Still The One

"That was six months ago Carter," he said.
"I don't care Zayn! A lot has happened in six months. You broke my heart and I built a wall around it again. I thought you loved me. I thought we had something special, but I guess I was wrong, huh?"


16. Chapter 16

Carter's P.O.V

I kissed Zayn two days ago and he hasn't said one word about it. Danielle and Eleanor are coming over to hang out with Sophia and I while the boys are in the studio. I was feeding Sophia and I heard Danielle and Eleanor walk through the door. 

"Hey Carter," they both said. 

"Hey guys," I said sounding disappointed. 

"What's wrong," Danielle asked?

"Nothing," I said. 

"Carter, we're you best friends we know when something's wrong." 

"Well.... You know how Zayn and I weren't really talking a few days ago. We made up and had a family day. I kissed him that day and he won't talk to me." I said. They just starred at me. 

"Starring at me isn't helping my problem." I said. 

"Sorry." they said. 

"Just talk to him about it." Eleanor said. 

"Fine I will when they get home. Do you guys want to go out to eat?" I asked. 

"Yeah let go." they said. I got Sophia's coat in and out her in her car seat. 

After dinner:

We pulled up to the house and the boy were home. I got Sophia out of the car and walked into the house. Before I went to talk to Zayn I went and put Carter in her crib. I walked out of her room and walked towards Zayn's room. I locked on his door, but her didn't answer. Maybe he had music on. I walked in and as soon as I saw what he was doing I started to cry. he stopped kissing a random girl
I didn't know and looked at me. 

"Carter," he said. 

"HOW COULD YOU!" I yelled crying. Everyone in the house ran to Zayn's room. 

"Carter I," 

"You what? After I kissed you and told you I still loved you. How could you do this. Now you know why I can't trust you. Just stay away from me and my daughter." I said and storming past everyone in the door way. I walked into my room and slammed my door. There was a knock. Tears were streaming down my face. I opened the door and Liam was standing there. 

"Carter, he didn't mean to..." he started to say, but I cut him off. 

"Why do you always stick up for him?  I'm you fucking sister and he's your band mate. I k ow you are for us both, but why is it that every time we fight you always take his side. I'm sick of it. If you're here to defend him you can get out because I don't want to hear bullshit." I said. 

"It's not his fault." he said. 

"it's never his fault," I murmured under my breath, but Liam hears it. 

"It's mine Carter."

"No it's not Li. He keeps screwing up."

"Yesterday I told him to stop playing with your feelings. I told him to forget about you. I told him to leave you alone." he said. 

"Why the hell did you tell him that?" I asked angrily. 

"He wasn't there from the beginning. He cheated on you. You guys got in a fight about Sophia. I know you love each other, but you also hurt each other when you're together." he said. 

"That's why he as ignoring me for two days? It was because of you?"

"Yeah, I'm sorry Carter."

"Just leave me alone. I want to be alone for a while." I said. He walked to my door and left. I sat in my bed and cried. Sophia started crying. I was still crying and walked into her room. Zayn was already in there rocking her back and forth. He tuned around and looked at me. He walked towards me and handed me Sophia with out saying a word. He walked past me and was about to walk out the door. I had to say something anything before he left the room. I put Sophia down and walked towards him. 

"Zayn?" He stopped and turned to look at me. 

"Yeah," he said. 

"Liam told me what he said to you. He told you to stay away from me. He said  that we hurt each other when we're together, but we also hurt each other when we're not together. I love you Zayn and I want to be with you I really do." I said. 

"I know Carter I love you too, but Liam's right we hurt each other to much. I can't hurt you anymore. I saw how much I hurt you today and I can't do that again. I'm sorry Carter." he said and walked our the door. 

"I'm sorry too," I said to no one, but myself. I can't believe it. I lost the one person I loved most. He slipped right trough my fingers. He said he would always catch me if I fell, but this time I fell hard an he wasn't there to catch me. I went downstairs and into the kitchen. Everyone was in there even Zayn. They were all starring at me. I didn't say a word and no one else did. I got my bottle of water and went back up to my room. A few minutes later there was a knock on my door. Eleanor and Danielle walked in. I started crying again. They came over and wrapped me in their arms. 

"He said he couldn't hurt me anymore.  He said he was sorry and walked out
the door. How am I supposed to be okay with that? I love him so much. He said he loved me too, but he couldn't hurt me anymore. He's hurting me by not being with me." I said crying. 

"I know Carter. Just give him time. He'll realize that he needs you. You just need to give him time to figure things out." Eleanor said. 

"How long," I asked. 

"As long as he needs and if you live him you'll wait." she said and they left my room. I layed in bed. My eyes started to get droopy. I fell asleep think about what Eleanor said. I do really love him an I will wait no matter how long it takes him to realize we need each other


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