Can't You See It Doesn't Matter To Me?

What if your online friend loves you? What if you meet them, and you find out they are the person who hates you?


39. Chapter Thirty Seven

Sam's P.O.V. 

    The next day I met up with Austin at his house. He asked me what song I wanted to sing for Zayn. I didn't know exactly, but I did know I wanted it to be a One Direction song. I think he would like it if I used one. "Um, I think a One Direction song because he is in One Direction so, you know." I said. "Well do you have a favorite song of their's?" he asked. "Um, not really. I love all their songs. I think it would be good to do 'Last First Kiss' though." I said. "Alright then. Let's get started rehearsing!" he said. "Okay, and by the way Josh offered to play the drums for me." I said. "Okay, then! Is he coming today?" he asked. "Yeah, but he won't be here right away because he's busy this morning so he's coming later." I explained. Austin nodded. "Okay so you want to start without him and he can join when he comes.?" he asked. I nodded. "Okay, well the microphone is all set up so you can go get it from the table and start when you're ready." he said. I nodded and got the microphone from the table. I walked up to the stage nervously. Yeah barely no one is here, but I have a large amount of stage-fright all the time, and the one I'm singing for right now is Austin Mahone! I stood in the center of the stage as the music started. We weren't rehearsing with the band right now. All we had was the music playing and the mike hooked up. I started singing without thinking about it. I was thinking about Zayn... I never really thought about anything when I sung, but my mind just wandered to Zayn as the music was starting and as I walked up on the stage.

    When the song was over, Austin clapped. "Wow! You have a beautiful voice!" he said. I blushed and said, "Thanks." He smiled as I stepped down from the stage. "Zayn will be so amazed. You have no idea. And whatever you were thinking about sure helped. What was it?" he asked. I smiled. "It wasn't anyone. It was someone." I replied. He raised his eyebrows. "The someone was Zayn." I said. "Wow. You really love him, don't you?" he asked. I nodded. "That's amazing. Well I'm going to take a little break and get us some snacks. Then it's right back to rehearsing. I nodded. 



    The next few days went by so fast! I was with Austin a lot practicing and hanging out to get Zayn curious. Let's just say it's working really well! I'm just getting worried he won't stick around long enough to come to the performance. He got really mad at me this morning when I said I was hanging out with Austin today. He probably thinks I forgot our anniversary. It's very hard seeing him upset. But it will be worth it when he sees me tonight. 

    After the last rehearsal, I got ready for the show tonight. The other boys are bringing Zayn out tonight so he won't get suspicious. What he doesn't know, is I'm going to be the person performing. I was really nervous. Ben has been helping me a lot to get rid of my stage-fright. I don't know if it;s working. I can't really go perform somewhere to practice because a lot of people know me as Zayn Malik's girlfriend and will take pictures and tell Zayn they saw me. I just sat down and tried to calm down. 

    The other boys just brought Zayn and it's almost time for me to go on. I looked out of the curtain at Zayn. He doesn't look good at all. He probably is upset and angry I "forgot" and spent the day with Austin. They started my song. I wasn't going out on stage as soon as I started singing so Zayn might just be confused. When it was time, I started singing and secretly watched Zayn. He hadn't ever heard me sing before, but he's beginning to wonder. After a few lines of the song, I actually went out on the stage, At first, it was really scary. I thought I was going to run off crying, but then I looked to Zayn. He just looked amazed like Austin said. I couldn't even explain his whole expression. 

    I finally finished the song and went backstage. I went back to change, when there was a knock at the door. A security officer peered in. "Miss Sam. Zayn Malik has requested to see you." he said. "Tell him I said he may come." I replied. He nodded and stepped back out. I went and grabbed my phone from the dresser. I was on Twitter when two arms wrapped around me. I jumped. "Sorry, love. Didn't mean to scare you." Zayn whispered. I turned around and wrapped my arms around him. "That's okay." I replied and hugged him tighter. "You were amazing." he said. "Thank you." I said. "You're welcome. And you know you scared me right?" he asked. I smiled. "Sorry." I responded. "It's okay. I just thought I was loosing you." he said. "That was the plan." I whispered and kissed his cheek. "I didn't like that plan." he said. "Sorry." I said again. "It's okay. It was worth it. I just don't want to loose you." he said and tightened his grip on me. "You never did and you never will." I said. He smiled. "Good." he said and kissed me. "I love you." I said. "I love you too." he replied. I smiled and hugged him. This has truly been an amazing day.


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