What Would I Give?

What would I give to feel her squeeze my hand again? To feel her lips press against mine? To hear her sweet laugh? To look into her beautiful eyes? Or even to just say one last goodbye? The answer young 16 year old Niall Horan is simple, anything. Now three years later does he still mean it? Would he be willing to start all over? Or will her give up? Love always comes with a price. People say they would do anything for the ones they love. Do they really mean it though?


19. Giving Up

Niall's Prospective:


Yesterday everyone went home. We had spent then entire week talking about memories and laugh, yet she still remembers nothing. I'm not going to lie, it hurts. To tell the truth I fall asleep crying every night. I had always dreamed of her waking up. She would open her eyes and look into mine. In my dreams she smiled and kissed me. We moved to London and she was able to go to University for photograph. Then, one day we would be standing at the alter and say our I dos. We had three little children and grew old together. Now I don't think that will ever happen. I've tried to stay strong, to believe everything would be alright and she would remember me. I am starting to believe that will never happen and I'm not sure I can deal with that.

Eric was the last to leave. He tried to create new memories along with trying to help her remember the old. He told me that, "We can't make her remember. All we can do is help and hope she does. If she doesn't that doesn't mean she doesn't still love us, it just means we have to regain that love."

Today Fay and I are spending the day together. We are in my room laying on my couch watching horror movies. She used to love then, they still scared the shit out of her but she didn't mind.

"Niall shut it off!" She begs crying into my chest.

"Why you love this movie?" I ask looking down at her.

"I might have, but I don't anymore. Please just shut it off!" She begs.

I turn off the movie and sigh. Yes, I've noticed small changes in her behavior. She likes hot coffee better then iced now. She has a tendency to straighten her hair more then she used to. She wares a tad more make-up. I thought she was just growing up, but now I see it. She's changed. I don't want to say it's bad, but she isn't the girl I love and that scares me.

"Niall? You alright?" She asks.

"Yeah I'm fine. A little sleepy I guess." I say not meting her eyes.

"Maybe I should go home, you sleep. I'll see you tomorrow." she says and walks towards the door. "Night."

I hear the front door shut. my Fay wouldn't have said that. She would have know something was wrong and wouldn't have stopped until she know what is was. I get out of bed and go to my closet and pull out my suitcase. I pack all the cloths I brought and all my other stuff. I walk down stairs to see my mum, dad, and brother sitting at the counter.

"Hey Niall. I saw Fay leave everything okay?" Greg asks.

"Yeah honey you don't look to good you okay?" My mum asks."

"It's fine Mum, I just want to tell you I've booked a plain for tomorrow back to London. I miss the boys, I kinda just want ot go see them." I say lying through my teeth.

"Don't lie to us Ni." My dad says.

"I just want to go back to London." I say looking down.

"Alright babe. Did you tell Fay?" Mum asks.

"No, I don't want her to know." I say.

"Your just going to give up on her like that Niall? Just forget everything you guys had?" Greg asks in disbelief.

"She did." I say.

"She didn't choose to though Niall! You can't just leave her like this!" he says.

"I can and I am. She isn't the same, she's changed." I say still looking at my feet.

"She's still Fay! Deep down she knows who you are! You just have to help her remember!" He says.

I look up at him and yell, "You don't think I've tried! I have done everything I can think of to help her remember and nothing! I can't do this anymore Greg! I can't love someone who can't remember who I am!"

"Fine Niall, give up. Just don't expect me to stand there and watch. You can go to the airport alone." He says shaking his head and walking up the stairs.

"I'm sorry Hun, but me and your dad are with Greg on this." My mum says and the two of them head up the their room as well.




The next morning I get up and make sure I have everything. I shower and get ready. At about 9 I head down the stairs to find Greg at the counter eating breakfast.

"You can still stay. Still do the right thing." he says looking me dead in the eyes.

"And you can still come with me to the airport." I say.

He just shakes his head and goes back to his food. I walk out and put my beg into the car. I look over at Fay's house and try to push down the memories. I can see her through the kitchen window. Her back is truned to me, she's already dressed, in a pair of light blue shorts and a white off the shoulders shirt with pink, purple and blue flowers on it, and ready for me to pick her up in 15 minutes like we had planed. Her black hair is curled to profection and she has a light blue denim hair band in her hair. I can imagan her bangs framing her face perfectly and her make up do to perfection as well.

"I wish you could have just remembered me." I whisper, before getting in my car and driving away.




Niall's leaving! What do you think is going to happen? What do you think should happen?

I know your probably tired of me telling you thins, but please comment, like, and favorite!

I'm begging you, COMMENT I wanna know what you think!


~ Rebecca

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