Can't You See It Doesn't Matter To Me?

What if your online friend loves you? What if you meet them, and you find out they are the person who hates you?

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20. Chapter Nineteen

    Did we really just break up? Why am I so stupid? That dream I had wasn't based on when I didn't tell him about my parents and living in Ben's truck. It was based on now! Tears fell down my cheeks as I sat down at the table. I cried into my arms for what seemed like hours before I decided I wanted to go talk to Niall. He just seems so calm all the time and could always make you happy. I took out my phone and texted him to see if he was awake. A minute later he replied. I got my jacket and shoes and left. I walked about twenty minutes before standing on his doorstep. I have been crying the whole time too. I rang the bell and Niall opened it a minute later. "Sam. What's wrong?" he asked when he saw me. I let a few more tears fall as I moved into his arms. We moved back and he closed the door. Then he led me to the living room. We got comfortable on the couch. "So... what happened?" he asked. "Zayn..." I started, looking for the right words. "Zayn. I lied to Zayn. That's what happened. It was important though and I had to, but he didn't react like I was thinking he would." I cried. "Shh." he said and laid my head on his chest. "You'll be okay. Why did you lie? What was going on then?" he asked. "My parents took my brother. I had to go help him, but Zayn just wouldn't let me. I understand he was trying to protect me, but I had to to help my brother. Every second I didn't go he was getting hurt." I said. "Did you tell Zayn that?" he asked. I nodded. "It's the second time I lied though. Because the first wasn't really bad I just didn't know him enough to tell him. I only told him because I had a dream... that I lied to him and he found out on his own and got very mad at me. Then, he was like yelling at me and he just left me at a park. Then, now I realized the dream was meant for now." I said. He rubbed my back. "Shh. Sam you'll be okay. I promise." he whispered and kissed my head. I just kept crying and laid my head on his chest. Soon falling asleep.

    The next morning I woke up in an unfamiliar bed and room. I got up and looked into the hall. I was still at Niall's house. I wandered down the hall and found Niall in the kitchen. "Good morning, Love." he said. I smiled and sat down. "Thank you for last night. I need to get going back now." I said. He nodded. "Call me when you get home so I know you made it okay." he said. I nodded. "See you later." I said, kissed his cheek and walked towards the exit. "Hey, Sam?" Niall hollared into the hall. "Yeah?" I asked. "I'm always here for you okay?" he asked. "Thanks, Ni." I said. He smiled. "You're welcome." he said as I disappeared through his front door.

    It was a little chilly outside, but I managed to make it home okay. I texted Niall and told him I made it. Zayn was in the kitchen when I entered, so I turned back trying to avoid him. He didn't seem to notice or care if he did, so I walked down the hall to where Ben was staying. I cracked the door and saw him playing on his phone. I opened the door and laid on the other side of his bed. "Hey." Ben said. "Hi." I said. "What's up?' he ased. I shrugged. "Where were you?" he asked. My smile faded. "Niall's house." I replied. He nodded. "Can you please tell me when you go somewhere now?" he asked. "Yeah, sorry. I just needed to talk to him." I said. "It's okay. I just have to know you're safe." he said. I nodded and scooted up against him. "Okay." I whispered. He put his arms around me, still on his phone. "I'm going to go get some food." I said. He nodded and I got up. I knew Zayn was in there, but I needed something to eat. Plus, I will have to face him eventually.

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