Still The One

"That was six months ago Carter," he said.
"I don't care Zayn! A lot has happened in six months. You broke my heart and I built a wall around it again. I thought you loved me. I thought we had something special, but I guess I was wrong, huh?"

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18. Chapter 18

Carter's P.O.V


It's been two weeks since Zayn and I have worked things out. It's going great. Him and the boys should be home any minutes. When he gets home he's taking me out somewhere. Eleanor and Louis are going to watch Sophia for us. 

Right now Eleanor is here helping me get ready. Zayn said our date was casual. I was wearing skinny jeans and a top that fell off my shoulders. I wore my red converse. Eleanor curled my hair. By the time we were done we heard the boys come in the door. She grabbed Sophia off of my bed and we walked down the stairs. The boys were in the kitchen. We walked into the kitchen. Zayn wasn't facing me, so I went behind him and wrapped my arms around his waist. He turned around and kissed my lips and looked at me confused. 

"What," I asked him?"

"Why are you dressed like you ready to go some where," he asked. I looked at him. Did he forget about our date?

"You said we were going out tonight and Eleanor and Louis were going to watch Sophia." I told him.

"Babe, I'm sorry I completely forgot. It's been a crazy day." he said. I looked at him disappointed. 

"It's fine," I said sadly and took Sophia from Eleanor.

Carter.." Zayn said, but I ignored him and walked out of the room. I walked up to my room and closed the door when I got into it. I sat on the bed with Sophia. Someone came up the stairs and knocked on my door. I didn't answer, but they came in anyway.

"Carter, don't be mad," Zayn said to me, but I was looking down the whole time.

"I'm not," I said looking down.

"That's bull Carter. You are mad. You won't look at me. I said I was sorry I forgot our date. What more can I do?"he said.

"We've barely seen each other in weeks. We haven't had any alone time together in forever." I said

"Carter, I'm busy and we have a daughter to take care of. We can't just drop everything and go do something," he said.

"I wish I was at home." I said out loud, but didn't realize it.

"Then go home. If you don't want to be here then leave," he said.

"I would have gone, but you said you wanted me to stay, so I stayed. I wished my mom never told me to tell you about Sophia. I wish I would have stuck to my plan and never told you." I said

"You weren't going to tell me about our daughter," he asked?

"No I wans't because I knew it was going to cause all these problems. If I didn't tell you I wouldn't have to go through all this," I said

"Go through what," he asked?

"Worrying about you cheating on me. Every time you walk out that door I worry that you're going to cheat on me," I said.

"What so you can't trust me Carter," he asked?

"Zayn..." I said, but he cut he off.

"If you can't trust me, then why are you still here," he asked?

"I'm still here because Sophia needs her dad. I'm still here because my brother wants me here, but the reason I'm mostly here is because you asked me stay. Why is it you say you love me one day and then completely hate me the next? I'm so done with it. Do you want to be with me or not and I'm not giving you time to think you've had plenty of time to think. What's it going to be Zayn?" I said to him. He just stood there and didn't answer and he didn't have to because I knew his answer.

"Fine if that's what you want," I said and picked Sophia up. "Say goodbye to your daughter. I'm taking her with me and she can come visit you in a few weeks," I said to him. I gave him Sophia and walked downstairs to tell everyone I was leaving. I couldn't hold the tears in. I walked into the kitchen and everyone looked at me.

"I just came to tell you that Sophia and I are leaving." 

"Carter, what happened," Liam asked?

"It doesn't matter anymore. I just can't stay here." I said.

"Where are you staying," he asked.

"With mom and dad," I told him.

"Okay, when are you leaving," he asked?

"Tomorrow morning," I said. I left the room and went back up stairs to pack. I walked past Carter's room and heard sniffles and someone talking. I stood quietly by the door and listened.

"I'm so sorry I always mess thing up with your mom Sophia. I love her so much. You two are the best thing that's ever happened to me. I just wish I could get things right and not mess up. I love you so much." He said to her. He was facing away from me. I walked into her room and went behind him and hugged him.

"Why can't you say those things around me," I asked him? He didn't say anything. He just pulled himself away from me and set Sophia down.

"When are you leaving," he asked.

"I guess tomorrow morning," I said.

"Ok," he said. He was about to walk out the door, but I said something.

"You're not going to try and stop me this time?" I asked him hoping he would.

"Why should I? I can't force you to stay," He said.

" Yes, you can. All you had to do was tell me you love me or do anything, but I guess you don't." I said.

"That's a fucking lie Carter! You know I love you!" he yelled.

"No you don't! You.." I started to say, but he cut me off by kissing me. He pulled away to fast for my liking.

"Is that going to change your mind about leaving," he asked.

"To be honest no." I said.

"See I don't want to make you stay. I want you to stay because you want to." he said.

"I'm sorry Zayn, but every time things are going good they get ruined. I think we need time to our selves and then work things out."

"We had six months to our selves, Carter. How much more time do you need," he asked?

"I don't know..."

"Well it better not be long because I'm not going to wait another six months for you Carter. You know how I feel about you. I love you so much." He said and left the room. I just need time for my self to think about things. Why can't he understand that? We always rush into to things. I want to be with him, but things always get ruined. Why is love so complicated? 

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