Where Are You Now?

**Read Love Me Like You Do 15+ before reading.**
When Hannah and Hayley get separated, can they keep their friendship strong? Does Hayley break? Does Hannah break? How could anything go right after they lose contact with the boys, other than Hayley and them.. Hannah has nothing to do with any of the boys... When Hannah has to bring her friends daughter to a One Direction signing, what happens?

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53. What is going on here?

Hayley's POV

Hannah and I had a really good day. It was nice to go out and spend time with her again. When we got home I went to the kitchen to see the other boys, other than Harry and Zayn who were on the couches. Hannah and Harry were leaving.. I was confused. She told me she would tell me later.. so I'll have to wait and see what that's all about. When Hannah and Harry left to go to the grocery store the guys and I decided to stay home and just order pizza. Bentley was watching TV with us but started falling asleep.

"Bentley, go to bed. You're falling asleep."-Me.

"But, I don't want to. I don't want to move."-Bentley. Already lazy? This isn't a good start.

"Want me to bring you up to bed?"-Me.

"Yes please."-Bentley. I picked him up and he rested his head on my shoulder. He was falling asleep. Lucky me he was light. I brought him to his room and put him in his bed. I tucked him in then kissed his forehead.

"Goodnight bud. I love you."-Me.

"Night mommy. I love you too."-Bentley. I smiled and closed his door, not all the way but so there was a crack open and some extra light was coming in from the hallway. I was almost down the hallway when I heard Bentley.

"MOOMMYY!!!???"-Bentley. I ran down the hall and into his room.

"What bud?"-Me.

"Can you turn the TV on? I don't like the dark. It's scary."-Bentley. I let out a breath of relief. I turned the TV on then went to the door.

"Night. Now go to sleep. Love you."-Me.

"Love you too."-Bentley. I walked out and cracked the door again. I walked downstairs and saw all the guys watching soccer or football as they call it. I sat on the couch, Harry walked in but grabbed Niall. Niall went out side and came back in with Hannah in his arms asleep. Harry came in with grocery bags. He put them all away then joined us on the couch. Niall never did. He probably went to sleep.

"I'm going to bed. Night guys."-Me. I went up to my room, I put my pajamas on and got under the covers. I grabbed my laptop and checked my twitter and my facebook. There was so much hate towards Hannah on twitter it was unbelievable. So I decided that I was going to tweet something one more time.

"@Hayley_Carter: All the hate to @Hannah_Wright needs to stop.. words hurt you know!? You guys make me ashamed, no one deserves to be told any of that stuff. If you were told to go die, you would care and want to do something about it. This is called cyberbullying... you can get in trouble by the police for that. #WatchYourself."

I closed my laptop and laid down. I was about to drift to sleep when Liam walked in. Trying to be quiet, he joined in the bed next to me. I cuddled up to him and fell asleep. I woke up to Liam staring at his phone.

"Morning"-Me.

"Morning babe."-Liam. He leaned over and gave me a kiss. Zayn walked in the room.

"Want to go to breakfast with us? Hannah is staying here and so is Harry because they are still asleep... so want to come?"-Zayn.

"Sure. We'll be ready soon."-Me. Zayn left and I got up. I got dressed and put my shoes on. Liam got finished around the same time as me. Bentley walked out of his room the same time Liam and I walked out of ours... weird. We all walked downstairs and we went to the car. We drove to a little cafe down the road. We spent about an hour to 2 hours there. We got back and saw Hannah and Harry both wet...WHAT!?

"SO YOU ARE CHEATING ON ME!?!?!?!?"-Niall.

"Niall NO! I would never! I was in the shower and Harry thought I was cutting.. so he took me out of the shower and he got all wet by the shower... I promise I'm not cheating!"-Hannah.

"HE SAW YOU NAKED IN THE SHOWER!?!?"-Niall.

"Niall! Would you rather your girlfriend bleed to death!? I know she doesn't want me to tell, but I have to she cut herself again! But this time on her thigh so she could try to hide it from us.. I felt like something was wrong and then Hannah wasn't in her bedroom but her phone was she was reading hate on twitter again. She was in the shower so I went after her. I promise I would never go in the shower where she was on purpose."-Harry. I was shocked. I can't believe she cut again.

"AGAIN!? Hannah you promised me you would stop cutting and come to me if you needed anything!"-Me. 

"You weren't here! What was I supposed to do. I couldn't deal with it Hayley!"-Hannah.

"Call me Hannah. I'm your best friend you should call me and tell me this stuff you know I would be here in 2 seconds.."-Me.

"I didn't want to bother you. Plus it's not a big deal."-Hannah.

"NOT A BIG DEAL!? Cutting yourself and making yourself feel like shit is not a big deal Hannah!? Since when!? I thought all of this stopped.. I thought you weren't having these thoughts anymore.. I thought you were happy."-Me.

"I am happy!"-Hannah. That was it i ran upstairs all the guys and Hannah followed Liam made Bentley go to his room and watch TV and play. I ran to the bathroom and took all the razors I could find. I threw them in the trash. I ran into Hannah's room and threw all the ones in her room I could find. But I kept one.

"HAYLEY! STOP!! WHAT ARE YOU DOING!?"-Hannah.

"You don't want to stop cutting.. then fine.. no more razors for you Hannah! I'm sick of this. Talk to someone stop bottling up all your feelings."-Me.

"Hayley you are crazy!"-Hannah.

"You think this is crazy!? I think not. I told you that next time you cut I would with you so come on Hannah lets fucking go! I want you to see me do it again after years of not! Come on!"-Me.

"Hayley stop it!"-Hannah.

"No, you need to stop, so maybe if I start again you will see how stupid it is for you doing it."-Me.

"I know it's stupid.. but I can't stop Hayley!"-Hannah.

"Then lets not stop together Hannah! Whatever you do I do right!? We're best friends we do things together so lets do this."-Me. By now Hannah and I were bawling. I grabbed a razor.

"Let's go Hannah!"-Hayley. I walked to the bathroom. Everyone followed.

 

Liam's POV

I hope she doesn't do this. She's acting crazy right now. When Hayley walks to the bathroom everyone follows, we all have tears in our eyes. Hannah runs after her. I couldn't say anything, my mouth was so dry.. I wanted to say something but the words wouldn't come out. Hannah and Hayley were in the bathroom. I walked in and over to Hayley. 

"Hayley.. stop. You aren't doing this."-Me.

"Liam, stop. I need to. Hannah is right cutting is fucking amazing!! It takes away all the pain. Right Hannah!?"-Hayley.

"Hayley, Liam is right. You start again you might not be able to stop."-Harry.

"Wait.. start again??"-Louis.

"Yeah when she was dating Josh he told her crap about herself making her feel worthless, so she became anorexic and cut and tried to kill herself a time or two.. She just told me and Liam not too long ago."-Harry. I looked at Hayley. She didn't want to do this but she felt that she had to.

"Hayley. Please don't I'll stop!!"-Hannah.

"How do I know that?"-Hayley.

"I promise I will.."-Hannah. She didn't look so sure. She was definitely breaking that promise.

"Hayley if you start now.. you know you might not be able to stop. Do you want to do that? Look at the scars you have Hayley.. do you want to go back there? I don't want to see you that way. Not again."-Hannah.

"Look at the scars you have!! I don't want to see you that way Hannah! Do you understand that?"-Hayley. Hannah walked over to Hayley. She took the razor out of Hayley's hand, and hugged her. They were both crying hysterically.

"Hannah, you need to stop. I can't have you thinking that way anymore! Next time I will definitely get you professional help or something. You need to stop cutting."-Hayley.

"I can't Hayley."-Hannah. Hayley pulled away from the hug.

"You HAVE to Hannah. I know hate hurts you... you need to not care what they think, just remember that you have all of us and that not of it is true! Why did you even cut today!? I thought you weren't going on twitter?"-Hayley.

"Someone called me and told me to check to see all the rumors that aren't really rumors but the truth and that I was fat and ugly and a whole bunch of stuff. Hayley it hurts."-Hannah.

"Who was it?"-Niall. Hannah was silent.

"Hannah. Who was it?"-Hayley. Hannah gave Hayley a look. Hayley's face dropped.

"HIM!? I can't fucking believe it!"-Hayley.

"Hayley, do you know how much that hurts to be told that by someone you cared about? And  trusted?"-Hannah.

"Yes Hannah... Josh.. remember? I do know. But I'm going to kill that kid and make him sound more girly than he already fucking does!"-Hayley. She grabbed her phone and ran out of the room. Hannah followed her. The guys and I gave each other confused looks. We followed after them, and then heard Hayley on the phone.

"HOW DARE YOU SAY ANY OF THAT SHIT TO MY FUCKING BEST FRIEND!? I CAN'T BELIEVE YOU WOULD STOOP THAT FUCKING LOW TO MAKE HER FEEL TERRIBLE! YOU ARE SUCH A FUCKING DICK! NO WONDER WHY HANNAH DUMPED YOUR ASS! YOU ARE THE WORST PERSON EVER TO BE ALIVE!"-Hayley. Then I heard someone I wasn't expcting on the other line. Justin.

 

Hayley's POV

When Hannah gave me that look I couldn't handle it I grabbed my phone and ran into my room Hannah followed. I'm pretty sure the guys did too.

**PHONE CALL**

Justin: Hello

Me: HOW DARE YOU SAY ANY OF THAT SHIT TO MY FUCKING BEST FRIEND!? I CAN'T BELIEVE YOU WOULD STOOP THAT FUCKING LOW TO MAKE HER FEEL TERRIBLE! YOU ARE SUCH A FUCKING DICK! NO WONDER WHY HANNAH DUMPED YOUR ASS! YOU ARE THE WORST PERSON EVER TO BE ALIVE!

Justin: What are you talking about?

Me: TELLING HANNAH SHE IS FAT! TELLING HER TO CHECK TWITTER AND ALL THE SHIT PEOPLE ARE SAYING IS TRUE! HOW DARE YOU DO THAT!? YOU KNOW HER PAST RIGHT!? WELL CONGRATULATIONS JUSTIN SHE HAS FUCKING STARTED AGAIN! SHE GOT THE THOUGHTS BACK NOW BECAUSE OF YOU TELLING YOU HOW WORTHLESS SHE IS! AND YOU SAID YOU LOVED HER AND CARED ABOUT HER! BULL FUCKING SHIT!

Justin: What do you mean she started again?

Me: SHE.STARTED.CUTTING.AGAIN!!!! She stopped for a day! THEN YOU CALLED HER! SHE DID IT TODAY!! I HOPE YOUR HAPPY JUSTIN!

Justin: Why would she do that!? She knew I didn't mean it and I was just mad.

Me: Obviously she didn't.. YOU are just as bad as her ex from Junior year!!!

Justin: How?

Me:You both made her feel like shit.

**END OF PHONE CALL**

I looked over at Hannah and she was on my bed crying. I walked over to her and hugged her. She cried into my chest for a while then the boys walked in.

"You guys okay?"-Harry.

"Yeah. Just fine."-Me. Niall wanted to talk to Hannah so she left the room and went to her room with Niall. The rest of the boys were still in my room silent. Louis and Zayn looked really uncomfortable, but Harry and Liam were just standing there spacing out. Louis and Zayn slowly walked out. Liam and Harry sat on the bed, just looking at me.

"Yeess?"-Me.

"What was that whole thing in the bathroom?!"-Harry.

"I needed Hannah to see how much she hurt me, so why not do it back and see how she felt. If I actually did it, she would've acted much worse."-Me.

"I think we all would've Hayley."-Liam.

"I know. But she had to see it. Then she told me it was Justin I wanted to kill him and still do. He's in London isn't he?"-Me. The boys nodded.

"Great!!!!"-Me.

"Hayley you aren't doing anything."-Liam. I smirked and shrugged.

"I am laying down. I need to go back to sleep. I woke up pretty early this morning."-Me. Liam just shook his head.
"What's up with you and sleep?"-Liam.

"If it wasn't for Hannah, sleep would be my best friend. If I could marry sleep I would."-Me.

"Wow. Whatever. Go to sleep then."-Liam. Harry left, I knew he would talk to me later. But for now I snuggled up close to Liam and fell asleep. Today hasn't been the best so far lets hope it gets better.

 

 

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