Where Are You Now?

**Read Love Me Like You Do 15+ before reading.**
When Hannah and Hayley get separated, can they keep their friendship strong? Does Hayley break? Does Hannah break? How could anything go right after they lose contact with the boys, other than Hayley and them.. Hannah has nothing to do with any of the boys... When Hannah has to bring her friends daughter to a One Direction signing, what happens?


25. Bad Idea?

Hannah's POV

When Bentley left, Justin and I were honestly kind of lost. Bentley has been here for three months. What were we going to do all day? Everyday? Without a little kid running around. We got used to having Bentley here. I called Hayley about three hours later. 


Hayley: Hello?

Me: Do you want any of the stuff from Bentley's room?

Hayley: Uhh, not until we go home.

Me: Okay. How has he been?

Hayley: He still doesn't want to be here. Do you mind if we all come over later?

Me: Not at all. I have to talk to you anyway.

Hayley: Should. Be worried?

Me: I don't think so. Haha.

Hayley: Okay. See you then. Love you. 

Me: Love you too!


After she hung up, I went to go tell Justin. When I walked into our room, he was on the phone so I just went to the kitchen to wait. His management has been talking about him going to London for a couple concerts. It will be three months long. We have continued to talk about having a baby, but without him here, it will be really hard. I haven't talked to Hayley about any of this, but I will tonight. I haven't gone to the doctors yet, I'm not fully sure if a baby is a good move for us yet. It will be a big change and I'm not sure if I can handle a new born baby alone. I know Justin and I will be together forever, I have no doubts about that, but I'm not sure if him being gone will be a big problem with my pregnancy. When Niall and I were together, there was a lot of problems and I don't want that to happen again. I can't let what happened to my other baby, happen to this baby. I kind of think its too soon. I have to talk to Justin about this also. I'm just scared he will think I don't want to have a baby with him. He might think i think that I don't want one with him at all. We are engaged. We aren't married. I don't know when we will get married and I don't want to rush it any more. Just as I was thinking, Justin came down and looked really upset.

"What's wrong?"-Me.

"I have to go do those concerts."-Justin.

"Oh. Okay."-Me.

"I'm so sorry baby."-Justin.

"It's not your fault. It's your job, I understand."-Me.

"I love you."-Justin.

"I love you too."-Me. Then I started crying. I didn't know why. Too much stuff was going through my mind he was starting the movie when he got back. Everything was getting too hard. He wrapped his arms around my waist and I threw my arms around his neck. I pulled him closer than ever before. I loved him and I needed him. Maybe a baby would be a good thing. When Justin wasn't here, I would always have a part of him. 

"When are you leaving?"-Me.

"In two days."-Justin. I nodded and sat on the couch. He turned the tv on and we watched this stupid show. I wasn't listening or watching it. I was thinking about what would happen when he left. Maybe Liam will have to go back on tour and I would get to have Bentley again. It would be a big change without Justin but I could do it. 

"What are you thinking about?"-Justin.



"Going to the doctors soon."-Me.


"To get my birth control taken out."-Me. His face lit up in a huge smile.

"So you want to have a baby?!"-Justin. I nodded and he pulled me into his lap. He started kissing me and it turned into a make out session. Soon, he was carrying me to our bedroom. He started to get rougher and pushed me up against the wall. He picked me up and I wrapped my lags around his waist. He kissed down my neck and took his sweatshirt off of me. Then I took his shirt off. We took our clothes off and there was a knock on the door. Shit.

"Who is that?"-Justin.

"Hayley."-Me. He nodded and we got redressed. Justin had to stay upstairs for a little while, he had to get rid of the you know.. The bulge that grew.. Haha. I answered the door and Bentley ran into my arms. 

"I MISSED YOU SO MUCH!"-Bentley. Hayley started to frown. I put him down and him and Liam ran up to his room. I pulled Hayley into a hug and she cried into my chest. 

"I... Just... It.. Hurts.."-Hayley.

"Shh. I know. I'm sorry."-Me. She didnt say anything else, just cried into me. I had make up all over Justin's sweatshirt. He wouldn't mind. She finished and looked at the sweatshirt. 

"Oh my god. I am so sorry!"-Hayley.

"Its fine. Justin can get another one."-Mw. She nodded and we sat on the couch.

"What did you have to talk to me about?"-Hayley.

"Justin is going to have to leave for about a month or two."-Me.

"Aww Hannah. I'm sorry."-Hayley.

"it's fine. Dies Liam have to go back on tour?"-Me.

"Yeah. Another two and a half months."-Hayley.

"Do you think Bentley could stay here while you go back with Liam?"-Me.

"I will have to talk to Liam."-Hayley. I nodded.

"I have to ask your opinion on something."-Me.

"What is it?"-Hayley.

"Do you think I should go to the doctors and get my birth control out?"-Me.

"What?! Why would you want to do that?!?!?"-Hayley.

"Justin and I have been talking about having a baby."-Me.

"I think it's a little too soon, don't you?"-Hayley.

"No not really. I know I want to be with Justin forever. I can't think of being with anyone else."-Me.

"Well, if you feel that way, it's a good idea. I don't thin, it should be too soon. But the way you're talking, I think it would be a good thing. Just check and see if you have feelings for anyone else."-Hayley.

"Like who?"-Me.

"Niall or Harry."-Hayley.

"It's been how long? They are over me and I am over them."-Me.

"They are far from over you Hannah."-Hayley.

"Niall is with that girl and Harry is over me. He has to be by now."-Me. 

"Then explain to me when Harry came back from your photo shoot, why he wouldn't shut up about how perfect you were and how he wished you two were back together. And how you two belonged together. Niall, he still has all the pictures of you two Hannah. You guys took a lot of pictures. Maria doesn't shut up about how you are her role model! Niall tells her to leave! He can't stand to think about you guys not being together! Explain to me all this stuff and ill believe you!"-Hayley. I started crying. Why did they still feel this way about me?! I have done nothing but cause them trouble! I am with Justin! They should be over me. 

"And you crying right now, proves your not over them either."-Hayley.

"No. I am over them Hayley. It just hurts to know how much I have put them through! I have done nothing but cause them pain and trouble. It just surprises me how much they still care about me. I can't handle all this! I hurt them too much."-Me.

"No. You are happy. You need to tell them that there is no way of you guys getting back together."-Hayley. I nodded and we hugged. Justin, Bentley, and Liam all came down stairs and Hayley, Liam and Bentley left. Bentley threw another huge tantrum but Justin convinced him to go. Justin and I were cuddled up on the couch when my phone rang. It was Hayley.


Me: Hello?

Hayley: Liam and I talked. You can have Bentley while they finish the tour. Bentley misses you and I don't want him that far away from you. He needs you. 

Me: Really?!?!

Hayley: Yes. We have to leave again tomorrow, the management told him we have to rush back. I know it's last minute, but this way Justin and you can both have time with Bentley before Justin leave. Is that okay?

Me: Yeah that's fine! I love having him here anyways.

Hayley: Okay. Well I'm going to tell him. Bye


"What was that?"-Justin.

"Hayley. She called and said that Bentley can stay with me while Liam goes back on tour, and you are gone. He is coming over later. Her and Liam have to leave tomorrow. And we both get to spend time with Bentley before you go."-Me.

"REALLY!? But what happens when Liam and Hayley come back in a couple months and have to get Bentley back?"-Justin.

"We'll have to deal with it when it comes I guess."-Me. Then there was a knock on the door. Justin got up and answered it. It was Hayley, Liam and Bentley. Bentley ran over to me. He sat on the couch next to me.

"Hey Bud."-Me.

"HI AUNTY!"-Bentley. Hayley walked over. She sat down next to me and Liam sat down next to her.

"Are you going to do you know what?"-Hayley. I nodded.

"Yeah. I think we are ready. I have to go to the doctors though."-Me. She nodded. Liam looked just confused.

"Well we should get going. BENTLEY!!"-Hayley. He came running down the stairs.

"Yes mommy?"-Bentley.

"Daddy and I are leaving. Okay? We will see you in a couple months. Then you WILL be coming home okay? If you throw another fit like before you will be in trouble. Understand?"-Hayley

"Yes."-Bentley. She gave him a hug and kiss on the forehead.

"Be good okay? I'll miss you."-Hayley.

"I will. And I'll miss you too."-Bentley. Then he went to Liam.

"Be good for Aunty and Uncle. I'll miss you bud."-Liam. He gave Bentley a hug.

"I know I know. I'll miss you to daddy. Love you."-Bentley.

"We love you too. Bye guys. Bye Bentley. Call us if you need anything okay?"-Hayley. We nodded. I gave her a hug and then so did Justin. Then Hayley and Liam left. Justin, Bentley and I decided to go out to eat at a restaurant. Bentley seemed really happy he was here.








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