Still The One

"That was six months ago Carter," he said.
"I don't care Zayn! A lot has happened in six months. You broke my heart and I built a wall around it again. I thought you loved me. I thought we had something special, but I guess I was wrong, huh?"

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15. Chapter 15

Carter's P.O.V
4 months later:

Sophia is six and a half months old now. Zayn helps take care of her, but we barely talk anymore. It's like I'm invisible to him. He only talks to me about Sophia. I haven't really been talking to any of the boys. They were either busy or didn't talk to me. I don't know why all of them are ignoring me, but I guess I did something. 

Sophia is still sleeping, so I decided to go downstairs and get breakfast. I went into the kitchen and all the boys were there. They glanced up at me, then looked back down. I sighed. They didn't even talk to me. 

"If you don't want me here anymore just tell and I'll leave. No, you know what why don't I just leave. I'll be out of here by noon." I said and stormed out of the kitchen and went upstairs. I started packing and then someone knocked on the door. I didn't tell them to come in, but they did anyway. I didn't bother to look at who it was. 

"If I wanted you to come in, then I would have said come in." I said and turned to look at who it was. It was Zayn. Of course it was him. 

"Carter, please don't go." said. 

"Now you're talking to me? Why should I stay, all you hate me. There's no point for me to be here." I said 

"Carter we don't hate you. There are so many reasons as to why you should be here." he said. 

"Yes you all hate me. If you didn't hate me you guys wouldn't ignore me. Name one reason I should stay." I said to him.

"You should stay because Sophia needs both of us. Liam is here and the rest of the boys," he said

"Those aren't good enough reasons," I said

"Stay.... Stay because I love you Carter, and if you leave with Sophia I don't know what I will do. I said even if we weren't together I would still be there for you and her because I love you both no matter how much you hate me." he said. 

"I don't hate you Zayn in fact I love you so much, but I just hate the fact that you said all those things about Sophia and you've been ignoring me since I told you that I couldn't forgive you. You only talk to me about Sophia." I said

"I'm sorry Carter... I really am. I'm just trying to do the best that I can. I'm trying to be there for you and her even when it's hard,"

"How is it hard being there for us?"

"How isn't it? When I see you I want to wrap you in my arms and say things are going to be okay. I want to be able to come home after a long day of work and kiss you, but I can't."

"You could if you wanted to," I said out loud, but didn't realize it. Zayn chuckled and so did I.

"Stop making me laugh I'm supposed to be mad at you." I said. He walked closer to me.

"Carter don't go. Stay here. You don't have to forgive me, but I want you here."

"I'll stay. I can forgive you Zayn, but I just want to be friends right now. We can see how things go. I don't want tot lose you." I said.

"I don't want to lose you either. Let's get you unpacked." he said. He walked over ot my bed and started unpacking my clothes.

"Thanks," I said

"I can't believe our little girl is already six months old." he said.

"I know. My baby is growing up." I said.

"Do you want to have a family day" He asked. I smiled at him.

"That sounds nice. What do you have in mind?" I asked?

"We could go take a walk to the park." he said.

"Sure. How about you get her ready."

"How about we do it together. Parent bonding and working together." He said.

"Okay," I said. We went to Sophia's room. Zayn changed her. I put her clothes and coat on and Zayn out her in her stroller. 

"Good team work," he said.

"Yeah," I said. We walked to the park. We sat on the park bench and talked. 

"I'm glad we did this," I said to him,"

"So am I," he said. He got Sophia out of her stroller and stated making faces at her and she started laughing.

"You really do love her don't you?" I asked him.

"I do and I really love you too, but I know it's too soon and..." I cut him off by smashing my lips against his. He kissed me back. Our lips moved in perfect sync.

"I love you Zayn Javaad Malik."

"I love you too, Carter Allison Payne," He put Sophia back into the stroller and we got up and walked back to the house. The whole way back he held my hand tightly and never let it go. I could never hate this boy I love him too much to let him slip away.

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