Striving Perfection

I remember it all too vividly. The starving, the purging, and the binging. I remember every single time.

Thinking about it kills me, but it's always on my mind. Pictures of me hung over the toilet with my finger down my throat still float through my head.

Being with him, makes it Hurt more. He makes it all better, but his fans make it worse.

That's what I thought, that's who I blamed. His fans. The people who made me hurt more, gave him more courage.

It's not their fault and I know that. They hate me because I'm in the position they want to be in, they envy me, not for my looks or my personality, they envy me because I'm with somebody they worship.

I'm slowly sinking, and I'm already too deep to be saved. There's only one option now, I have to sink completely.

My name is Autumn, I'm Dating Harry Styles and I'm slowly dying

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I remember it all too vividly. The starving, the purging, and the binging. I remember every single time

 

Thinking about it kills me, but it's always on my mind. Pictures of me hung over the toilet with my finger down my throat still float through my head.

 

Being with him, makes it Hurt more. He makes it all better, but his fans make it worse.

 

That's what I thought, that's who I blamed. His fans. The people who made me hurt more, gave him more courage

 

. It's not their fault and I know that. They hate me because I'm in the position they want to be in, they envy me, not for my looks or my personality, they envy me because I'm with somebody they worship

. I'm slowly sinking, and I'm already too deep to be saved. There's only one option now, I have to sink completely.

 

My name is Autumn, I'm Dating Harry Styles and I'm slowly dying

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