Let's Go.

Katy Edwards. She's not your average sixteen year old girl. Katy is brutal. Ruined. And most of all..She had a first love, a member of a certain gang. He was a little abusive, but she loved him. Now every things past, he left her, for one of her use-to-be best friends, Amy. She made a horrible choice when she ran into him and everything started up again...


5. Zayn's Letter To Katy.


I've finally realized everything. What'd I'd done. What'd I'd do. Everything. But you always told me, even in the most doubt possible, that you, of all people, believed I could change. I can't Katy, that's what I tried to say to you through everything. And that... no matter what... through everything that happened... that will come. That I... I'm in love with you Katy Elizabeth Mary Edwards. I really am, and that's the worst part. You change me, you make me.. soft. But for now, and hopefully only for now, I can't be that way. Which is why I'm trying so hard to let go of you Katy, of my KatyKat(trust me Katy, I chuckled writing that in this). You were my perfect match, like you're small-like figure fit me completely. My heart hammered in my chest for you, and it still does. Every time I see you the same feeling overwhelms me, Love, because I am in love with you. No one could ever compare to you Katy, could ever feel the way I feel about you, and no matter what happens.. just.. just promise you'll never forget me, us, the true you. I fell in love with you, Katy, and I never want to fall out of it. You give me hope in myself and ever since I lost my mum no one has ever done that. It seemed impossible. And, yes, I know what I'd done to you was just one big mistake, and that I hurt you physically and emotionally. But... what I do, what I have to do, I can't get soft if I do that Katy. With you, you make me soft, you make me forget what I am suppose to be, you make me... well, me. Ok, that was just cheesy but.. it's true.

I am truly, madly, crazy, and definitely deeply in love with you, Katy Elizabeth Mary Edwards (Malik). But.. that's why I have to let you go. I'm sorry if you're in tears and I'm sorry that I can't take back everything I've done to you and the ones you love, but... but I really do love you. "Forever and Always."

-Zayn J. Malik

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