A Big Mistake

"You were the biggest mistake of my life! I never want to see you again!" I shouted at Niall. "Brittany please don't do this." He begged grabbing my hand so I couldn't run away.
I looked into his eyes. His beautiful blue eyes that I had once fallen in love with. "I thought fairytales were real ever since I met you. Apparently I was wrong. I'm done with you Niall James Horan! Just leave me alone." I yanked my hand away from his grasp and ran into my apartment slamming the door shut behind me. I slid down the door and cried on the floor.
It seemed like everything in my life was falling apart. I never thought he would do that to me, but I was wrong. I made a mistake. A big mistake.


5. The Secret Place

"Where are we going?" I whined. we had been driving for at least fifteen minutes and i wanted to know where we were headed. 

"We'll be there in about thirty seconds." Niall said. As he said this, I felt the car slow down. "See? We're here. Now we just have to walk for a little bit, but I can carry you."

I felt him lift me out of the car. The cold wind whipped around us and I shivered. Niall held me closer and I snuggled into his warmth. He walked for about five minutes before he set me down. 

"You ready?" he asked. 

"Yes." I answered. 

He untied the blindfold for me. It dropped from my eyes. It took a couple seconds to absorb my surroundings. We were on a cliff. it was over looking the London city. Since it was dark outside, the lights of the city were bright. The London eye was lit up in bright colors. there was a small brook somewhere near us because you could hear the babbling of the water. My jaw dropped open in shock. 

"Do you like it?" Niall asked nervously. 

"It's beautiful." I whispered. i felt like if I talked out loud I would disturb the beautiful sight before me. 

"This is my secret place." Niall said to me. He sat down on the edge of the cliff with his feet dangling. 

I sat down next to him and just absorbed the sights around me. 

"This is where I come when I need space away from the boys." 

"What do you mean?" I asked. 

"I need a place where I can be me. I'm constantly compared to the other guys. I'm the Irish one, whereas they're all British. I'm the blonde one whereas they're all brunettes. I'm the odd one out." he said. 

"Being different is never a bad thing." I said to him. 

"Yeah, well before I thought being different was a bad thing. I was frustrated with myself. I slipped away from what I used to be. Then I stumbled upon this place. This is my savior in a way. It taught me to accept who I am." he replied. 

I sat quietly and listened to him. It was cool how this beautiful place helped him out. 

"That's amazing." I whispered. 

A cold breeze blew around us. I shivered and Niall pulled me close to him. We sat there quietly just enjoying each other's presence. i loved the feeling of his arm wrapped around me. 

"Brittany, what happened between you and your dad?" he asked me. 

I tensed up. He could feel me become stiff. "I'm sorry you don't have to tell me."

"No it's fine." 

It started when I was ten. 

Brittany's Flashback 

"Honey! I'm home!" My dad shouted from the doorway. 

His words slurred together and i knew that he was drunk even though I was only ten. My dad lately had been coming home drunk from work. My mom picked up later hours so that she wouldn't have to deal with his drunkenness. i hid in my bedroom so that I wouldn't have to face him. He came to find me though. 

"Hello princess. Come give daddy a hug." 

I winced. I could smell the alcohol in his breath. I didn't move a muscle but he came to me. 

"Don't be a naughty girl. Naughty girls need to be punished." he said. 

Just as he was about to approach me, my mom came home from work. She had brought home Chinese food for dinner. My dad backed away from me and went to sit down at the kitchen table. My mom set the food down and joined him. I sat down next to her. 

"Honey, you're drunk again." my mom scolded my father. 

"It's only a little bit of alcohol." my dad brushed it off. 

My mom brushed it off too. We finished our dinner and went to clean up. I helped my mom load up the dishwasher. My dad answered a call from his cell phone. He was very angry when he hung up. 

'Honey what's wrong?" my mom asked him. 

"It's nothing." he replied. 

"But if it's bothering you, I want to help!" she replied. 

"I said it's nothing!" he shouted at her, then punched her across the face. 

She fell to the floor knocked out. 

"Mommy!" I cried running over to her. 

"Like I said Britt, naughty girls deserve to be punished." my dad told me. "Now give me the hug you never gave me earlier."

I backed away from him. I didn't want to be hit like my mommy had been.

"Britt! Give me a hug!" my dad yelled at me. 

"No daddy!' I shouted. I ran to my bedroom and locked the door behind me. I could hear him banging on the door. I hid under my sheets crying. He finally broke the door down and came to pick me up. 

I struggled against him as he carried me to his bedroom. He picked up my mom and tied her to a chair, rolling it into the bedroom as well. She was still knocked out. 

He started to take off his clothes in front of me. I stared at him. My dad was never naked in front of me. 

"Ok, Britt, take off your clothes for daddy. Be a good girl or you will get punished." 

I did as I was told. 

"That's a good girl. Do you want to make daddy really happy?" he asked me. 

I was scared. He had never been like this to me before. 

"What daddy?" I asked. 

"Suck on this for me baby girl." he responded holding out his long thing. I didn't know what it was called. 

"No daddy." I responded. 

"Don't disrespect me like that!" he boomed. 

He hit my naked bum hard. I screamed in pain. 

"Please, stop Daddy that hurt." I cried. 

"Then do as daddy says." he replied. 

He took my mouth and guided it onto his thing. It tasted funny. He grabbed my head and moved it back and forth along the thing. He was moaning in pleasure. Every time his thing went down my throat, I gagged. He held my head to his tummy while I choked on it. Then he pulled his thing out of his mouth. 

"You did a good job baby girl. Do you want to make daddy happier?" By this point I was terrified. 

"Lay down pumpkin." he said. 

I layed down on the bed on my back. He spread my legs open with his hands. 

"You see this thing right here?" he asked, rubbing his finger on my clit. 

"Daddy is going to make you really happy by rubbing this, and licking, and sucking this, ok?"

"Please don't daddy." I whined. I tried to shut my legs but he wouldn't let me. he broke his promise too. it didn't feel good at all. He nipped me too hard and I yelped in pain. 

Once he was done I watched him pump his thing with his hand. He moaned as he did this. I tried to climb off the bed, but he wouldn't let me. 

"Alright pumpkin. Now this is how we finish. I'm going to take your virginity away so that way you're special to me." 

"What's a virginity daddy?" I asked. 

"It means that you have sex, the thing where babies come from, for the first time with me. That way when your friends say they had sex with someone, you can too." 

"But daddy, will it hurt?" I asked. i looked from his really long thing down to my tiny hole. 

"I'll try to make it not hurt." he promised. 

He pinned me down with his arms. I tried to struggle free but he wouldn't let me. I grew tired of fighting and just layed there. He angled his thing towards me. 

"You ready pumpkin?" he asked. 

"No daddy! Please don't!" I cried. 

He didn't listen to me. I cried to my mommy to help me but she wouldn't wake up. He pushed his thing inside of me. It hurt so bad. I screamed and tried to punch him but I couldn't. He started to move his thing in and out of me fast. I screamed every time he did so. He grunted and planted his wet slobbery lips on mine. I kept my jaw clenched but he found a way to stick his tongue in. He moved his tongue around my mouth. When he had enough of this position he pulled his thing out of me. he commanded me to go on my hands and knees. I did as I was told, afraid he would hit me more. He stuck his thing back in my hole and fucked me from behind. He slapped my bum over and over again. It started to burn. He enjoyed it every time I cried louder for him to stop. 

Suddenly I heard my mommy scream, "Not my baby! Anything but my baby!" she had tears in her eyes too. She struggled against the ropes but she couldn't get away. She watched my daddy push his thing in and out of me. 

He started to go even faster than before. I could feel his breathing getting heavier. I felt his thing inside of me tighten really hard. Suddenly, I felt this thing squirt inside of me. After the squirting was done he pulled his thing out of me. He put his thing back in my mouth and told me to suck it all. I did as I was told. Then he got dressed and left the house. My mom was sobbing I could see the tears running down her face. 

"I'm so sorry daddy hurt you angel." my mommy said to me. 

"I thought daddy loved me." I cried. 

"I thought so too." she replied. 

I was very tired and I wanted to sleep. 

"Honey, before you sleep, you need to go get the phone and give it to me ok? I'll call the policemen so they can help us."

"But mommy, I'm tired." I whined. 

"You need to do this for me precious." she said, "be a good girl and then you can go to bed ok?" 

I climbed off the bed and grabbed the phone. I brought it back to her so she could call the police. Then I crawled back onto the bed and fell asleep naked. That was the last thing I could remember. 

Present Time

I finished the story and looked at Niall. Tears were sparkling in his eyes. 

"I'm so sorry that happened to you Brittany." he said wiping the tears from my eyes with his hand. "You deserve better than that." 

"Thank you Niall." I replied. "He's in jail now, thank god."

"You know, not all guys are like your father right?" he asked. 

"I know." I replied looking into his baby blue eyes. 

"I promise to never, ever hurt you Brittany. I will always be here for you whenever you need me." he whispered. 

His hand cupped my face and he leaned in with his eyes closed. Should I trust him? After past events happened, I put walls up to protect me from getting hurt, but should I knock them down and let Niall in? I decided to go by instinct. My face leaned in too and our lips met. it wasn't short, but it wasn't long either. It was sweet, passionate. It was special. There were no sparks or magic, just love. 

We broke apart and he looked me in the eyes. 
"You're so beautiful Brittany. And you always will be to me, inside and outside." he said. 

He leaned in again and we kissed again. After we broke apart, he wrapped his right arm around me. He held out his left hand and wrapped his fingers in my left hand. It felt so right being tangled in with him. The moment was perfect as we sat there, just enjoying each other's presence and looking at the beautiful sight around us. 

We sat there until sunrise. We watched the sun illuminate the city. 

"We should get going." Niall whispered in my ear. "That's two nights now that we've stayed up all night for."

I laughed. "Oh shit! I forgot to call my mom. She's probably freaking out right now."

"Hey relax babe, you can use my cell." he said handing me his Iphone. 

"Thanks." I said. I dialed my mom's number but she didn't pick up, so I left her a message. 

"Hey mom, it's me Brittany on Niall's phone. I'm just calling to say that I'm fine, and we're going to be heading back to his house to get some sleep because we kinda stayed up all night. I'll be home for dinner time. So I'll see you then! Love you!"

"Alright let's get home. I'm tired." Niall whispered in my ear. 

"Alright." I yawned. "But you're going to have to take me back here another time."

"I promise." he said. He held out his right hand and I took it with my left. He wrapped his fingers between mine and we walked back to the car together. 
I fell asleep as soon as I sat down in the car. When we pulled up to the apartment I felt his arms wrap around me as he lifted me from the car. 

'Where are we?" I asked groggily. 

"We're here at the apartment, babe." he whispered. "Just go back to bed." 

I snuggled closer into him and smelled his wonderful scent. I felt him lay me down on a warm soft bed. He pulled the covers over me and they smelled just like him. I realized it must have been his room. 

"Goodnight babe." he said kissing my forehead. 

He turned to leave but I stopped him. "Stay with me?" I asked. 

He froze. "Sure babe." 

I felt him crawl into bed next to me. He wrapped his bare arms around me and pulled me close to him, nestling his cheek onto my shoulder. I smiled at the feeling of our bodies tangled together. He hummed a melody I didn't know into my ear and I drifted off into a deep sleep.

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