Harry Styles Fanfic - Alex breaks up with Harry but Harry doesn't take it well. He doesn't want too lose her. He becomes obsessed with Alex and takes it too extremes.


59. Chapter Fifty-Nine

Me and Harry were surrounded by devilish grins at the table. I'm guessing Charlie must've told them what had happened.

"What are you having babe?"

Harry peered over to look at the menu I was holding in my hands.

"Uhhh, I'm not sure. I don't think I want anything"

Harry furrowed his eyebrows.

"Why don't you have some pasta? You like that"

"No. Seriously, I don't want anything"

He didn't look impressed. With a loud exhale through the nostrils, he took my menu from me and started examining it. He jabbed his finger at the plastic page.

"Here. Pasta shells based in a tomato sauce with fresh basil. Like the sound of that one?"

I nodded, knowing that he wasn't going to let this pass.

"You lot ready to order?"

Everyone was ready. Harry summoned a waitress over to take the order. She wrote it down in her little notebook.

"It will be about a half an hour wait"

She smiled and turned to leave.

"Half an hour?"

She turned back around, she was obviously quite scared.

"Y-yes sir. There are a lot of other people waiting for their food"

"Well we don't want to wai-"

"Half an hour will be fine. Thank you"

The waitress scurried away as fast as she could, not wanting to be caught up in any more conflict.

"Harry, what the fuck? You have just showed yourself up there"

Liam shout-whispered over the table.

"I don't want to wait half an hour for food when we could just go somewhere else and get it quicker?"

"That's not the point"

"Oh my God! All of you! Just shut the fuck up!"

I had had enough of all the shout whispering going back and forth across the table.

"No, you"

Charlie spat.

"I beg your pardon?"

I looked at Charlie in shock.

"You. Shut the fuck up"

"What the hell has gotten into you?"

I remained calm with my little sister.

"Nothing, you are just really pissing me off"

She shrugged her shoulders as if it meant nothing.

"Me? Pissing you off? What the actual fuck am I doing to piss you off?"

Everyone observed in silence the tension between us both.

"Just everything! Especially today, you are just winding me the fuck up!"

I stood up out of my chair in anger.

"Do you know fucking what? I fu-"

Harry quickly stood up out of his chair and wrapped his hands around my waist.

"Babe, shh. Come on, let's go calm down"

He tugged me, but I was refusing to move. I stood there, pure anger coursing through my veins as to why she was acting like this.

"Alex, move"

He spoke with authority, the firm tone making me slowly drag my feet out.

"What's up with you?"
"I dunno"

He dragged me around the corner of the large room, the statue of a bronze rearing horse hiding us from the view of the table.

"Something is wrong and I want to know now"

"Am I the only one who saw that? My own sister telling me to shut the fuck up? And where were you to help me?! That's what's fucking up"

Harry shook his head and sighed, grabbing hold of my hands and soothingly rubbing them.

"All of this is hitting her harder than it is with you. She's the younger one, more dependent on other people whereas you're used to dealing with things on your own and being independent. Just take into consideration that she has lost her mother, and so have you, but just put yourself in her shoes"

I huffed in defeat. I knew he was right. I held my arms above my head and wrapped them around his neck. His arms snaked around my waist and gripped my hips.

The moment of affection was interrupted by Charlie. She had a sincere look in her eyes and her bottom lip was pouted.

"Im sorry"

I saw her eyes start to brim with water full of feelings. I was the one who immediately felt sorry for her. I peeled myself from Harry and immersed myself in a hug with Charlie. I saw a smirk play on his lips as he started to walk away.

"I-Im sorry, I didn't mean to snap a-at you, it's just that I hav-"

"I understand"

I comforted the blubbering wreck until she was calm enough to sit back at the table.


"All sorted now?"

Niall flashed us a grin as we approached them.

"Yeah, all sorted"

I smiled as we took our seats. Much to my disapproval the food was already at the table and everybody had already started tucking in.

I looked down at the large bowl of pasta and felt physically sick. Even the sight of it makes me want to hurl now. I thought about how I would throw it out without anybody noticing, and came to the conclusion. I couldn't. I was going to have to eat it and then get rid of it.

I picked up the heavy sliver fork and stabbed the first spiral, bringing it up agonisingly slowly to my mouth. The smell of tomato and basil wafted up my nose, making me want to throw up all over the table. I have just realised how far I have let this go..too far.

The soft pasta hit my lips as they slowly opened and the spiral landed on my tongue. I slowly chewed it and swallowed it down, loud gulps earning me some looks.

I repeated this process over and over again until I had finally finished the bowl, only few shapes left.


Harry beamed placing a hand on my thigh. I nodded and plastered a fake smile on my face.

"I need to go to the bathroom"

I excused myself and slightly jogged over to the toilets, feeling extremely bloated and ill. I fell to my knees in front of the toilet bowl and hung my head over it. The strength of the smell of lemon toilet bleach made me feel even more ill, and also a bit light headed. I closed my eyes and pushed my index and middle finger together and placed them in my mouth. I slowly pushed and started to rub the back of my tongue, my body lurching forward numerous times until some of the food hit and splashed the water. I repeated this another 21 times until I was to weak to carry on.

I could feel my legs go weak and my hands were shaking. All I wanted to do was sleep. I reached up and flushed the chain and leaned against the wall, resting my head on my knees. A knock on my cubicle door made me jump.


I carried on staring at the door still not answering.

"Alex, is that you?"

Another timid knock tapped the door. I sighed.


My throat was scratched and painful.

"Are you okay?"


"No you're not. Open the door"

I hit my head against the wall.


I slowly reached my arm out to slide the lock across to reveal a shocked Eleanor.

"What do you want?"

I must've looked like shit. Slumped against the wall next to a toilet and stinking of sick.

"What have you just done?"

Eleanor came and knelt beside me, stroking the loose hair behind my ear.

"Have you just made yourself sick?"

I shook my head with a look that wouldn't even convince myself.

"What the fuck Alex? How long have you been doing this?"

She pulled me so my head was on her lap and my back against the floor.

"This is my first time"

She looked down at me totally unconvinced.

"Let me see"

I furrowed my eyebrows.

"Let you see what?"

"Your stomach. Let me see your stomach"


I placed my hands on my stomach.

"Let me see or I'll go and get Harry"

I sighed knowing how much shit I would be in if she did and released my hands. I slowly pulled up the top and quietly gasped.

"Fucking hell Alex. You can see every bone in you. This is not healthy, you need help"

I tried to lift myself from the floor but I was unable to. I placed my head back on her lap.

"No. I don't. Don't you dare say anything to anyone. I'm fine."

"How long have you been doing this to yourself?"

"I told you. This is my first time, but I have been throwing my food out when nobody's looking and only eating small things every now and then to stop me from collapsing"

I let out a little laugh.

"Alex this is terrible, you need to tell someone. You need help"

"No I fucking don't! Since when did you fucking care anyway?! I thought we hated each other!"

"Even if you don't like somebody, if they are in danger then you have to help them. A life isn't worth losing just because you don't like somebody"

"You're not who I thought you were, Eleanor"

Her hand repeatedly brushed my forehead, sending me to sleep.




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