What Would I Give?

What would I give to feel her squeeze my hand again? To feel her lips press against mine? To hear her sweet laugh? To look into her beautiful eyes? Or even to just say one last goodbye? The answer young 16 year old Niall Horan is simple, anything. Now three years later does he still mean it? Would he be willing to start all over? Or will her give up? Love always comes with a price. People say they would do anything for the ones they love. Do they really mean it though?


25. Not Worth Your Tears

Fay's Prospective:


Everything was going well. I had even started to get along with Perrie really well. No offense to Eleanor of course, I just really really really hate models. Perrie was cool though, sweet and funny. It's when Louis thought it would be a good idea to start singing What Makes You Beautiful at the top of his longs to me that fans realized we where there.

I thought the screaming at the airport was bad, by five minutes my ears were piratically bleeding. It wasn't even just directioners, but also some mixers. "How the hell are you all not deaf?" I ask them once we are all seated on the freewheel.

"What? What did you say?" Perrie asks jokingly.

I laugh and shake my head. "Are they even saying words?" I ask looking down at the screaming fans.

"Probably just yelling 'I love you' and 'Will you merry me?'." Harry says sighing.

"Aw come on Harry, don't tell me you don't like it." I say tapping him with my foot.

"Maybe just a tad." he says smirking at me.

"Hey, I have an idea of how to keep my promise to you!" Niall says suddenly and pulls out his phone.

"What are you doing?" I ask.

"Tweeting something." he says keeping his eyes on his phone.

"Okay..." I say and look down at the fans. "Good lord there are a lot of them." I say.

"I know right. You'll get used to it." Perrie says smiling at me.

"Done!" Niall says smiling at me. "Now listen."

He turns me so I'm looking down at the fans with him "Niall and Fay!" The fans scream.

"Niall!" I say turning to face him.

"And I have kept my promise!" He says.

"A couple hundred fans is not the world baby, but good try." I say and kiss him.

"Aw!" El says, though it sounded almost... Fake.

"I can't stand this any longer!" Perrie says. "How did you guys mete?"

Once you've been with someone of a while telling the story of 'how you met' becomes like telling a bedtime story you've been telling your hole life.

"Her grandmother lived across the street from me and is a close family friend. She asked me to get Fay out of the house because Fay had just moved and didn't have any friends." Niall says smiling.

"And he knocked on my door. I had just gotten out of the shower and I was in only a towel. I thought it was one of my brothers and they had forgotten there key. I was pleasantly surprised when I found it was Niall on my door step." I say.

"I showed her around Mullingar and we became close friends. Then a couple months later, I realized I had fallen in love with her, so I told her." He says.

"And I told him I loved him as well." I say.

"Then I kissed her." he says.

"Aw!" They all say.

"We know." We say together.

"How long have you guys been together?" Perrie asks curiously.

"Since we were 14." he says.

"What?!" El and Perrie yell.

"God Why didn't you tell us you had a girlfriend?!" Perrie asks.

"It's complicated." Niall says.

"Then complicate it for me." she says.

"After our two year anniversary, we got into a car accident and Fay went into a coma for three years, she just woke up." Niall says quietly.

"Oh Ni-Ni!" El says putting a hand on his leg.

Breath Fay. Breath. You are not the jealous one. Nope. No. Absolutely not. I tell myself.

"Fay?" I turn to see Liam looking at me worriedly.

"Yeah?" I ask faking a smile.

"You knuckles are turning white, you okay?" he asks.

"Peachy." I say in the same fake happy tone. I'm only to happy when the wheel stops and I take Niall by the hand and pull him away from Eleanor.

We go back to the car because Harry thought it would be better for us to go back to someone's flat then have to deal with the screaming fans. So we go back to Harry's flat. I'm silent for the ride, though what am I supposed to say? Eleanor was flirting with Niall the entire ride, thought the only other person the seems to see that it's happening is Perrie.


Once we get to Harry's Perrie links arms with me and we walk ahead of Eleanor and Niall. "I always knew she was a cheating bitch but I never thought she would flirt with him right in front of Lou." Perrie whispers to me.

I nod my head in reply. I don't really have words. I've always trusted Niall, never had a problem with him flirting. Could three years change him that much that he would flirt with someone right in front of me?

"Hey, Zaynie?" Perrie says smiling at him.

"Yup?" he asks.

"Can me and Fay talk to you for a minute in the other room?" she asks.

"Sure baby." he nods.

"Don't worry sweetheart Zayn and I, we can help." she says leading me into the kitchen.

Once the three of us are alone Zayn says, "If this is about the fact that El is basically fucking Niall with her eyes right now, I've already noticed."

I flinch at the word 'fucking'. Perrie gives me a sad smile and asks, "Good, any of the other boys?"

"Liam kinda, but other then that no." He says.

"What should we say? Poor Niall doesn't even know he's flirting and sweet little Fay here looks like someone shot her puppy." Perrie coos at me, as though she were trying to console a child.

"I say you just point it out in some sassy way love, it's how we usually work these situations." Zayn says.

"If a fight starts should I point out the fact that she's been cheating?" she asks.

"I think it's time, yeah." He nods.

"Alright then!" She says and leads me into the living room.

"Baby, come sit next to me." Niall says patting the seat on his left. At his right on the other hand is El, piratically drooling over him.

I sit down next to him and Perrie sits on the armrest beside me. "Just wait baby." she whispers to me.

I waited, and I waited, and I waited. I waited as she 'accidently' kept brushing his arm. I waited while she giggled at his horrible jokes. I waited and I waited. Finally, she went to far and said, "Aw Ni-Ni." and kisses him on the cheek.

I see Zayn give a small nod to Perrie, before she says, "Good god will you please stop! This is absolutely agonizing to watch! I can't even imagine what it's like for poor Fay!"

No, no you can't. I think.

"What is that supposed to mean?" El says in a sickly sweet voice.

"It means that you've been drooling over Niall all day! You've been undressing him with your eyes and it's obvious a blind man could see it!" Perrie snaps.

"Good lord! How could you say something like that! I love Louis." She says defensively.

"I love Zayn, but I don't go around leaving you during our 'girls nights' and fuck whatever guy I want!" Perrie says.

"How dare you!" El gasps.

"I also don't eye fuck one of his best mates when his girlfriend is sitting right next to him!" she says.

"I am not!" El says shaking her head.

"Yeah, yeah you kinda really are." Zayn says. Everyone's eyes on him suddenly. "What? It's true! Just ask Fay! Has anyone else noticed she hasn't said a word since the left the park?" he says gesturing towards me.

Now all eyes are on me. Great, thanks Zayn. I think.

"Fay?" Niall looks down at me but I turn my face so I'm looking down at my hands. "Fay what's going on?"

"What do you think? The poor girl wakes up to see probably one of her worst fears, you've changed. Or at least your acting like it! Flirting with Eleanor right in front of her!" Perrie says rolling her eyes at his idiocy.

"Can we stop accusing my girlfriend of cheating?!" Louis yells.

"I'm sorry Lou, but it's not an accusation." Perrie says showing him a picture of El making out with some random guy. "I should have told you sooner."

"What? What is this? Is this true?" He looks at Eleanor.

"I'm sorry Lou." she says.

"NO! NO JUST LEAVE!" He yells.

"Louis please!" she begs.

"NO! I never want to see your face again! If you cared at all then you would have done this!" he yells.

Eleanor picks up her stuff and leaves. There is an weird silence for about a couple moments after that. Then Louis started to cry, on one moves. I get up and sit in the empty seat next to him and hug him.

"She's not worth it Louis, remember that. Don't let her brake you. You're amazing and wonderful. You're one of the best guys I've ever met. She's not worth your tears." I say hugging him close and letting him cry on my shoulder.




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