Where Are You Now?

**Read Love Me Like You Do 15+ before reading.**
When Hannah and Hayley get separated, can they keep their friendship strong? Does Hayley break? Does Hannah break? How could anything go right after they lose contact with the boys, other than Hayley and them.. Hannah has nothing to do with any of the boys... When Hannah has to bring her friends daughter to a One Direction signing, what happens?

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33. I'm sorry!

Hannah's POV

How could I let this happen?! I was supposed to be watching and caring for him. This is why I didn't have a baby, I can't handle one. This is all one mistake. Hayley will never trust me again and I lost my chances of ever being alone with Bentley ever again. Bentley will never want to be with me either, I lied to him. I broke a promise. I know how much that hurts, and I had enough balls to break a 2 year olds' promise! I was so emotionally messed up. When we got to my house, I ran up to my room and just cried. This was a horrible two days. I didn't have Justin here to help me either. Well, fuck that! He cheated on me! I haven't talked to him for a while, maybe I should tell him everything that happened. I tried to call him but he didn't answer. So I just sunk back in my bed and tried to sleep. I couldn't. It was impossible. Every time I tried, I kept seeing his face. The bruising on my face and my ribs killed. It hurt so bad. No matter what I did, I move one cm, it starts to feel like knifes digging into me. I think I fell asleep but I heard someone open my door. They got in bed with me but I didn't look who it was. I finally opened my eyes and saw a certain 2 year old staring at me.

"Did I wake you up?"-Bentley.

"No. I wasn't sleeping."-Me.

"Okay, good. I missed you when we got back, why did you leave?"-Bentley.

"What do you mean?"-Me.

"When we got back home, why did you come up here?"-Bentley.

"I was tired."-Me.

"Oh. Does your face hurt?"-Bentley.
"No. Why?"-Me.

"You have a big black mark. That guy hurt you..."-Bentley.

"No bud. I'm okay. Why aren't you with your Mommy?"-Me.

"Because I always sleep with you."-Bentley.

"Then hop in bed."-Me. He jumped in and cuddled up to me. I kissed the top of his head and hugged him really close. Hayley was going to take him with her and the boys back to the tour. I know she will.

"I'm so sorry Benny."-Me. He didn't respond. He fell asleep. I just lay there and finally fell asleep. I didn't dream, but that's okay with me. I woke up to Bentley pushing me to wake up. He started jumping on the bed and I pulled him to me. We got up and walked downstairs. He stopped me halfway.

"Piggyback ride?"-Bentley. I put him on my back and we ran down to the others. They were still sleeping so I told Bentley to go over to them and wake them up. Harry and Niall were on the same couch, so I jumped on it. They both fell of the couch and Bentley got Liam and Hayley. I went to the kitchen but was picked up before I could take another step. I was thrown on the couch and was tickled. It hurt really bad but I wasn't going to say anything. I bit my lip and pretended to laugh. When Harry let me go, I went to the kitchen and let a few tears fall down my cheeks. I quickly wiped them away and started breakfast.

"What do you guys want for breakfast?"-Me.

"PANCAKES!"-Bentley.

"FOOOOOOOOOD!"-Niall.

"I'm with the kid."-Harry. They all agreed with Bentley so I made two plates of pancakes. Then I made some bacon and cut up some fruit. Breakfast was done.

"It's ready."-Me. Niall ran in with Bentley on his back. Niall kissed my cheek and Bentley did the same. I giggled and Harry ran in. He kissed my other cheek and went to eat. Hayley and Liam came in and Liam just nodded at me. Hayley came over to me and hugged me. I winced.

"Hannah, what's wrong?"-Hayley.

"Nothing?"-Me.

"You winced. Tell me now."-Hayley.

"No. Nothing happened. Everything is fine."-Me. She lifted up my shirt.

"HANNAH! WHY DIDN'T YOU TELL ME?!"-Hayley. I put my shirt back down.

"There was nothing to tell."-Me. I started to walk away but Harry stopped me.
"Did I do that?"-Harry.

"No."-Me.

"I mean, by tickling you."-Harry.

"No. You didn't. It was already there."-Me.

"Why didn't you tell me."-Harry.

"I said it wasn't fucking important! God! Leave it alone!"-Me. Bentley leaned over and whispered something in Liam's ear.

"BENTLEY!"-Liam.

"What?"-Bentley.

"You do NOT say those things."-Liam.

"Aunty said I could!"-Bentley.

"What did I say now?"-Me.

"He can say bitch?"-Liam.

"It was that one time!"-Me.

"What?!"-Hayley.

"He was telling me what happened in his dream."-Me.

"What kind of dream was it?"-Liam.

"He had a dream about Josh."-Me. Hayley and Liam's face dropped. I went up to my room and closed the door. This is horrible! Everything is falling to pieces. My phone started buzzing and it fell to the floor. I picked it up and Justin was calling.

**PHONE CALL**

Me: Hello?

Justin: You called?

Me: Yeah. I have to talk to you..

Justin: About?

Me: How long do you have?

Justin: About 2 hours.

Me: Okay, well, Bentley and I were taken yesterday.

Justin: HUH?

Me: Josh, Hayley's ex, came and took Bentley and I. Harry and Niall are here and they tried to help. Niall went to get food and Harry stayed here. Josh knocked Harry out and took us. We are back now. Don't worry.

Justin: Did he hurt you or Bentley?
Me: No.

Justin: Don't lie to me.

Me: He didn't hurt Bentley, that's all that matters.

Justin: So he hurt you?

Me: No. I'm not hurt. I'm fine.

Justin: Bullshit. I will come home right now. Tell me!
Me: I have a bruise or two. Nothing like before, he was actually nice this time.

Justin: Giving you two bruises is nice?!
Me: For him, it is super nice.

Justin: I'm coming home.

Me: No you're not. You are staying.

Justin: I have to make sure you're okay.

Me: I am okay.

Justin: You wouldn't tell me.

Me: I just did, there is nothing to tell you. I am fine Justin!

Justin: I'm still coming home.

Me: NO YOU ARE NOT! YOU ARE FUCKING STAYING THERE!

Justin: No. I am coming home. I miss you and I want to keep you safe.

Me: I am okay! Dammit Justin! Listen to me!

Justin: So you don't want me there?! I get it, you have Niall and Harry, you don't need me.

Me: Justin, please, stop. That's not what I meant and you know it.

Justin: Babe, I want to see you.

Me: I want to see you too. You have to stay though. It's your job. I will see you when you get back! You have like 3 more weeks.

Justin: No. 3 months.

Me: We will get through it. You were gone for 9 last time.

Justin: Yeah, I guess so.

Me: I love you.

Justin: Love you too. How have you guys been?

Me: Good. But I have to go now. Hayley wants to talk to me.

Justin: Okay. Love you!

Me: Love you too.

**END OF PHONE CALL**

I just told my boyfriend to stay on tour and not see me.... What the fuck?! Then I told him I was going to talk to Hayley, not really. I just wanted to sleep. Why couldn't I just tell him the truth? Well, I do want to talk to Hayley. But, later. Then Niall walked in. I slouched down in my bed and pretended to sleep.

"I just saw your eyes open."-Niall. I sighed and looked at him. He made his way over to me and sat down next to me.

"You feeling okay?"-Niall.

"No."-Me.

"Why not?"-Niall.

"I miss you. I miss everyone. Everyone just left. I have Bentley, but not for much longer."-Me.

"Why wont you?"-Niall.

"I let all this happen, I'm terrible. Hayley will want him back. Liam will too."-Me.

"No. They are letting him stay here. We have like 4 more months of tour. They can't just bring him now."-Niall.

"Yeah okay, they will."-Me.

"No. They wont. They trust you."-Niall.

"Not after what happened."-Me.

"They still do. Now, you should get some rest. You need it."-Niall. I nodded and layed down. Niall went to walk out.

"Don't leave. Please."-Me. What was I doing?

"You don't want me to. You just miss Justin."-Niall.

"I know I don't want to be alone."-Me. He nodded and layed next to me. I cuddled up to him. He was hesitant, but wrapped his arms around me. I kissed his cheek and fell asleep with my head on his chest.

 

Niall's POV

What is happening? I thought I was over Hannah, but no. She has to cuddle me. She is impossible to forget. Honestly. I don't think I cared that much about Maria, she was a nice girl and all, well at first she was. I just wanted to forget Hannah. This is going to be harder than I thought. I think I need Hayley's help again. But not now, I have the girl I want around me. I am not messing this up. I just laid there and held her close. I won't get to do this again. Then Harry came through the door.

"WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS?!"-Harry.

"Shh. She is sleeping!"-Me.

"Do I give a fuck?! Why are you sleeping with her?"-Harry.

"She asked me to. She didn't want to be alone."-Me.

"So she asked you?"-Harry.

"I was in here! Why wouldn't she?"-Me.

"Sure. She probably doesn't even know your in here."-Harry.

"Yeah she does."-Me.

"Niall, you and your girlfriend just broke up. Hannah will not be your rebound."-Harry.

"The girl was the rebound! Not Hannah!"-Me.

"Sure. Have fun. Tell Hannah that I want to talk to her when she wakes up."-Harry. Then he left. Why does he have to be such a douche?!

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