Yes, It's Happening (sequel to Could This Really Be Happening)

(Read the first book to understand, please!) Ellie and Harry are back together, happy as ever. Will things stay this way, or become a whirlwind terror? Will Louis stay with Eleanor? Or fall for... Someone else? Is Liam really okay? Read to find out! No hate please!!!

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19. I Have Been Puking

I had been purging for weeks now, self-concious about my size.

 

I knew that I would end up looking like this, but it's what I always wanted.

 

I had never been unconcious of my size, even as Harry's hands slid down my bare skin on that one Summer night that I lost it.

 

" Niall, I have been- I have been puking." I stated.

 

" What? You're sick? Why wouldn't you tell anyone?" He asked.

 

" No, it's- It's not like that." I said, my faith that he would understand what I had meant snapping in 2.

 

" Wait- You- Y- You're bulimic?" He sputtered.

 

" Yes. I'm bulimic." I said, breaking down.

 

I crumbled into Niall's arms, my tears rolling down his chest and stomach.

 

I repetitively said I was sorry as he held me to him. I was bawling now, tears all over him.

 

His biceps flexed as he pulled me closer, kissing the top of my head. I cried harder and harder until I thought I couldn't cry anymore.

 

I pulled away from Niall; He was crying, too.

 

No matter what, I had Niall.

 

Even when we're all married, I will have Niall Horan as my big brother.

 

Niall is mine.

 

Forever.

 

*** Niall's Point of View***

 

Hearing El say that she was bulimic shattered me.

 

Not in 1,000,000 years would I have ever thought that she was bulimic.

 

I was apparently the only one who knew, I had caught that much in her words as she had sobbed into my chest.

 

Ellie. Bulimic.

 

The 2 words didn't even fit together.

 

I grabbed her wrist to look at the cut.

 

It was scabbed over mostly, parts still bleeding. The scarlet wound had been deep, and I was sorry for having been so rough with it earlier, but I was pissed off. I didn't want to believe that she was bulimic, but it was apparently true. She had been looking awfully tiny lately, bones sticking out every which way. And I had heard gagging and coughing late at night, but I just sort of ignored it.

 

I regretted ignoring it now.

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