Swapping My Love

~COMPLETED~Abby has to swap lives with a girl in her class for a month. Abby has no clue about this girl, her name is Waliyha and very private. she hangs around with all the cool kids, Abby doesn't know her at all. Read to find out more.

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31. Dear Abby

I return to the party leaving a confused looking Tammy behind in the hall, I return to the party to see the boys setting up. I laugh along with everyone else at the boy's attempts to be funny but end up being funny at failing it! They perform their own mini concert at the party for me, which I'm totally grateful for! I mean...how could this party get any better? At the end of the party everyone goes home and I enjoy a warm evening of eating Ben and Jerrys icecream watching movies with Doniya.

In the last few days, I've been packing for when I'm leaving, I really don't want to and it shows that Zayn and Donn don't want me to leave either. Zayn and I have gotten close in the last few days and had quite a few moments like the one at the party in private, nobody knows about us and we don't plan on it. I've been urging Zayn to forget about me and chase Perrie but he refuses and goes quiet.

My parents are currently on their way, I tour the house saying goodbyes to everyone. They all give me hugs and bid me farewell along with wishes of seeing me again even though I'll probably be coming back for the summer program. I stop outside Zayn's room, I take a deep breath before knocking. I know this is going to be the hardest goodbye, we have gotten extremely close and he means too much to me that I know its going to be hard. Nobody replies, I swallow the sickening taste in my mouth, maybe he didn't hear me?

I know its not true because for once he doesn't have music on, I knock really loud next but still no answer. I decide to just barge in as I have a pretty good excuse. There's no-one in here, I sallow hard before pounding down the stairs rapidly, two at a time. I barge into the living-room to see if the boys know where he is but everything is gone, you can actually see the carpet of the living-room but I don't care about that, I care about my missing secret boyfriend. I see a piece of paper lying on the single recliner, I gulp and bound over to it,

Dear Abby,

Its early and I don't want to wake you up, the boys and I have an emergency concert in America and have to leave immediatley. I've been thinking about us and I know what you have been saying is wrong, this is wrong. We can't work out, I'm too bad of an influence on you, bringing you down with me and I don't want it to happen. I'm too bad for you and you know it. I guess what I'm saying is that we should focus on our own careeers and life and try to remember that you know when you find 'the one' and I'm certainly not the one for you. I'm not trying to hurt you and I beg that you forget about me, you need and deserve someone better.

Love,

Zayn.

I gulp and swallow the tears as I finish reading the letter, how could he do this? Just abandon me like this? I hear my parents car pull up outside, I grab my bags and leave, binking os no tears will fall. The whole time from when in the car on my way home to sitting in my old room I text and ring him, but everytime I get no reply and it goes straight to voicemail.

 

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