Every Night I Cry and Die a Little More Inside


9. July 17, 2013

I wrote this letter for my friend's birthday in a couple of days.



It's your special day and boy you're getting old.

I am sorry for how I am on occasion and I know that it's becoming worse. Thank you for the memories and the lessons you've taught me. You've been here with me through the tough times, the awkward times and the great times. We've "fought" a lot lately. And I know we have, and I also know that it's my fault. I've been unreasonable and I'm sorry for that. I know that I screw up sometimes and I just don't know how to stop but I care about you more than I can ever put into words. So we may fight and things may not be easy at times but that's what makes our friendship stronger, right? I hope all this bickering ends soon.

There have been times when we've made each other mad, and I'm really sorry for all of it and for making you upset, and for being an idiot, and saying and doing certain things at the wrong time, but... thank you for putting up with me and for letting me know when I've become a horrible person because most of the times I don't even realise it.

You're the best guy I know and you're the best best friend I could ever ask for. You deserve so much more appreciation than I give you. I love the person that I am with you.

We haven't been talking a lot lately but you still mean the world to me. You've seen me at my worse and though you may not always know how to comfort me in the best ways, it's just having someone to talk to in the end, and to me that's what matters most. Thank you for being an incredible friend and for dealing with my obnoxious character and shitty attitude and for never failing to make me laugh and smile. We've changed so much, *sigh*

You've done more for me than I could ever ask. So thanks again for being there and dealing with my bullshit (please excuse my language). You know all the good and the not-so-good things about me, yet you still choose to be my friend, so thank you.

I hope I never make you feel insignificant, because you're the one I care about the most. I hope that I will never forget who has been there for me through these years.

You've shown me what true friendship is and I feel grateful to have you in my life.

I hope you stay because you truly are one of the best things that's ever happened to me.

I know that this is an extremely long letter but I tend to do that every time I write a card. Oops? Another reason why I tend to write long cards is because, it's the only way I can ever really explain my appreciation. Thank you so so much. Anyways. back... to why i was writing this in the first place.


Happy 16th Birthday!

BTW. Don't kill me if I get your age wrong because I don't even know my little brother's, so you should feel special. ;)

I hope you have/had a fantastic day because you truly deserve it. :)

ILY <3

-From ME xx

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