Baby I Would

Jiley Fanfiction.

Miley's Suicidal, Alone.
Justin's Undercover at Miley's School.
Will They Fall For Each Other?
What Will Happen When He Comes Clean?
Will Their Past Catch Up With Them or Will Their Secrets Ruin Everything Before It Has The Chance.


36. Liar

Miley's P.O.V

maybe i'm just over thinking everything, he's probably just at his dads with jaxon and jazzy, that's where he went yesterday after that whole incident, i know it. yeah that's right, he's completely fine.

oh c'mon miley, you know something isn't right, you know he isn't there Jeremy even told you himself when you called this morning to check on him.

i grabbed my phone off of my side table and sat up right in my bed deciding to try once more to get a hold of him, hopefully he answers my paragraph this time.

To: Justin

From: Miley

Justin, how many
times do i have
to say i'm sorry.
i was angry and 
upset, i didn't mean
anything i said. i
love you more than
anything and i trust
you with my whole
heart, honestly.
please listen to me
or at least answer
me and let me know
that you're alright.

he replied almost instantly.

To: Mile's

From: Justin

i'm sorry miley,
fell asleep with 
jaxon and jazzy
last night and
only just woke up.
i'll be there soon?
we needa talk...

he was lying to me straight, I knew something was up.

To: Justin

From: Miley

alright, see you 
when you get here.
i love you.

To: Mile's

From: Justin

see you soon
i love you too.

Justin's P.O.V

'i love you more than anything and i trust you with my whole heart." kept repeating in my mind, she trusted me and it has taken a while for me to regain her trust and now i fucked it up. guilt was all i was feeling, i couldn't tell her i just couldn't it would break her heart and she doesn't need that right now, not after what just happened. i mean what she doesn't know wont kill her you know? 

i made my way pap free to mileys house, walking in freely because she had left the door unlocked. i found her sleeping on her bed next to her phone, i must've taken a while to get here because i lost track of time ages ago. i nudged her slightly as i sat beside her on the bed.

"mile's, mile's wake up beautiful, i'm here." she hesitated at first but eventually sat up, her sleeves covered in dry blood, scabs all up her wrists and tear stained cheeks, i couldn't stand to see her like this, i wrapped my arm around her body as she curled up beside me nuzzling her head into my neck. we stayed like that for a while, nothing was said and the only sound that filled the room were her faint sobs and sniffles, i rocked us back and forth and brushed my fingers through her hair every now and then, comforting her while quietly singing be alright. 

"All alone, in my room 
Waiting for your phone call to come soon 
And for you, oh, I would walk a thousand miles, 
To be in your arms, holding my heart  
Oh, I, Oh, I, I love you 
And everything's gonna be alright, ai-ai-ai-aight 
Be alright, ai-ai-ai-aight  
Through the long nights 
And the bright lights 
Don't you worry 'cause everything's gonna be alright, ai-ai-ai-aight 
Be alright, ai-ai-ai-aight"

I tightened my hold on her, I know it sounded stupid but I know somehow the thing with selena would get out and I would lose her instantly and I wouldn't get another chance.

"Miley, whatever happens between us I want you to always remember that I love you more than anything and everything, you mean the world to me and I would never intentionally hurt you, and everyday I grow more and more thankful to god for bringing us both together. I know I can be a major fuck up sometimes but I have realised my wrongs and you are the only girl I want, your the only girl I need and nothing will ever change that, ever. please promise to never leave me baby because if you did, I don't know how I would be able to cope or if I would be able to at all." 

"I promise justin, I love you too." she whispered.

"thank you justin." she muttered into my neck.

"for what baby?"

"for coming back, not giving up on me even though i told you i didn't love you and for not doing anything stupid" she mumbled. if only she knew, i didn't answer her. "what did we need to talk about," she asked pulling out of my arms looking straight in my eyes.

"n-nothing..." i trailed off, "it was nothing."

"are you sure, it didn't seem like nothing."

"look i've got you back so just drop the subject okay miley." i spat and she instantly shut up, "i'm sorry." i whispered and she nodded her head.

"have you called your dad and explained why we didn't make it to dinner yesterday?" she said quietly, i shook my head.

"i'll do it now." i got up from the bed and grabbed my phone about to walk out of the room and dial his number when her question stopped me.

Miley's P.O.V

"but wait, why didn't you tell him last night when you got back there?" I asked curious to see if he would lie to my face.

"I-uh-I dunno it must've.. Ah slipped my mind." he stuttered, so much for trusting you with my whole heart asshole.

as soon as he walked out from the room, i stood up and walked over into my bathroom shutting the door behind me and locking it and stripping off, jumping in the shower to get rid of all the blood that i was covered in. lathering my hair with shampoo i completely forgot about the fact that justin was here so i started singing 'warrior' by demi extremely loudly.

once i stepped out of the shower, i wrapped a towel around my naked self and made my way back into my bedroom, a pair of arms grabbed me from behind, picked me up and spun me around, "lunch, Hard Rock Cafe, me, you, jazzy, Jaxon, dad and mom?" he asked.

"yay sure, what time are we leaving." I asked excited.

"In half an hour ill be back to pick you up, I have to get some other clothes."

"alright bye babe."

"where's my kiss?" He pulled his top lip behind his bottom and made his pouty face, I walked towards him and pecked him on the lips sweetly, "another one." I giggled and placed another  kiss on his lips.

"Now go." he chuckled before turning on his heels and walking out shutting the door behind him.

I ran over to my closet and pulled out a pair of dark skinny jeans, a red and black flannelette shirt and my doc martins, I applied a small amount of make up and brushed my hair back, I got the rest of my shit together and walked into the kitchen to clean up the blood and glass from the night before. it was then that I found a note lying on the dining room table, sitting there placed nicely in the middle of it, addressed in cursive writing to myself. 

I thought that justin had left it behind so I picked it up and opened it unsure of what he had written but instead it wasnt signed by anyone, it read 'your perfect boyfriend isn't so perfect after all, he has his secrets and once you find out what they are, you'll never see him the same again." 

justin honked his car horn indicating that he was outside, I decided to ignore the letter it was probably just someone fucking with me but a part of me knew it wasn't. grabbing my bag and writing a quick note to nat just in case she decided to come home while I was it and made my way out to Justin's car.

Justin's P.O.V

Looking out at the road In front if me as I waited for Miley to hurry up and come outside, my phone vibrated In my pocket and I knew exactly who it was gonna be.

To: Justin

From: Unknown

when are you gonna
man up and tell her
about selena Biebs?
its now or never.

To: Unknown

From: Justin


To: Justin

From: Unknown

You're gonna reget
that decision. ;) 
but there's no turning
back now. 

(A/n) next chapter will be better i swear, sorry for the grammatical errors and or paragraphing because I wrote this on my phone and its 1am and I'm wrecked, ilysm!

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