months. You broke my heart and I built a wall around it again. I thought you loved me. I thought we had something special, but I guess I was wrong, huh?"

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5. Chapter 5

Carter P.O.V   I woke up and went to go check on Sophia she wasn't in her crib. I ran downstairs she wasn't down there either. I started to panick. As I was about to call the cops Zayn walks in the door with Sophia.   "Where were you. I was having a panick attack. Don't ever do that again." I yelled at him.   "Sorry, she was fussing and wouldn't go back to sleep, so I took her out for a walk. I'm sorry." He said. I felt bad for yelling at him.   "It's fine. Just wake me up next time." I told him. It was quiet for awhile, then Zayn finally spoke.   "I don't want to fight with you anymore Carter... We have to try to be civil for Sophia. I know you hate for everything I put you tthrough, but I want us to go back to how thing used to be betweens us before very thing went wrong." he said   "I do too Zayn, but I don't think that's ever going to happen. You've hurt me too much. My heart can't take it anymore." I told.    "That was six months ago Carter." he said.    "I don't care Zayn! A lot has happened in six months. You broke my heart and I built a wall around it again. I thought you loved me. I thought we had something special, but I guess I was wrong, huh?"   "Carter please give me another chance?" he pleaded. "I love you so much Carter please?" he said with tears coming Dow his face. I walked towards him and wipes his years.    " I love you too Zayn, but it also hurts too much to love you. Right now I think it's best that we're civil with each other. She needs her dad in her life Zayn. I want you to be in her life. I want her to have the guy I fell in love with. I want that guy to be her dad, but for some reason he's gone. I don't know what happened to him, but I hope he comes back soon." I said to him with tears running down my cheeks! He gave me Sophia and walked out the door.    "Zayn where are you going? Zayn come back it's raining." I yelled to him, but he kept going.    Zayn's P.O.V   I gave her Sophia an ran out the door.    " Zayn where are you going? Zayn come back it's raining" I heard her yell, but I kept running. I've hurt her so much. I hurt the girl I love. She's broken just like me. I need her. I want to raise our daughter together. I need to prove to her that I'm the guy I used to be. I need to get her back.    Carter's P.O.V   Zayn's been gone for hours. No one knows where he is. I want to be with him, but he's not the guy I fell in love with. I want that guy back, but he's changed too much. He needs to prove to me he's the same guy and prove that he's change. As I'm feeding Sophia the door opens and Zayn walks in. He has a lot of bags with him.    "Where did you go? You were worrying me." I said.    "I went and got Sophia things she needed." he said.    "Zayn you didn't have to do that." I said.    " Yes I did. I need to prove that I'm the same guy I was six months ago. I need to grow up and be here for my daughter, but most importantly I need to be here for you." he said.    "Zayn..."   "Carter I know you don't trust me right now, but I'm going to work on gaining your trust back. I need you Carter Payne and I'm going to do whatever it takes to get your heart back." he said.    " Zayn it's not possible to get my heart back." I said crying.    "Why not Carter?" he asked.    "Because you still have it, but  you shattered it, and now it's in pieces," I told him and left the room. I can't believe I just said that to him. He's going to think he can get back with me easily. I can't trust him. It's true he still has my heart, but he's the one who broke it and now he's going to try to repair it. What did I get myself into?!?    ********* Let me know what you think!!! :D
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