I Will Fix You


After tragedy strikes, Rose is left picking up the pieces on her own. That is until she bumps into a certain someone along the way. As they grow close, Rose finds out some interesting news. Will he stay for the drama of it all, or will she have to survive through it alone?


18. If Only They Knew

Alyssa’s POV


It’s been almost week since Rose came into the hospital. Within that week we’ve been sitting here waiting for her to wake up. The boys were in and out of the hospital because of interviews and things.


At the moment I was holding Rose’s hand, talking to her, just hoping she can hear me. I just wish we knew when she’d wake up.


Rose’s POV


I saw her. I saw what Lily, my little baby, looked like. She was so beautiful. I only got to see her for a spit second, before everything faded to black. The next thing I saw was an all white room. 


I looked around and saw a bed with girl in it. I got closer and the girl became clearer. It was me. I looked at my surroundings and saw Alyssa by my side. She was the only one there.


I heard someone talking, so I tried to find the source of the voice. I finally got a good sound and heard Alyssa speak.


“I wish you were awake,” she sniffled. She wiped the tears from under her eyes  and continued. “I really miss you. Everyone does. The boys, your mom, Tony and anyone else you can think of. We miss you and need you here with us.”


If I could cry, I would. It touched my heart to hear her say that. The next thing she did surprised me. She sang. She never sang in front of others. Even me at times. Well, maybe since she didn’t know I could hear and see her she felt it was ok.


“We pray for blessings, we pray for peace,” she started to sing. I instantly recognized the song. It was Blessings by Laura Story. I remember going to a concert with her and Laura told the story behind the song. It kind of relates to this situation I’m in right now.


Once she finished the song, she cried silently to herself. She slowly got a hold of herself and continued to talk.


“I’m so sorry. I wish I could switch places with you right now, then maybe… just maybe, Lily would still be alive,” she said, whispering the last part. I heard her and I really felt like crying.


Although my baby girl came up unexpected and through a horrible situation, I still loved her. Alyssa cried again and I felt her pain. I want to wake up. I want to let her know I’m ok. That I can hear her, that I’m fighting.


I doing all these things, but they have no clue. I just wish they did. If only they knew that I’m there.




Sorry it took a while to get this up, but I've been in and out of the hospital lately and busy with catching up with my school work from the days I missed, but let me know what you think.

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