What Would I Give?

What would I give to feel her squeeze my hand again? To feel her lips press against mine? To hear her sweet laugh? To look into her beautiful eyes? Or even to just say one last goodbye? The answer young 16 year old Niall Horan is simple, anything. Now three years later does he still mean it? Would he be willing to start all over? Or will her give up? Love always comes with a price. People say they would do anything for the ones they love. Do they really mean it though?

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10. Saying Goodbye?

Niall's Prospective:

 

I slept there. I'm not going to lie, I've slept here many times. I wake up to James gently shaking my shoulder. "It's time Niall." he says. "Because her brain is still functional you'll have a couple minutes after we unplug her until she... passes." He explains.

I nod my head and say, "Thank you James. And about what you said yesterday. After this is over and she's gone... I'd like to have that drink with you."

"That's what I thought, so I told my boss I was going to leave after this." he says with a small smile.

I nod and say, "Thanks again."

"Lets get this over with!" James says and nods to the nurses to unplug her.

Once they finish James looks at me and gives me a sad smile. "I'll be out in a couple minutes." I say. He just nods and everyone leaves. I sigh and look down at her. No more wires, no more IVs. Just her.

I take a deep breathe, hold her hand, and start to sing the song I wrote for her. The song that says just how much I love her.

"Shut the door
Turn the light off
I wanna be with you
I wanna feel your love
I wanna lay beside you
I cannot hide this
Even though I try

Heart beats harder
Time escapes me
Trembling hands
Touch skin
It makes this harder
And the tears stream down my face

If we could only have this life
For one more day
If we could only turn back time

You know I’ll be
Your life
Your voice
Your reason to be
My love
My heart
Is breathing for this
Moment
In time
I’ll find the words to say
Before you leave me today

Close the door
Throw the key
Don’t wanna be reminded
Don’t wanna be seen
Don’t wanna be without you
My judgment's clouded
Like tonight's sky

Hands are silent
Voice is numb
Try to scream out my lungs
It makes this harder
And the tears stream down my face

If we could only have this life
For one more day
If we could only turn back time

You know I’ll be
Your life
Your voice
Your reason to be
My love
My heart
Is breathing for this
Moment
In time
I’ll find the words to say
Before you leave me today

Flashing lights in my mind
Going back to the time
Playing games in the street
Kicking balls with my feet

There’s a numb in my toes
Standing close to the edge

There’s a pile of my clothes
At the end of your bed

As I feel myself fall
Make a joke of it all

You know I’ll be
Your life
Your voice
Your reason to be
My love
My heart
Is breathing for this
Moment
In time
I’ll find the words to say
Before you leave me today

You know I’ll be
Your life
Your voice
Your reason to be
My love
My heart
Is breathing for this
Moment
In time
I’ll find the words to say
Before you leave me today."

As I sing the last note I hear the heartbeat monitor let out one long beep. I stand up and force myself to look away from her. I sigh and finally let go of her hand.

Right as I feel her hand fall from mine I hear a gasp, then a cough. Suddenly I feel her hand grab on to mine once more and I hear the monitor start to beep again.

"James!" I yell. She's alive. Thank God!

 

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I hoped you liked it! The song is Moments if you didn't know. Yes I know it was written by Ed Sheeran, but just go with it. Okay? Please remember to comment, like and favorite! And thank you all! Last time I looked I had about 160 reader! you have no idea how much that means to me! Thank you all so much!

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