Where Are You Now?

**Read Love Me Like You Do 15+ before reading.**
When Hannah and Hayley get separated, can they keep their friendship strong? Does Hayley break? Does Hannah break? How could anything go right after they lose contact with the boys, other than Hayley and them.. Hannah has nothing to do with any of the boys... When Hannah has to bring her friends daughter to a One Direction signing, what happens?


71. I Want Nothing To Do With You

Hannah's POV

When Harry and I got home, we cuddled on the couch and watched tv. I had my head on his chest and continued thinking about everything that happened at their house. Why would Hayley do this to me. She is supposed to be there for me. Through anything and everything. She was making no sense to me anymore. I don't even want anything to do with her or Liam anymore. But, I do want something to do with Bentley. If I wanted something to do with my nephew, I'd have to social with the, though. Maybe I don't. Maybe I can ignore them. Only talking to them when I absolutely had to I mean, she doesn't like me, does she? Hayley wouldn't if said what she said if she did want to be friends with me again, right? She never was like this before the boys. Maybe she was using me to help her since she had no one else. And I was dumb enough to believe her. She doesn't need me anymore so now she'll be done with me? Oh. It all makes sense to me now. She doesn't need me. She wants nothing to do with me. She hates me. Our friendship is over. No more. Done. Forever. I always thought she would be there for me through anything and everything. I guess that's not ever going to happen again. She has El anyway. Why would she need me. All she needs is El and Liam. Maybe even Bentley. It's like she has nothing to do with him anymore. Soon, all that will matter is Liam and the new baby. I feel bad for Benny. Harry and I will always be here for him though. Even if Hayley and Liam don't pay attention to him, I always will. 



"You okay?"-Harry.


"Don't lie to me."-Harry.

"I'm terrible."-Me. I looked at him and had tears brimming my eyes. I went to get up so he didn't see me cry, but he grabbed my hand and made me sit in front of him.

"Why?"-Harry. He was so oblivious. 

"Just when I thought everything was going good, I lost a friend. Again. And she made it obvious she wants nothing to do with me. Or my child."-Me.

"She'll get over it."-Harry. 

"She won't. Did you not hear her?!"-Me.

"She can't be mad at you Hannah. This is what you want. What you have wanted for a while."-Harry.

"Maybe she wants you back..."-Me. Harry gave me a confused look then a look a apology. 

"Too bad."-Harry.

"You'd be happier with her... Don't lie to me Harry. You won't want to be with me when I start showing that I'm pregnant."-Me. Maybe it was just my insecurities but, I was worried. 

"You're beautiful. You will always be perfect. Perfect in everyway. Most importantly, perfect for me. There is no one else baby. Only us. And our baby."-Harry.

"You can't say that you don't think of yourself with anyone else."-Me.

"I don't. Only you. I see our marriage. I wouldn't be here if I wasn't sure you the one I want to be with forever."-Harry.

"You're too good to me. I went between you and Niall.. You can't possibly want to still be with me."-Me.

"Why don't you just trust me?! There's no one else for me!"-Harry. By this, my tears I've been trying to hide, came out. Waterfalls covered my cheeks. Harry picked me up bridal style and carried me to our bed. He sat down on the side and placed me in his lap so I was straddling. I put my head in the crook of his neck. Every time a tear hit his neck, he would squeeze me a little harder while singing in my ear. I cried for everything that ever happened to me. Everything that happened between Hayley and I. Everything. There was nothing that was stopping me. I finally fell asleep. When I woke up I was still straddling Harry's waist. I looked up at him and he was crying. I wiped his tears away. 

"What's wrong?"-Me.

"I hate seeing you cry Hannah!"-Harry. 

"I hate seeing you cry too Harry."-Me. I kissed him and he kissed back. It soon turned into a make out session. I pulled away and Harry groaned. 

"I need to take a shower."-Me.


"No. I want one now. Please."-Me.

"I'll be waiting."-Harry.

"Join me."-Me. I basically begged him and dragged him into the bathroom. His eyes were so dark and full of lust. I know what he wanted. I smiled to myself. He took his clothes off as I did the same. He jumped into the shower and turned it on. There was so much steam. I could barely see him until he attacked my neck with kisses. After we did what we did, we took a normal shower. I have to admit, the way the water flowed down his abs...

"Hannah, my eyes are up here."-Harry. I quickly started to blush.

"I know."-Me. When we finished, I got us towels. I looked in the mirror at my body and saw Harry in the reflection. 


"I was just mesmerized by your beauty."-Harry. 

"You're one cheeky boy."-Me. Harry smiled his dimpled smile at me. I couldn't help but smile too. I walked out of the bathroom to our room and changed into my pink lace bra and panties. I was happy I didn't look pregnant. I mean, I'm not far along or anything. Thank god. I brushed out my hair and jumped in bed. Harry put boxers on and ran and jumped on the bed. Right next to me. This made me laugh. 

"Can we go to bed?"-Me.

"Yes."-Harry. I was automatically attached to him. My head was on his bare chest. Our legs were intwined. His arms were around my bare waist while he was moving his hands to tickle me. It was comforting. When he would touch a spot that did tickle, I would rub my body up his side. Not on purpose, but I think he did it on purpose. He seemed to enjoy it. 

"Goodnight baby, I love you."-Harry.

"I love you too."-Me. When I woke up the next morning, I heard Hayley and Liam's voice. What?! I looked at the clock and realized it was 2 P.M. Harry let me sleep that long?! I jumped up quickly and put Harry's sweat pants on and one of his sweat shirts. I threw my hair up in a messy bun. I walked down the stairs and saw Hayley talking to Harry. 

"What are you doing here?!"-Me.

"I wanted to apologize."-Hayley.

"For what? Leaving me? Choosing your boyfriend over me? Your boyfriend punching me in the face?!"-Me.

"She's trying to apologize Hannah."-Liam.

"Stay the fuck out of this ass hole."-Me.

"All of it."-Hayley.

"That sucks dick. I'm done with you."-Me.

"But we were best friends."-Hayley.

"Yeah. Were."-Me.


"I want nothing to do with you! Nothing. I meant what I said when I said chose one of us! You chose him! I'm fucking done! Have him help you with everything from now on. You have no reason to need me around anymore!"-Me.

"So you hate me?"-Hayley.

"I hate you more than I ever thought imaginable."-Me. She turned around and ran our of the house crying. 

"She tried to be there Hannah! Why do you have to be such a fucking bitch?!"-Liam. Harry pushed him out of the house and slammed the door in his face. I crumpled down at the end if the stairs. With my head on my knees and bawled. Telling her I wanted nothing to do with her, hurt. More than anything. The worst part was, she believed it. I guess it really is the end of our friendship. 

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