Nothing Like Us

This is the story of Lilly and Justin, Lilly is your sweet girl who doesn't get into trouble and has lived her life, Justin on the other hand is apart of a gang but has a good heart, violence, love, lust, drugs, sex and death, can Lilly and Justin's relationship survive?


23. Chapter 23

Justin’s POV



“I’M NOT LEAVING WITHOUT HER!” Suddenly the gun shots went off, then out of nowhere the building exploded, crashing down on itself, Lillian was inside “LILLIAN NO! NO NO NO! PLEASE GOD NO!”

Falling to the ground like the building had done.

Lillian’s gone.

I woke up quickly, heavily breathing, I sat up, trying to regain myself, I felt a pair or soft arms wrap around my body.

“Justin? What’s wrong? Are you okay?” I turned my head to see Lillian looking worried, she put her hand on my now burning cheek, I quickly held her close to my body, feeling somewhat more relaxed.

“I just had a bad dream that’s all”

“Oh, well it’s okay, it was just a dream baby, I promise, do you want me to get you a glass of water?”

“That would be great baby thank you” she kissed me on the cheek and got out of bed, it’s been six weeks now and this dream was becoming more and more frequent and felt more and more real every time I had it, me and the guys still couldn’t find any sign of these ‘ninety nines’ and I was getting more frustrated by the day, they had to pay for what they did to my girl, and they’ve shown no sign of interest in getting Ava, but I knew that was their plan, wait till we thought Ava was safe then take her, they think they’re smart but they’re not, we’re one step ahead of them, all they need to go is stop being pussys and take a fight like real men.

Lillian came back into her room with the glass of water, I practically chugged it down I didn’t realise I was actually that thirsty, I was so glad Lillian’s ankle and leg had healed now, sure she still had to wear the boot now and then but other than that she was better, I sat the glass down on the side and pulled her close to me. 

We both laid back down and we held each other close, her gentle kisses against my chest were making me feel better, this was a lot better than being alone and having these dreams, sometimes my mom would have to come in my room and wake me up because I start screaming in my sleep, on the rare occasion I would even drive all the way over here to check she was okay, call me creepy, but it was the only way sometimes of making me feel at ease.

Her head moved up to my face and gave me a kiss, a gentle kiss, but then turning into a passionate one, our kissing turned to a stop when Lillian looked at me worryingly.

“Was it the same dream as last time?” I gave a light nod and her head buried into my neck “Oh baby, I told you I’m not going anywhere, those are just silly dreams okay”

“I know, but you don’t know what they’re like Lils, they’re so real and the thought of losing you is impossible”

“I’m always by your side, you protect me, you keep me safe”

“Not all the time, I wasn’t there to protect you when they kidnapped you, I wasn’t there when they tortured you”

“Stop thinking like this, it’s in the past now, all we can do is move forward, these dreams will go away soon I promise, just try and get some sleep okay” I just nodded, I couldn’t stop thinking like this, it was hard not to, but I wasn’t going to let this dream come true that’s for certain.

 Lilly’s POV

I woke up to find Justin was dead asleep next to me, I was so worried about him, this dream of his was getting on my nerves now, some nights I would hear a light tapping at my window at four in the morning to find Justin checking up on me to make sure I was okay, I’ll admit it was sweet of him but now it was getting beyond annoying being woken up at four just to see if I was alive, I would’ve preferred a phone call of a text.

I got out of bed and put on my dressing gown, I headed to my bathroom and brushed my teeth, checking myself out in the mirror, wow, I did not look pretty in the morning, how can Justin find this attractive?

I brushed out the knots in my long hair and tied it in a bun, rubbing in some soap onto my face and gave my face a quick wash, I picked up the towel and wiped my face clean, I walked back into the bedroom and saw Justin starting to wake up, I moved back onto the bed and saw his big brown eyes on me.

“You’re not mad at me for ruining your beauty sleep are you?”

“No I’m not, I’m just worried about you that’s all”

“Well a kiss would make me feel better” I rolled my eyes and moved closer to his face, giving him a quick peck, then moving away again.

“Oh no, I don’t think a quick peck is gonna cut it baby” we both started to laugh, he pulled me down by my dressing gown then started to kiss me again, our kisses quickly begun to get heated, he pulled me back under the covers and removed my dressing gown, revealing my naked body, ever since that night Justin had I had done some foreplay we’ve just been comfortable sleeping naked with each other, he rolled me over so he was on top and began ravishing my body with gentle kisses.

“Justin” I let out a little moan, much to his liking, he moved back to my lips giving them attention now, I climbed on top of him, giving him some attention now, kissing his neck and down his body, his small moans filled my ears, I started to kiss down his chest, removing the covers from us, but suddenly the door burst open.

“Lilly I need to borrow you- OH MY GOD” Justin and I quickly covered our bodies with my covers, I could feel my cheek burn red.

“Hayley get out!”

“Gladly” she closed the door behind her; I looked back at Justin who was laughing hard.

“This isn’t funny! What is she tells my parents!”

“I’m sure everything will be alright, but come on Lils you have to admit that was funny”

“No it wasn’t it was embarrassing! You need to go”

“Alright alright I’ll go” he rolled his eyes sarcastically and started to get dressed, I quickly put on my dressing down and walked over to the window with him.

“I’ll call you later”

“Okay, I love you”

“I love you to” he gave me a kiss then climbed out the window, I quickly ran into Hayley’s room.

“I beg of you, do not tell mum and dad about this!”

“Oh please, you have more dirt on me than anyone else I know, you’re dirty little sex secret is safe with me”

“We weren’t having sex”

“But you wer-”

“I know, but we weren’t doing what you were thinking, we were just… having fun”

“Wait… you’re still a virgin?”

“So what if I am Hales”

“No nothing, but by the way you were looking you looked like you were having a pretty awful good time, so… what’s the foreplay like?”

“What’s the what like?” Ava had now walked into the room and joined in on our conversation.


“Nothing my ass! What have you and Justin been up to then?”

“Having a lot of foreplay by the looks of things, or what I walked into this morning”

“What! oh my god Lilly spill!”

“It was nothing!”

“So seriously what’s the foreplay like?”

“Ava! I’m not having this conversation!”

“Come on! I miss girl talk with my girlfriends back at home, you’re so giving me this one!” I sighed, I felt bad for Ava, since she had been cut off from her normal routine till Justin and the guys had found that gang she was stuck here, with only me and Hayley to keep her company.


“What? sorry slow down a bit there girly” I let out another sigh.

“I said… the foreplay is…” I let out a big sigh “amazing” Ava and Hayley were jumping up and down at this point.

“AHH I knew it! Okay okay okay! So Lils, how big is it?”

“AVA! You have a boyfriend!” we were all laughing at this point.

“What Ryan doesn’t know won’t hurt him, and I’m sure me knowing how good in bed Justin is by what you’re saying isn’t terrible”

“Yeah Lils, come on spill!”

“You know what I’m gonna ask you two personal questions, so Ava, how’s Ryan in bed?”

“Pretty orgasmic if I do say so myself” all three of us were now in fits of laughter, it felt really good to laugh, and I knew once this was all over Ava and I were going to keep in contact.

“What’s it like, sex I mean” Hayley and Ava looked at each other, before giving me my answer.

“Well, once you start to feel him go in, it hurts, but once your body adjusts to his size it becomes less painful and more pleasurable, why?”

“Lils… are you thinking about losing your virginity to Justin?”

“I don’t know… maybe? Just… when we do that kind of stuff it just feels right and feels amazing, and I mean I don’t wanna do it in the heat of the moment, but at the same time I do”

“Well, just wait till you know you’re one-hundred per cent ready to, I remember losing my virginity and I wasn’t ready, but then I met Ryan and I just wish I would’ve waited till I met him for me to lose it, because when we did it, it was never awkward or horrible, it felt amazing”

“Have you talked about this with him?”

“No I haven’t, he’s completely comfortable with waiting, and I mean I’m glad we’re into foreplay now, I’m just confused really”

“Well talk to him Lils, that’s the only thing you can really do”

“Yeah, I guess so”

It had been playing on my mind for a few weeks now, I didn’t want to rush things, I mean we had only just started to do foreplay, but whenever we did that I just want it to always go further, the way he makes me feel is indescribable, and it just feels right, what if he doesn’t like our foreplay? What if he wants sex, I mean he’s told me he used to sleep with a lot of girls before me, which doesn’t exactly boost my confidence highly, I just wish I could stop being confused about this and know what I want.

Am I ready to have sex with Justin? 

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