Where Are You Now?

**Read Love Me Like You Do 15+ before reading.**
When Hannah and Hayley get separated, can they keep their friendship strong? Does Hayley break? Does Hannah break? How could anything go right after they lose contact with the boys, other than Hayley and them.. Hannah has nothing to do with any of the boys... When Hannah has to bring her friends daughter to a One Direction signing, what happens?


49. How Could You?!

Hannah's POV

Zayn and I have been walking around for what seems like forever. We haven't talked the whole time. It's pretty awkward. I didn't want it to be like this but he won't say anything. I walked into Hollister, there was some clothes I forgot at the old house that I want. The music was playing a Little Mix song, so I took my opertunity.

"Hey, why don't you call Perrie?"-Me.

"Hannah, we've been over this."-Zayn.

"Yeah. but I think you two would be cute together."-Me.

"Thanks but no."-Zayn. I nodded, I didn't want to overstep on anything. I just walked around to the beat of the song and grabbed some nice clothes. Zayn was looking around the guys side and also bought some clothes. I tried the clothes on and decided on the ones I wanted to buy and the ones I could do without. When we checked out, Zayn wanted to go to Forever 21 because I could find some really nice clothes to go out in, so I agreed. I didn't think there was anything in there for me, but Zayn found A LOT that he said I HAD to try on, so I did. I have to admit, I liked his style for me.He picked out a floral crop top, matched with high waisted pink skinny jeans and a pink leather jacket. He also chose a pink lace belly shirt that goes over a pastel purple tank top, with a pair of dark blue high waisted skinny jeans and a baby blue leather jacket. I tried the outfits on and walked out. His jaw dropped to the ground, even though I hate to admit it.

"Hannah, you have to get those outfits. You have no choice."-Zayn. I giggled and agreed. After we left Forever 21, we went to a shoe shop. He made me get a couple pairs of flats that went with my outfits and two pairs of Jordan's. I thought he was crazy, but I didn't object. Zayn can for sure shop til he drops! I had to tell him I was tired so he would stop dragging me into stores. I think he was just trying to avoid talking about it.. I forgot about it for a little while to be honest, but I remembered on the way home. He was driving with a blank expression, he knew I was going to bring it up eventually.

"Zayn.. We have to talk about this."-Me.

"I know. Just not yet.."-Zayn.

"No. This is why we went shopping today, for you to tell me."-Me.

"Not now Hannah."-Zayn.

"Then when were you planning on talking about it?"-Me.


"We'll be with everyone."-Me.

"No. I'm taking you to dinner tonight."-Zayn.

"What are you talking about?"-Me.

"We are going to dinner at that Italian place a couple hours away."-Zayn.

"I can't. I have to finish getting the house all unpacked and cleaned."-Me.

"I will have Hayley do it. I already made reservations."-Zayn.

"Ugh. I have to then, huh?"-Me.

"You don't have to. But I want you to."-Zayn. I nodded.

"Is it a fancy place?"-Me.


"Do I have to get all dressed up?"-Me.

"No. Wear something we bought today."-Zayn.

"Will you help me?"-Me.


"Cause I'm not the best with picking clothes out."-Me.

"Hannah, I picked them out for you."-Zayn.

"But I don't know which one to wear, and with which shoes."-Me.

"Wear the floral crop top outfit with your light pink and white Jordan's."-Zayn.


"Haha. Always."-Zayn. I took the cord connected to his radio and plugged my phone in. Little Mix's song, DNA came on.

"Oh. Sorry, I'll change it."-Me.

"No. I like listening to you singing this song."-Zayn. I didn't say anything and looked out the window. Everything seemed to fly by. My phone started ringing to the song They Don't Know About Us. It was Niall's contact song. I unplugged it and answered.


Me: Hello?

Niall: Hey babe. Where are you?

Me: On my way home. Why?

Niall: I missed you. And I'm at Starbucks.

Me: Get me coffee!!

Niall; You've had one already though.

Me: Pleeeaaassseee!!

Niall: Your normal?

Me: Yes! Thank you!

Niall: Love you!

Me: Love you too!


I plugged my phone in again.

"Mind if I restart this song?"-Me.

"Nope. I told you, I love when you sing it."-Zayn.

"Thanks. Did you want anything from Starbucks?"-Me.


"Niall stopped there to get me some coffee so I was wondering if you wanted me to call him again."-Me.

"Nah. I'm good."-Zayn.


"Mind if I stop there?"-Zayn.

"Not at all. Get me another coffee?"-Me.

"You have Niall getting you one."-Zayn. 

"But I love their coffee!"-Me.

"Of course I will Hannah."-Zayn. I gave him the biggest hug and I stayed in the car while he ran into Starbucks. I really like having him as a friend, but only a friend. I hope he knows I don't like him the way he likes me... Zayn got back to me singing DNA again. I love that song! He smiled and handed me my coffee. We headed back to the house, it's good to be back in London. As soon as we got home, I ran into the house and took another steaming hot shower. When I was done, I jumped into the bathtub, I wanted to relax. As soon as I was about to get out, Niall walked in with my coffee. I had just finished the coffee I got with Zayn earlier and it was sitting beside me. 

"How many damn coffees have you had today?!"-Niall.

"A couple."-Me. He laughed at me.

"Any room in there for your boyfriend??"-Niall.

"Nope. I was about to get out."-Me.

"Oh. Okay then. Later?"-Niall.

"When I get back from dinner with Zayn, yeah sure."-Me.

"You're going out with Zayn?"-Niall.

"For dinner."-Me.


"Cause he asked me after he made reservations, I couldn't refuse."-Me.

"You could."-Niall.

"Niall, come on. Stop."-Me.

"I don't like how much time you have been spending with him Hannah."-Niall.

"It's dinner. We're friends."-Me.

"No, it's more than that."-Niall.

"Please stop."-Me.

"Stop what?"-Niall.

"Don't start an argument now Niall."-Me.

"I'm not. I just wanted to let you know how much it bothers me."-Niall.

"It will be for an hour or so. I will be back tonight and I will see you when I get back babe."-Me.

"It's not about that Hannah."-Niall.

"What is it about then?"-Me.

"I don't want to lose you again!"-Niall.

"you won't!"-Me.

"How can you be so sure?"-Niall.

"Because I love you!"-Me.

"I know that."-Niall.

"No one could ever take you away from me ever again. Everything we have been through, and we're still together. I do not want to lose someone who means so much to me!"-Me. 

"I love you so much Hannah."-Niall.

"I love you so much more than I ever thought possible babe."-Me. Then he kissed me. He picked me up out of the tub and wrapped a towel around my body.

"Babe, I can dry myself off."-Me.

"But I want to do it."-Niall.

"Why's that?"-Me.

"I get to see you naked for longer."-Niall. Then he winked the hottest wink I have ever seen! 

"Did I ever tell you how hot you are when you wink?"-Me.

"Hm, I don't think you have."-Niall.

"Well, you are very hot."-Me.

"I could say the same about you baby."-Niall.

"Can I get dressed now?"-Me.

"Can I help?"-Niall.

"Of course. If you really want to."-Me.I got the outfit out and the matching bra and thong set, pink lace zebra. Well, the bra and thong set Niall picked out. He couldn't do my bra, so I had to.

"Damn, those things are easier to take off then they are to put on."-Niall. I started giggling and had a hard time stopping.

"Babe, stop laughing at me."-Niall. Then he continued to dress me. I decided to put my shoes on after I got ready, so he just put my socks on, with much trouble. I straightened my long blonde hair and put foundation, a light pink shade eyeshadow, some eyeliner on my top lashline, then some mascara. I thought I looked pretty good, surprisingly. I walked out of the bathroom and up to Niall.

"You are so beautiful."-Niall.

"Thank you. I love you."-Me.

"I love you more."-Niall. I shook my head and kissed him. I love this guy so much. I put my Jordan's on and walked to Zayn's room. I knocked on the door and he opened it. We went to his car and started driving the long ass drive to the Italian place. I don't get why he wanted to go somewhere so far away. I almost fell asleep, but it was right when we arrived. Thank god. My make up would've been RUINED! We small talked over dinner and went home after. When we got home, we walked in and everyone but Niall was in the living room watching tv. 

"Where's Niall?"-Me.

"Your room. He hasn't left since you went out."-Hayley. I nodded and ran up the stairs. I walked into my room and he was laying on the bed. 

"Babe, you okay?"-Me.


"What's wrong?"-Me.

"How long have you been with Zayn?"-Niall.

"A couple of hours?"-Me.

"No, I mean how long have you been dating him?!"-Niall.


"Hannah, stop fucking lying to me!!"-Niall.

"I'm not lying, what happened?"-Me.

"I went on Twitter and there are a bunch of tweets about you and Zayn.. How could you do this to me?"-Niall.

"I have no clue what you're talking about."-Me.

"How could you?!"-Niall.

"None of that is true Niall! I would never do that!"-Me.

"Actually Hannah, it makes a bunch of sense, I cheated on you before, so you wanted to get me back. I thought we talked about that and settled it?!"-Niall.

"We did. I am not dating Zayn."-Me.

"Then what was all the pictures of you and Zayn up at 10 yesterday morning, with you in your underwear and my sweatshirt?!"-Niall.

"I woke up from a nightmare, and so did he."-Me.

"And about the video of him saying he liked you?!"-Niall.

"I'm not going to lie to you, he told me he liked me, but I told him I was happy with you."-Me.

"Yet you spend all day with him?!'-Niall.

"I was getting stuff for the house! He wanted to join me so I wasn't alone. Calm down."-Me.

"I'm so sorry."-Niall.

"It's fine."-Me.

"No it's not. I didn't give you time to explain. I apologize."-Niall.

"It's fine, really is."-Me.

"I just don't want us to go back to our old ways."-Niall.

"I won't let us. I promise you, we will be together forever."-Me.

"Forever and always."-Niall.

"Forever and always. I love you."-Me.

"I love you to infinity and beyond."-Niall.


Zayn's POV

I was walking back to my room when I stopped at Hannah's door. Her and Niall were fighting about something, but then they told each other they loved one another. Then she said forever and always.. It broke my heart into a million pieces. I just went right to my room and bawled my eyes out. I have told her how I feel, and yet she still doesn't want to be with me. I want her more than anything, yet she still wants to be with Niall. I hate this. I hate feeling like this. Maybe I should call Perrie and start talking to her again. But then it will be selfish, and i am not like that. I will not go down that path. I am going to wait for Hannah. Even if I have to wait forever and always. I just want her to be mine.

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