Still The One

"That was six months ago Carter," he said.
"I don't care Zayn! A lot has happened in six months. You broke my heart and I built a wall around it again. I thought you loved me. I thought we had something special, but I guess I was wrong, huh?"

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22. Chapter 22

Carter's P.O.V

Two weeks ago Zayn asked if Sophia and I wanted to move in with him. Today Sophia and I are moving in with Zayn. I'm excited to live with him. It will be like having our own family. It will just be Sophia, Zayn, and I. 

We are moving everything into Zayn's flat. All the boys, Danielle, Eleanor, and Zayn's mom are helping me move in. The boys are carrying the heavy things and we are directing  them to put it where it goes. 

I share a bedroom with Zayn obviously and Sophia's bedroom is right next to ours. Niall and Liam live together now. Niall was okay with moving out so Sophia, Zayn and I could live together. 

It took us two an a half hours to move everything in and out. When we we done everyone left to get rest. Sophia was in her bedroom taking a nap. Zayn and I were sitting on the couch. I was leaning against him and he had his arms wrapped around my waist. It was silent, but it was a good silence. The silence was broken by the cries of Sophia.

"I got her," I said to him.

"Okay," he said and pecked my lips. He let me go and I walked up the stairs into Sophia's room. I got her out of her crib and her cries decreased. I carried her downstairs. I sat back on the couch with Zayn and put Sophia on the floor. She was playing with her toys on the floor. Zayn and I were watching her. 

"Do you want more kids," Zayn asked? I looked at him.

"I do want more kids, just not right now. Sophia is still a baby and you're going to go back on tour soon. I don't think I can take care of another baby by myself again." I said to him. He looked down upset.

"Carter, you won't be alone."

"Yes I will Zayn."

"Carter,"

"Stop, I don't want to talk about it."

"You never want to talk about anything. Why do I even try anymore? You always change the subject, " He said.

"What do you mean, I talk to you about everything. I never change the subject, I.." He cut me off.

"Yes you do,"

"Maybe you should stop trying. Maybe you should stop caring. Maybe I shouldn't have moved in. It was a bad idea," I said.

"Maybe it was. Let me know what you want when you figure it out. I'm going to stay at the boys tonight," Zayn said getting up from the couch and walking out the door. He walked out the door and Sophia started crying.

"Dadda," she screamed. I started crying too. I went over to her and picked her up. I rocked her back and forth. 

30 minutes later:

Sophia is still crying. I packed her bag and walked down to the guy's houses. My eyes are all red and puffy. I knocked on the door and Liam answered. 

"Carter." He took Sophia from my arms and I walked in. I saw Zayn sitting on the couch, but he was sitting on the couch with Perrie. He looked up at me and I looked down.

"Carter, it's not what it looks like," he said

"It never is," I said and ran upstairs. I ran into Liam's room and slammed the door. I layed on his bed face down and cried. I heard someone open the door and close it. 

"He really does love you Carter," I turned and looked at Perrie. 

"No he doesn't. If he loved me he never would have cheated on me in the first place with you." I said

"Carter he made a mistake, You forgave him. You can't keep holding that against him. What are you afraid of," she asked? I sighed.

"I'm afraid he's going to leave me. I'm afraid he won't loveme anymore. I'm afraid he will leave Sophia and I, but I'm mostly afraid of losing the only person I've ever loved." I said.

"You should tell him all this," she said.

"You don't have to, I heard it all." Zayn said standing in the door way.

"I'll leave you two to talk," Perrie said walking out of the room.

"Perrie, thanks for the talk," I said smiling, She smiled back. Zayn came and sat on the bed by me.

"You don't have to be afraid of any of that. Carter I'm not going to leave you. I love you. I want to be a family. I want to have more children with you." He said looking me in the eyes.

"I know, but I'm scared,"

"What are you scared of." he asked?

"Everything. The future," I said.

"Let's not think of the future. Let's just focus on now. W can wait to have more kids. Whenever you're ready we can have more." he said. 

"Okay,"

"How about we have Liam watch Sophia for the rest of the night," Zayn said.

"Okay," I said. We asked Liam to watch her for the rest of the night. He said it was fine. We said goodbye and walked back to our flat. I walked in the door and Zayn pushed me up against the wall and kissed me. I kissed him back. I took his shirt off and he took mine off. He stopped kissing me and pulled me upstairs into our bedroom. He pushed me on the bed and I started laughing. He kissed all the way up my stomach to my mouth. I undid his belt and unsnapped his jeans. He took them off and was just left in his boxers. He undid my pants and I was left in my bra and panties. He lifted me up a little and unclasped my bra. I took his boxers off and he took my panties off.

"If we aren't having any more kids yet, we can still practice making them," he said. I giggled.

"I love you." I said

"I love you too," 

"Rock me, Malik

"My pleasure," he said winking at me, and boy did he sure know how to rock me. 

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