Your So, I'm So...

Imagine. He brushes your light brown hair behind your ear, and suddenly your dimple appears as a smile stretches upon my face. "I won't forget." Your smile fades as you remember he was leaving, until who knows when. He wasn't yours any longer. "But your so... famous. I'm so... average." "You don't realize how long I've waited for this... I only want you." He hugs you one last time, and you breathe in his aftershave. He walks away, towards the plane, never to be seen again.


9. Month Later; X Factor Audition

Niall's POV:


It had been a month, exactly, since our preperation at the X Factor Arena. Since then, me and the boys had gotten closer, were basically adopted brothers, Harry being the youngest. He was 16, and if his birthday was one day later than February 1st, he wouldn't be in our band any longer. Which would suck balls. Hah. So Harry was 16, I was 18, Zayn was 18, Liam was 18, and Louis was 21. 

We were sitting backstage, experiencing last minute jitters and nervousness. 

Our families are all here, and Emily was over talking to my brother, Greg. Tasha, who I was unhappy about being here, was conversing with Louis's sisters. Emily was also talking to my parents, Bob and Maura.

We were on in less than an hour, third to last performance. We had nine or ten competitors, and I was seriously shaking like a vibrator. Emily came over to calm me down. She sat by me and squeezed my hand. "You'll do great Ni." I tried my best to smile, but through all the trembling, It was pretty hard to. 

"They will love your audition song!" She said. "Yeah, Torn is one of my favorites." She smiled. "And It's allll dedicated to you, my special lady." She giggled a little. "Awh thanks Blondie." I smirked. "You really should nickname the other boys!" She grinned. "I already did! Your One Perfection, with Blondie, which is you, Curly, which is Harry, Boo, which is Louis, Bradford bad boy, which is Zayn, and then Daddy, which is Liam." I smiled. "Great." 

Then a security guard came over and told us we had 10 seconds left. "WE LOVE YOU!" All our loved ones screamed as we ran off onto the stage.

The whole arena was filled up to the rim with loads of people I had never seen around the UK. 

I waved, and they all screamed in return. 

I couldn't believe I had made it here, even being on the X Factor was a huge deal to me!

Simon nodded and began asking questions. "Well Hello there boys!" We all said "Hi!" He nodded again. "So, what are your names?" I smiled, "I'm Niall!" 

Harry smiled and held up his microphone, "Im Harry!" 

" I'm Louis!!!" Lou yelled while jumping up and down. 

"I'm Liam." Liam said and waved, while also trying to calm Louis down.

Zayn flicked his floppy black hair and grinned, making the girls swoon. "I'm Zayn!"

And In unison, we all yelled, "And were One Direction!!!!!" 

The audience cheered and Simon smiled at our 'little introduction'. "So boys, what song will you be singing for us today?" I smiled. But Harry answered, "We will be singing Torn by Natalie Imbruglia." Simon nodded, signaling us to begin.

I had the first solo,


I thought I saw a girl brought to life

She was warm, she came around, she was dignified

Showed me what it was to cry

You couldn't be that girl i adored

You don't seem to know or seem to care what your heart is for

But I don't know her anymore

There's nothing left, I used to cry

My conversation has run dry

That's what's going on

Nothing's fine I'm torn
I'm all out of faith

This is how I feel

i'm cold and I am shamed

Lying naked on the floor
Illusion never changed

Into something realI'm wide awake and I can see the perfect sky is torn

You're a little late

I'm already torn (I'm already torn)
There's nothing left

I used to cryInspiration has run dry

That's what's going on

Nothing's fine I'm torn

Nothing's fine I'm torn
I'm all out of faith

This is how I feelI'm cold and i am shamed

Lying broken on the floor
Illusion never changed

Into something real

I'm wide awake and i can see the perfect sky is torn

You're a little late

I'm already torn (I'm already I'm already torn)


Oh torn


The audience cheered wildly as Harry finished the last stanza. I was shaking, but filled with pride. Pride that I made it this far. Demi started us off. "Boys, I think you picked a wonderful song and gave an exceptional performance. It takes a lot of courage to get up in front of a big crowd, but you boys made it happen. I am going to say yes." 

We all glanced at each other, huge grins plastered upon our faces.

Britney was next. "Guys, I absolutly adore your accents, and your singing is one of a kind amazing. You all are destined to be stars, so I'm going to say yes also."

I was probably smiling like a fool,but I didn't care. One more yes, and we would be signed to Syco Records.

I was literally jumping up and down. The boys and I were all hugging, and huddling together to stop the what seemed like constant shaking.

Simon cleared his throat and began to talk.

He was our last hope, and a positive, 100%, yes answer.

"One Direction, I think you boys have a great nack for singing and should carry on in life with thay career. You are all very wonderful singers and I think it would stay that way."

He paused for a little while.

"Welcome to Syco records, One Direction."

I didn't care what I looked like, I was so pumped up on that adrenaline rush of excitement, that I felt like I could do anything.

"THANK YOU!" We all screamed. Louis ran over and jumped onto my back and I pumped my fists up in the air.

We exited the stage and were greeted by our families. Lou hopped off of my back and ran to his family.

Emily ran to me, same as Greg and my parents.

"Niall! I'm so happy for you! Your going to be famous!" My mom yelled and hugged me, very, very tightly.

I laughed. "I never thought I would make it!"

Emily smiled, showing off that one dimple on her left cheek that made me cave in everytime it appeared. "I told you would Niall! Your a great singer! You have been ever since we met!" I chuckled and pulled her into a 'Horan Hug.'

My Mom's and Greg's eyes lit up. "This is that Emily, from First Grade Niall? The one you always rushed home to tell me about?" Emily's cheeks flushed with red. "Yeah..." I replied, probably blushing also. "You take good care of her when you leave!" My Mom said, wagging her finger in my face.

"Leave?" Emily choked out. I winced.

God Mom, thanks I hadn't told her yet!!!

"Uhm, yeah... We have to go on tour, around the US. But you can't uhm come..." Her smile faded. My Mom looked back and forth between us. "Let's leave them alone." She said, dragging Greg and my Dad away with her.

Emily looked like she was on the verge of tears. "I can't come?" I shook my head. "Sorry Em." "But.. Niall.. what about us?" I winced. "We might uhm have to break up..." I coughed a little. She looked torn.

Heh, nice song reference Niall, NOW GET ON WITH IT!

"Niall... I just want to say I love you. And I won't ever forget about you." She said looking down. "I won't forget about you either, but don't worry, I will be back in Ireland for Christmas." She shook her head and began to break down and cry. "That's over a year B-b-baaaabe!" She said through tears.

I wiped off her face with my hand. "Please don't cry Emily, I have two days until I leave, but for now we will be friends." She looked into my face, heart broken. "Please please don't forget about me babe." I smiled. "Don't worry, I won't."

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