Nothing Like Us

This is the story of Lilly and Justin, Lilly is your sweet girl who doesn't get into trouble and has lived her life, Justin on the other hand is apart of a gang but has a good heart, violence, love, lust, drugs, sex and death, can Lilly and Justin's relationship survive?


5. Chapter 5


Lilly’s POV

My eyes slowly adjusting to the morning light, first bringing to my attention was looking outside the window from my bed and finding that it was a wet and rainy day, since I moved here this was the first time it had rained, the heavy shower brought a smile to my face, I had missed the rain and it was making me homesick, the second thing to catch my attention was Justin, I could feel his chest slowly going up and down as my head rested on it, it had only just hit me that we had both fallen asleep on my bed, I looked over to see my alarm clock, 6.13, I had ages till my parents and Hayley were due to come home, this brought an even bigger smile to my face, I wouldn’t have to rush time with Justin, and since he was badly beaten I just wanted to hold him in my arms, to make him feel safe, I could feel the goose bumps on Justin’s arm, I carefully sat up and brought the blanket at the end of my bed and carefully laid back onto him, pulling the blanket over us, he moved slightly but he was still blissfully sleeping, I started to feel that he was warming up just as I was, I looked up to look at his face, the cuts were noticeable but they looked better than they did last night, I looked down to his chest, the bruises were very noticeable now, they looked so painful, I delicately placed my hand on the main bruise and started to stroke it, this was probably not the best idea I’ve ever had, but I just wanted to soothe him, take all of the pain away from him, he looked so peaceful when he slept, I started to feel my eyes going again and I wasn’t going to refuse to sleep again.

Justin’s POV

“Justin stop!” Lillian was gasping for air, she couldn’t control her laughter, I loved her laugh so much.

“Only if you say ‘Justin is the sexiest guy on the plant’!”

“Never!” this time I started tickling her more, she finally couldn’t take it anymore.

“Okay okay okay! Justin is the sexiest guy on the planet, are you happy now?!” I stopped tickling her immediately, letting my body fall onto hers, moving my face closer to hers and my lips automatically reached hers, how I loved to kiss her perfect lips.

“I’m happy” she smiled her brilliant smile and pulled her face closer to mine, kissing me gently, she let her head move back onto my pillow and sighed happily.

“I love you Justin” god how I loved hearing her say those beautiful words.

“I love you to Lil” and I pulled her head up and kissed her forehead.   

I opened my eyes just as a flash of lightening came through the window, it was pouring heavy outside, but the one thing I couldn’t keep my eyes off of was the beautiful girl laying in my arms sleeping soundly, even if it wasn’t in my bed this was the first time I had slept in a bed with a girl the whole night who wasn’t Jazzy, I moved my hand to brush the hair out of Lillian’s face and stroked her cheek, I couldn’t stop replaying my dream in my head replaying those words over and over again, I love you Justin.

Looking down at her face, her lips so close to mine, I wanted to kiss them so badly right now, no one was stopping me doing so, but I couldn’t, this girl, this beautiful kind-hearted girl, couldn’t be mine, she couldn’t know my lifestyle, the way I lived, if she knew all of that she would be disgusted, she would want to turn away and never look at me again, but for some reason, if I had to choose between that life and here right now with Lillian, I’d pick Lillian, no questions asked, I know that it’s always ‘bro’s before hoe’s’, but before she came into my life the only real friend I had was Ryan, in all honesty, I joined the crew because of the lifestyle I have, I didn’t know any better at 14, but now looking at Lillian I know what I want, and it’s not my lifestyle, it was the girl lying in my arms.

I had to tell her my life, it wasn’t like it was some huge secret and the only person who was stopping me was myself, but I couldn’t tell her, could I? what if she knew and didn’t want to be around me anymore, what if she was fine with it, she said it herself last night when I told her I had slept with many girls that it was my life, that I could do what I wanted with it, but what if my crew used Lillian as an advantage, to get me to do what they wanted, or kidnapped her, hurt her, no, I wasn’t going to let anyone lay a finger on Lillian, my Lillian.

I didn’t realise that she had woken up, she was looking at me, and began to smile.

“Morning” she was speaking quietly, her voice still adjusting.

“Morning, what time is it?” she looked her head up and then laid it back down on my chest.

“It’s 7.40, how are you feeling?” she put her face on my cheek, soothing one of my cuts, even though I was still slightly in pain, the way Lillian was touching me, I felt like I was in heaven.

“A lot better than last night but still sore a little bit, thanks for taking care of me” she laughed slightly before she answered me.

“Justin you don’t need to thank me, I’m just so glad it wasn’t worse than what it was”

“Well, thank you anyway” as soon as I said that my stomach growled, Lillian looked up and me and laughed, causing me to laugh to.

“Are you hungry?” she was still giggling, god, even in the morning she was gorgeous.

“Err, yeah I guess I am”

“Haha, well I’m hungry to, you stay here, I’ll be back in a second” she lightly removed herself from my body making sure she didn’t touch any of my sore spots, it didn’t hit me until she left my arms that I loved holding her, it seemed like she was taking forever but she eventually came back up to her room, closing the door with her foot as her hands were holding a big tray, and she made her way over to me.

Toast, scrambled egg, pancakes, apple juice, I was in for a treat.

We didn’t really get a lot of food at my house, even though my mom works at a hospital it doesn’t pay big, so the breakfast I usually dive into is cereal, but all of this food and here with Lillian just made it even more special, this was a treat all right.

After we finished breakfast Lillian put the tray on her table and climbed back to her bed with me, instead this time she pulled the covers over us instead of the thin blanket, I was able to lay on my side and hold her, even though it was eight in the morning it was still darker than usual because of the heavy rain, another clash of lightning and thunder came and as soon as it did, Lillian snuggled closer to me, holding me tight.

“I hope you don’t mind, thunder and lightning scares me”

“Lils, you’re seventeen and you’re scared of a little thunder and lightning?” I was laughing, she didn’t like that I was making fun of her, but she was happy that I was happy and not in pain.

“Shut up okay! Everyone’s afraid of something okay!” she was laughing with me now, I loved how close she was, her arms around me, my arms around her, felt like paradise.

It became a comfortable silence before she spoke again.



“Tell me… tell me about a good day, one the best days you’ve ever had”

“That was random, but okay let’s see… I was 12 and I was babysitting Jazzy whilst my mom was at work, it had been a few hours looking after her and I was getting a little bored, but out of nowhere she pointed at me and said ‘Justin’, I was her first word”

“Wow, that sounds like an amazing day, she must love you” she giggled a little.

“Well how can she not love me, I’m Justin” I laughed, she let out another little giggle, she began to ask me another question when her phone vibrated.

“Hello? Oh okay then… no yeah I’m fine, don’t worry about your little Lilly pad… ill be safe okay… okay bye”

“Who was that?”

“It was my dad, he’s saying that there’s a storm coming and that it would be safer for him, my mum and Hayley to get back home tomorrow, so they’re staying at a hotel for the night”  

Lilly’s POV

I wanted him to stay the night, he looked so sore, I didn’t want him to get hurt again on the way to his house, but there was another reason that I wanted him to stay with me, I couldn’t quite put my finger on what the reason was exactly, but I didn’t want him to leave.


“Yeah Lil?”

“I know that this is gonna seem like an odd request, but…” I couldn’t bring the words out of me, this never usually happens.

“But what?” he looked at me with worry in his eyes, those eyes.

“I-I-I was just wondering… if you wanted to spend the night here, again? You still look sore and I don’t want you hurting yourself more” was this the best you could come up with?

He looked at me and stared blankly for a second, and then he smiled.

“Yeah sure, I’ll stay with you” I couldn’t help the big smile that filled my face, I had only just noticed that he still had some dry blood spots on his back.

“Why don’t you take a quick shower and clean yourself up, then I’ll put ointment on your cuts so they don’t get infected”

“Lil, I don’t know if I can get up, let alone stand in a shower”

“Well I can help you, if you’d like, I wouldn’t let you hurt yourself”

“Err, well okay, if you insist” he winked at me and I couldn’t help but laugh, I got up slowly and tried pulling him up, it took about ten minutes before we had made into the bathroom and I started the shower, making sure it was just the right temperature, I couldn’t help but notice that he was only in his boxer briefs, for some reason this made me blush, I hid it quickly and turned to face Justin, his eyes were now completely focused on me.

“I’ll let you… do your thing, I’m just gonna put your clothes in the washing machine” I quickly moved to get out of the bathroom, but he stopped me.

“Lillian, I can barely bend down, if this makes you uncomfortable I can just keep my boxers on in the shower…” I turned round to face him, he looked so innocent.

“Erm, well if you can’t bend down… then maybe you should keep them on” he was so close to me now, I could almost feel his skin on mine, he pulled my face up with his hand for me to look at him.

“Okay, I’ll keep them on” and then his smile got even bigger, I helped him hop in the shower and took his clothes downstairs to put in the washing machine, as soon as I finished I ran back to my bedroom and into my bathroom, Justin had finished his shower but he still couldn’t get out by himself, I helped him out and wrapped a towel around him.

“Justin, you can take your boxers off now, they’re starting to drench my bathroom floor” I let out a giggle, he laughed to.

“Are you sure? I don’t want you to feel uncomfortable around me”

“I’m sure; I can wrap the towel around your waist so I won’t see anything”

“Alright then” I took the towel from around his chest and wrapped it around so that it fitted around his waist, I tugged on his boxers just enough that they instantly fell to the floor, when they did we both looked at each other, I quickly looked away and pulled him to sit on my bed, luckily the first aid kit was still beside my bed, I picked it up and opened it to find the bottle labelled ointment  on it, I picked it up and started to squeeze the lotion out.

“This may sting a little, but it’ll make your cuts feel better, as well as less infected” he gave me a reassuring nod and I started to apply to the cuts on his chest first, I was doing it as gently as I could but Justin was gasping in pain from the stinging affect, after I finished his chest I had to apply to his face, more gasping in pain but before I knew it it was over and done with, I put the first aid kit back in my bathroom and began to rinse out his boxers before putting them on the radiator, once I came back into my room I realised that Justin was still in just a towel, I quickly gave him my big white dressing gown and we started to head downstairs.

We watched TV, talked more, eat, watched TV and before I knew it it was 8.00, time had just flown by, I had put on the fire place and made us some hot chocolate, I had just sat down next to Justin when all of a sudden the power went out.

Justin’s POV

We both jumped as soon as the lights went out, nothing but the sound of the heavy rain hitting the windows.

“It must be the storm coming, good thing I put on the fire when I did”

“Yeah good thinking…” I had to tell her, it had been playing on my mind all day, I didn’t want things to be weird between us, she had been acting weird though, ever since the shower, ask her, ask her now!

“Lillian, I need to ask you something” she looked up and put her beautiful eyes on me, the fire being the only light in the room, but even then she was beautiful.

“Were you okay with the whole… shower thing earlier, it’s just I don’t want things to be weird or awkward between us and I’m sorry if it made you feel uncomfortable” her eyes still looking at me, but then she put her head down, oh crap, I did make her feel uncomfortable, that’s the last thing I wanted.

“It’s okay Justin, if I’m honest, it didn’t make me feel uncomfortable at all, I felt the complete opposite actually…” this took me by surprise, she… felt… comfortable… with me being… naked? She started to speak up again.

“I-I don’t know why exactly… but for some reason that I can’t really quite think of, I was comfortable with it” she looked up at me again and smiled, she snuggled closer to me and I wrapped my arms around her, kiss her, no I couldn’t, even if she did feel comfortable in that way, I would never kiss her in spite of that, but god did I want to kiss her.

Just do it, just kiss her, just ask her if you have to!

“Lil-li-lillia-” I was stuck for words, I wanted to ask her, but the words wouldn’t come out, she was still looking at me, waiting for me to say something.

“Lillia-Lil-” you’re an idiot, but from out of nowhere she let out a sigh, as if to think that she was impatient, she moved closer to my face, her hands grasping my neck.

“Just shut up and kiss me already” and with that she put her lips on mine.

Lilly’s POV

In that moment being held by Justin, I knew the reason why, the reason I didn’t want him to leave, the reason I felt completely comfortable with him being naked in front of me, when he saved me, the way we hug, the way we hold hands, I, Lillian Rosemary Davis, the girl who said she didn’t want a boyfriend, was falling for this beautiful boy right in front of me.

“Lil-li-lillia-” Justin started to speak but the words wouldn’t come out, I just wanted him to kiss him so badly, the way he looks at me makes my heart melt.

“Lillia-Lil-” I was getting impatient now, all I wanted to do was just feel his lips on mine, was that too much to ask for, then without thinking I grabbed his neck bringing him closer to my face, looking at those beautiful brown eyes.

“Just shut up and kiss me already” and there I put my lips onto his.

He instantly pulled me closer to him, our lips beginning to move in perfect synchronisation, I could feel the smile on his face and it made my heart skip a beat, I wasn’t going to be the first to stop, and I could tell he wasn’t going to stop either, it felt like we were kissing for hours, but I could feel him start to pull away.

“L-Li-Lillian” he was gasping for air just as I was, what made him stop? I hope he didn’t want to be just friends, I started to get worried, but he looked into my eyes and had the biggest smile on his face, I couldn’t help but smile.

“I’ve wanted this for so long” he had such a huge smile on his face.

“Me to Justin” he kissed my cheek then moved back to my lips, but only kissing me slightly, he was now my Justin, I could call him mine and he could call me his, we were hugging and sitting in comfortable silence for a while, then I began to feel my eyes slowly drifting off, shutting into a good nights sleep. 

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