Suicide Thoughts

Just have you had the thoughts that you wanna die? You just want to do an overdose of drugs and never come back to life? To know that no one is going to miss you and you cry every night for all those boys that you care for but they don't care about you?
This is my story


2. August 30th/2009

My grandpa died in the hospital from seizers. They turned off his medicine, and slowly let him die and to put him out of his misery. It was just another part of me had died to know that he had gone through so much. The birth of my sister, brother, and me. To know that he was shoved into a wall by my cousin because my grandma and grandpa got in a fight. Later, that night my grandma took an overdose of pills, and killed herself. I never really knew the reason why my grandma until my mom told me a couple weeks ago, when I was looking through old pictures. I went to both of their funerals, and I cried until I couldn't cry anymore. Later that night, I cut myself 20 times. I wanted to dye so badly to know that I shared my life with them. I tried to cut myself to death, but I had my family, that knew I was going through a rough time.
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