first love

id been in love before, but not like this...liam payne really is my first love


7. explaining

It was  a Saturday and Liam wanted to hang out, I still had a big scar on my neck that I've tried everything to cover up. When I met up with Liam he seemed to have 100 questions.

"Heard you got into a fight at school"he said

"How do you know?"

"Everyone does" "hey what's up with your neck?"

"Nothing...". He didn't believe it. He  came over and moved my hand away from it.

"What happened"?!"

"i-i...."is all I could say

"Did you cut yourself?"he asked

"No"I answered looking away

"Kyla looks me in the eyes and tell me you didn't"

I turned to face him "i-i didn't..."I said

"You're lying"he said "how could you do this to yourself?!"

"It's none of your business Liam! My self harm is my problem not yours!"

"Well Kyla just because you got into a fight you didn't have to-"

"Liam just shut up okay! You don't know anything that happened in my pass you don't have the right to judge and tell me what I didn't have to do okay! You've never gone through anything like I have  and I'm sure as hell not gonna explain to you what happened!"I screamed at him. It's been a week since I've talked to him and it's been one of the loneliest weeks of my life. I've had myself locked in my room since the fight with Liam. My dad came up to my room and sat next to me on my bed

"Wanna talk about it?"he asked

"Why would I talk to you about it? There's nothing to talk about anyway"

"Listen I know you still hate me but C'mon you know you wanna talk to someone about the fight"he said, well he is right

"So what happened?"

"Liam saw the scar and I guess I just kind of flipped out about it, I guess I just thought he would be like everyone else and just judge me"I said starting to tear up

"And now he hates me"

"Kyla he doesn't hate you"

"How would you know?"

"Because there's no reason to hate you, but I think you should talk to him about it"

"Dad I can't, I can't show my face around him what if he judges me?"

"He won't Kyla, he's your best friend he deserves to know why you did that to yourself"


"Good has downstairs"

"What?! You told him to come over?"

"Yep now goes talk to him". I went downstairs and they Liam was

"Hey..."I said


"So you gonna explain?"he asked

"Do I have a choice?"

"Nope"dad said from the doorway

"Dad please leave"I said and he did

"Okay so ill just get this over with as fast as possible, okay so my moms have been trying to kill me since I was little my dad left us when I was a couple months old, I'm anorexic and suicidal, Jeane Hampton called me an anorexic suicidal slut and well yeah..."I said

"Wow"is all Liam said

"Why didn't you just tell me?"he asked

"I was scared that you would judge me like everyone does"I answered

"I never would judge you Kyla, the people that do are stupid their only judging you by the  dark gloomy unhappy side of you, not the beautiful sweet side of you"Liam said and pulled me into a hug.

"I'm sorry Liam" I whispered "i shouldn't of yelled at you"

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