Still The One

"That was six months ago Carter," he said.
"I don't care Zayn! A lot has happened in six months. You broke my heart and I built a wall around it again. I thought you loved me. I thought we had something special, but I guess I was wrong, huh?"


4. Chapter 4

Carter's P.O.V

I've been here for a week now and things have been going alright. Everyone loves Sophia. Everyone love holding her and taking care of her. Well almost everyone. When Sophia and I first got here Zayn was an asshole, but later that night he was being the father that I wnted Sophia to have. Now, Zayn is back to being an asshole. He makes it so hard to live here and try to be civil with him.

Right now I'm in my room on my laptop and Sophia is in her room sleeping. Everyone else is downstairs. Later tonight we're going to have a movie night. Danielle and Eleanor are going to come over later. I'm so excited! I feel like I haven't seen them in forever. Perrie was going to be here as well. UGH!! I heard Sophia start to cry. I shut my laptop, took it off my lap, and put it on my bed. I got up from my bed and went to Sophia's room. When I got to her door she wasn't crying anymore. I opened her door and Zayn was holding her. He looked back at me. 

"Sorry, I heard her crying, and I was in the hallway, so I just decided to check on her." Zayn said. 

"It's fine, thanks," I said I walked closer to him and I looked at Sohpia. She was looking up at Zayn and smiling. "You know she likes you," I told him.

"Really how do you know?" He asked.

" She is smiling at you. When she smiles at people she likes them," I told him. He just smiled. 

"Carter I..."

"Can we not do this right now, Zayn? Please? Everything right now is going fine and I can't.."

"Then when can we Carter? When can we talk about this? When you leave without telling anyone and come back again?" He said I had tears in my eyes. He looked at me and he had tears too. "Carter.."

"Stop Zayn. How come every time things are going fine between us you end up ruining it?" I asked him. He didn't say anything. He just stood there. I took Sophia from him and started to walk back to my room. Zayn grabbed my arm and turned me around. "Zayn what are you doing?" I asked him. He didn't answer instead he brought his head closer to mine and he brought his lips closer to me. I could feel him breathing on my lips. He looked into my eyes and back at my lips. Then the next thing I know he is kissing me and I was kissing him back. Sophia started making noise. If Sophia didn't make any noise I would have continued kissing him. The tears in my eyes came down and I couldn't control them. Zayn looked at me. "Why did you do that?" I asked him. He just stared at me. I turned back around and started to walk back to my room again.

Wait, Carter.." Zayn said. I turned around and looked at him. "I'm sorry," he said. I turned back around.

"Whatever Zayn," I walked out of Sophia's room and into my room. I closed and locked the door. I layed Sophia down on the bed and layed down next to her. I just let the tears fall. Why did he have to go and kiss me? Why did he have to make things more complicated then they already are? Why does he make me hate him, but love him at the same time? Why does he have to be the boy I fell in love and still am in love with? 

Zayn's P.O.V

Carter walked out of the room. Why is it that every time things are going good for me I have to screw them up?  I walked by Carter's room and I heard her sniffles. She was crying. I caused her to cry. I went downstairs. 

"What was all that yelling upstairs?" Liam asked. 

"It was nothing," I snapped at him. I went by the door put my shoes on and went out for a walk. I just need to clear my head. I need to figure things out. 

Carter's P.O.V

I heard two people coming up the stairs. I looked at the clock it was already seven at night. Someone knocked on my bedroom door. "Hold on, I'm coming," I said. I wiped my tear, got off my bed and pick Sophia up. I unlocked my door and opened it. When I opened it Eleanor and Danielle were standing there staring at Sophia sleeping in my arms. "Take a picture it will last longer." I told them

"What?" Danielle said,

"How?" asked Eleanor.

"Well, you see when two people love each other they.." I started to say.

"Oh shut up you know what I mean," Eleanor said. I started laughing. 

"This is Sophia," I told them.

"She is so cutee!" They both said. 

"Who's the father," Danielle asked? I looked at her and tears started to form. Gosh I've been crying to much lately. 

"Carter, what's wrong," Eleanor asked?

"Nothing, Sophia is Zayn's," I told them. They looked at me in shock. "Can you stop staring at me like that?" 

"Sorry," they said.

"Carter, Danielle, and Eleanor we're staring the movie in 15 minutes." Liam yelled to us.

"Ok, be down in a minute," I yelled back. "Let's go downstairs. I have to feed Sophia and then put her to bed." We walked down stairs and I walked into the kitchen. Perrie and Zayn were in there. I completely ignored them and went to get Sophia her bottle. I made her bottle and fed her. After she was done I cleaned up. "I'm going to go put Sophia to bed I'll be down in a minutes." I went into her room and put her in her crib. There was a knock on the door and I turned to see who it was. It was Zayn.

"What do you want," I asked him?

"I want to say good night to my daughter, if thats alright with you," he snapped at me.

"Not if you're going to have that attitude you're not. Why do you have to be such an asshole," I asked him.

"I'm not being an asshole. Why are you being such a bitch?" He said. I looked at him and tears were in my eyes.


"Save it, say good night to your daughter, then leave." I told him.

He went to Sophia's crib, gave her a kiss on her forehead, and said good night. He walked toward the door and left. The tears fell from my eyes. Why do I let him do this to me? I wiped me eyes, gave Sophia a kiss on her head and went downstairs. Everyone was sitting and the only spot left was next to Zayn and Perrie... GREAT! I sighed and went to sit down. They were all snuggled up and Perrie was giggling silently. I couldn't take it anymore.

"Anyone want anything to drink or eat?" I asked.

"Yeah, popcorn please and water?" Niall said.

"Anyone else," I asked.

"No, we're good," they said.

I got the popcorn down and put it in the microwave. I got Niall his water and my self a drink. I heard someone come into the kitchen. I turned around and it was Zayn. 

"Carter, look, about earlier I'm sorry. I didn't mean it." He said.

"It doesn't matter anymore..."

"Yeah it does Carter, because I.." The microwave went off and it made us jump. "Carter.."

"Can you give these to Niall for me. Thanks. Tell everyone I went to bed." I told him. I went up stairs, into my room, and fell on my bed. Tears poured out of my eyes. Tonight was the night I cried my self to sleep. 

Zayn's P.O.V

I walked back into the movie room. 

"Where's Carter," They asked.

"Oh. she was tired and went to bed." I told them, but they didn't believe me. I sat down next to Perrie. We were watching The Titanic. After the movie was over I walked Perrie out, then went upstairs. I walked into Sophia's room. She started to stir and cry a little. I picked her up. She opened her eyes and smiled up at me. She snuggled into me and closed her eyes again. I sat down in the rocking chair and rocked her back and forth. I started to sing to her and she fell asleep. I put her on my chest. I closed my eyes. I started to fall asleep. That night I fell asleep with my daughter on my chest, but I was missing something. Not something someone. I was missing the girl I loved. I was missing Carter.

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