Search for memories

Five boys, one girl and a common past she doesn't remember.
What will happen when five boys help her to get her memorie back? What will happen if she finds out, what a certain boy did to her? Will she run away or will she stay?
Read to find out ;)

(I'm sorry if I have grammer errors in my story (: This is my first fanfiction)


20. Chapter 19

Amelia's P.O.V.

My parents often told me to be myself, no matter what happen, and that I should listen to my heart. I remember on time, my mum was sitting next to me on my bed and she had just put the duvet over me. She look me into the eyes and I began to speak.


"Mummy, what can I do so I always do the right? What can I do so that I don't have bad experiences?" I aksed her. She put her hands around mine and kissed them. Than she looked at me.

"Love, sometimes it's hard to pick right from wrong. The best thing we can do is go with our heart and hope it all goes well. And you're going to make bad experiences, but I just hope that there a not so many. And now my love, it's time for you to close your eyes and sleep." She bent down to me and kissed me on the forehead. A smile crept onto my face and I closed my, falling into a peaceful sleep.

**end of Flashback**

By now I was back in reality. I was still lying on the floor, Louis in front of me. He looked scared and worried. Even if I forgot him in he past, it was difficult for me now. I couldn't describe the feeling. My memories were back, but my feelings were mixed up, I didn't know. I felt tears in my eyes. 

"What happened?" Louis asked quietly.

"I remember back at everything. Our first kiss, those long tight hugs, our late night conversations. I remember them all." A look of surprise crossed his face.

"Everything?" I nodded.

"I'm so sorry."

"For what? Be more specific." I said to him.

"For everything bad. For what I did to you. For the bad things in the past."

"Louis....No matter what you did in the past, you're always going to mean something to me. But I don't now if I can forgive you again. It's difficult this time."

"You changed my world with just one smile. You took my heart with just one kiss. I will be always here for you, waiting. No matter how long you take to forgive me." I had tears in my eyes and I wanted to fogive him so badly, but I couldn't. I needed to talk to someone else.

"I need time Louis. I will be going for a walk." With that I stood up and walked out of the room.

Zayn's P.O.V.

I was sitting in my room, video chatting with Perrie, when I heard a knock on my door.

"Babe, I will be right back." I smiled at her, as she blew a kiss at me. I went to the door and opened it. There, in front of me stood Amelia. Tears were streaming down her face.

"What happened?" I asked her.

"Can we go for a walk?" She aswered with a question. I nodded.

"Just one moment." I went back to me laptop, where Perrie was waiting for me.

"Babe, I must go. Amelia need me. Something happened." She looked a bit dissapointed but I ignored it.

"Alright. Do what you have to do. I love you." She said.

"I love you to." And with that I closed my laptop and went back to Amelia.

Amelia's P.O.V.

To a certain point, none of said anything. It was a quiet walk. But I knew, that Zayn would ask sooner or later what happened, so I just broke the silent.

"I remember." I looked up to him and saw the he looked confused.

"To what exactly?" He asked me. A few steps later I answered him.

"I remember back at everything." He looked surprised, but I somehow was nervous. He just nodded.

"Why were you crying back at home?"

"A reminder has been backed in the foreground." He waited for that I went on. When we reached a bench, we sat down.

"It was the moment, when Louis admitted that he cheated on me." It was silent and for a few seconds.

"Do you forgave him...again?" He asked me. I shook my head.

"No. It is diffucult this time. I need time and not just a song, who will open my eyes. I must overthink it. He did a terrible mistake. It started as butterflies, but at the moment it just hurts. Although we are not together at the moment, it feels like I betray him, when I speak with you about Louis and mine relationship. And I feel like, if I don't forgive him something I've already forgiven him in the past, that people will think bad of me." Zayn looked me deep in the eyes.

"Just keep moving forward and don't give a shit about what anybody thinks. Do what you have to do, for you. You must now that we accept the love we think we deserve, so I want you to think hard on your next move. I don't want you to make a stupid mistake, which you will regret later." He smiled a small smile.

"I thank you for your honesty. Zayn... I fell in love...again. I don't know how, I don't know why. I just did."

"I know. But it's up to you, what you will do next. If you will forgive him or do something else. I, nobody can help you with it. Just listen to your heart. Let's get back, shall we?" I nodded and we made our way back to the house.

Even if nobody could help in this situation I wanted to know what the others had to say. I knocked on any door and Niall was the one who opened. He had a expression of pity in his eyes, so he knew what happened.

"Come in." He said. When I entered the room I saw that Liam was sitting on the bed. He looked at me.

"Should I go?" He asked. I shook my head.

"Actually it's good that you're here." I said.

"I think both of you know what happened?" They nodded.

"Louis told us. We are so sorry." Niall said, hugging me.

"I don't want you pity Niall." I said gently. I didn't want their pity, I wanted to be strong.

"I know nobody can help in this situation, but I want to know what you think about all this." I said bluntly.

"I can't tell you what to do, the only thing I can say is: listen to your heart." Liam began.

"I agree with Liam. The best thing is, listen to your heart. Do you now what your heart tells you?" Niall asked.

"My heart tells me that I'm scared. I'm scared about to be hurt again and again." I said honestly.

"What would you do if you weren't afraid?" Niall asked.

"I don't know."

"I think you are also scared about to tell people how it hurts. How it hurt to be in this situation, so you keep this feeling all to yourself." Liam stated.

"Maybe I'm just scared, because he means more to me than any other person. I just don't now what to do."

"Sometimes the hardest thing and the right thing are the same." Niall said.

"What do you mean by that?"

"Niall means, that it can be hard for you to forgive Louis, but it can be also the right thing. Or it can be hard for you to just go away, to forget him, so you will never can be hurt again by him and that this can be the right decision. But in the end it's up to you." And with that they let me alone.

I stood there for a few more second, but than I made my way downstairs and found Harry in the livingroom. He was lying on the ground infront of the couch.

"I didn't fall. The floor just needed a hug." He said fast. 

"I didn't say anything Harry. I just wanted to say 'Hi handsome', but now I think you fell just on the ground."

"You think I'm handsome?" I laughed.

"Who would not?" He grinned. You could see his dimples and he ran a hand through his hair.

"Trust me Amelia. When I woke up today I had no plans to be this sexy. But hey, shit happens." He said in a deep voice. I tried to suppress my laughter.

"I didn't say 'sexy' I said 'handsome'. There's a difference."

"Oh come on. Say that you find me sexy!" He pouted.

"No!" I aswered, laughing. He also began to laugh. After a few moment we both were sitting on the couch and I looked at him.

"Thank you Harry."

"For what?" He asked irritated.

"For me making me laugh and for don't show pity towards me. My life is a completly mess." 

"Pity? Why? I think it's good that you remember at everything again." I hugged him.

"You are a good friend Harry." He put his head on mine. I started talking about how bad my life is, but Harry interrupted me immediately.

"Don't let one bad day make you feel like you have a bad life." He kissed me on the cheek.



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