Your So, I'm So...

Imagine. He brushes your light brown hair behind your ear, and suddenly your dimple appears as a smile stretches upon my face. "I won't forget." Your smile fades as you remember he was leaving, until who knows when. He wasn't yours any longer. "But your so... famous. I'm so... average." "You don't realize how long I've waited for this... I only want you." He hugs you one last time, and you breathe in his aftershave. He walks away, towards the plane, never to be seen again.


5. Is This Possible?

Emily's POV:


 Niall looked at me then rolled over next to me. He faced me, causing me to drown in his sparkling ocean blue eyes... I turned away, I couldn't fall for him! I'd known him since I was nine, I think I would about my feelings towards him. And I did, we were just friends, best friends, actually.

He chuckled and turned me around again. "Don't be scared! Let's watch a movie Em." He said. I slowly nodded and slid 'The Ring' into his DVD player. He smirked and pulled me next to him. "If you get scared, I'll be here." He said slowly. "I'll protect you."

He slid his arm around me, forcing me to stick to his side. Normally, I wouldn't react to this gesture, but I had this weird feeling in the pit of my stomach, that made me tremble at his soft, gentle touch. I leaned into his neck, but remembered, he has a girlfriend! I then scooted as far away as I could without falling off his bed. And even though it was dark, I could see his confused face.

Niall scooted a little closer to me again, but without thinking, I scooted over one more time, and fell off of the bed. 

"Ow....!" I muttered under my breath. Niall jumped off and sat by my side he lifted me up a little ways. "Are you okay Em?" He asked, sweetly. I weakly smiled. His face was inches away from mine and I could hear my heart beating out of my chest. He wouldn't.... He couldn't....

Sure enough, Blondie leaned in and smashed his soft, Irish lips against mine. Needless to say, It was the best kiss I had ever had, not like I had many, but when Niall kissed me... It was like the fourth of July! Sparks and fireworks, making my knees tremble with excitement, and a small craving for more.

Sadly, he pulled away and we just sat and stared at eachother for what seemed like an eternity. "Whoa..." He mumbled silently, but I heard, and I was probably blushing like a tomato. "Yeah..." I said. He looked at me again. "L-let's just go to sleep  Em." He said, and tugged on my arm. I nodded and he helped me up, and next to him in his bed. 

Wow... Who would've guessed we would ever kiss... let alone, ENJOY it! 

But something got me thinking...

Did he actually like me? What about Tasha? Who would he chose? 

I hoped he liked me... He made me feel so right with him...

Oooh Blondie...

(Skip to walking to school; 8:19)

Niall had woken up and we both got dressed and headed out for school. 

He kept stealing glances at me, but I knew he liked Tasha.

We didn't talk the whole time, just walked in a very awkward silence.

"Niall?" I said quietly. He looked at me. "What Em?" I decided it was better not to ask. So, I shook my head and said, "Nevermind." 

We reached the main building just in time for first period and as I started heading a different direction, he mumbled a quiet "Bye." 

I smiled, remembering last nights chain of events. I wondered if he actually liked me. But always, Zayn and Harry were available...

No,no! I wanted Niall.... And I wanted him bad...

I could treat him WAY better than Tasha could EVER!

But, sadly, I don't want to lose his friendship either... And he probably didn't even think about me as much as I thought about him.

I grabbed my binder and went straight to LA. Niall, was already there, and was sitting by Zayn.

Wha- So now I'm a loner.

I sat down at my desk and sighed, waiting for this wretched day to end. Why was he so perfect? Why did it take me almost 9 years to figure it out? I've had my chance, and I blew it.

I sighed one last,long, time and slumped further down into my chair. I had no one to even talk to, and that's we normally did in this class. Ugh. I looked around. No Harry, Zayn was with Niall, and Louis was chatting it up with Liam. Double Ugh.

I can't wait to get home. 

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