Still The One

"That was six months ago Carter," he said.
"I don't care Zayn! A lot has happened in six months. You broke my heart and I built a wall around it again. I thought you loved me. I thought we had something special, but I guess I was wrong, huh?"

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19. Chapter 19

Carter's P.O.V

I haven't seen or heard from Zayn in two weeks. I know I told him to give me time to think about things. I've called him multiple times, but I just get his voice mail. He hasn't answered my texts or calls. I guess he doesn't want to see me or his daughter. 

Liam is coming over with the boys. I wonder if Zayn will come. Liam called a few minutes ago and said that they'll be here in like five minutes. I was feeding Sophia and the door bell went off. I went to the door and the boys were there.

"Hey, guys," I said to Laim, Harry, Niall, and Louis.

"Hey," they said.

"Did Zayn come," I asked hoping they would say yes, but I knew it was too good to be true.

"No he didn't" Liam said.

"Oh," I said disappointed.

"You can't really blame him Carter," he said.

"I'm not. I just thought he would like to see his daughter," I said

"You told him to give you time and that's what he's doing," he said.

"I know, maybe I shouldn't have told him that," I said.

"He's at his mom's if you want to go there. The boys and I can watch Sophia for you," he said. I hugged him.

"Thanks, you're the best brother in the world," I said. I went upstairs and packed a bag. I went downstairs, gave Sophia a kiss, said goodbye to the boys, and drove four hours ro Bradford.

4 hours later:


I knocked on his mom's door. A few seconds later she answered. 

"Carter, sweetheart, what are you doing here,"she asked?

"Liam said Zayn was here," I said.

"He isn't home right now." she said.

"Do you know where he is," I asked.

"No, but I'll tell him you stopped bye or you can stay and wait." She said.

"Just let him know I stopped bye, thanks," I said and walked back to the car. I drove to the park that had all of our memories. I got out of the car and sat under our tree. Zayn carved our names into it and wrote forever near our names. I sat there and thought about all of our memories. Did I really want to throw them away? Did I really want to give up on us? I knew the answers to these questions and they were no I didn't. I want to have more memories with him and add Sophia to them. I looked at my phone and it was five at night. I was sitting here for three hours. I had 25 missed calls. Five were from Liam and the rest were from Zayn.

I was walking back to the car and it started to rain. I got to the car and tried to open the door, but it didn't open. I was looking for my keys and saw them in the car. GREAT... I locked my keys in the car.

"I'll give you a lift home," the boy that I'm so madly in love said to me. I tunred around and saw him.

"Zayn.. how did you know I was here." I asked?

"You always come here when you need to think and clear your head," he said. I looked down. "Come on, you can stay at my place tonight." he said. He grabbed my hand and lead m to his car. He opened the door to his car and I got in.

We pulled up to his house. The drive to his house was silent. He didn't say anything when he pulled up. He was about to get out of the car, but I needed to talk to him. 

 

"Zayn?.." I said.   "What is it Carter," he asked?   "Why didn't you come with the boys," I asked?   "You told me to give you time and space, so that's what I did," he said.   "I called you so many times. I wanted to talk to you. Sophia kept asking for you, but you never answered your phone. When you didn't come with the boys today. I thought you didn't want us in your life anymore." I said crying.   "If you thought that why are you here," he asked?   "I'm here because I done with this. I'm done with both of us being stupid and miserable without each other. Zayn..... I need you, not I want you in my life. Sophia and I both need you. I don't think I could go another day without telling you. If you don't want us in your life let me know and we'll leave." I said getting out of the car and walking into his house not waiting for him. I went into his bedroom and layed on his bed. It smelled like him. A little while later I heard the door open and the bed sunk. Someone wrapped there arms around my waist. I didn't have to turn around to know it was Zayn.   "I don't want you and Sophia out of my life. I love you both. How could you think that I don't love you two. You guys are the best thing that's ever happened to me. I need you in my life Carter. I need Sophia. I need us to be a family. Let's take this one day at a time. Just you, Sophia, and I. A family, our family," he said. I turned around and hugged him tight. He chuckled. He kissed my forehead.   "I love that idea," I said to him and looked up at him. He closed the gap between us and kissed me. He pulled away and kissed my cheeks.    "I love you Carter," He said.   "I love you too Zayn," I said back to him. He pulled me close to him and wrapped his arms around my waist. I let darkness consume me and fell asleep in the arms of my best friend and boyfriend.  *********** Let me know what you thought! :D
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