Where Are You Now?

**Read Love Me Like You Do 15+ before reading.**
When Hannah and Hayley get separated, can they keep their friendship strong? Does Hayley break? Does Hannah break? How could anything go right after they lose contact with the boys, other than Hayley and them.. Hannah has nothing to do with any of the boys... When Hannah has to bring her friends daughter to a One Direction signing, what happens?


10. Already?

Hannah's POV

When Hayley left last night, I was still hurt. She thought I had a perfect life. She, out of all people, know that is pure bullshit. But, I'm not going to let that bother me. I turn around in my king size bed and see no Justin? What?! Then my bedroom door bursts open and Bentley runs in with Justin behind him. Bentley must've woken Justin up.. Awww! Bentley jumped on my bed and started screaming that I had to get up. He took my hand and pulled me to my feet. He dragged me into my closet.

"Now pick out clothes! We have a busy day!!"-Bentley.

"Oh we do? And why's that?"-Me.

"Because Uncle Justin is taking us out for breakfast and then to play!"-Bentley.

"We are?"-Me.

"Uncle Justin promised Aunty!"-Bentley.

"We'll, okay then. I will be right out."-Me. Then he left. Justin went to walk in, but Bentley stopped him.

"Uhh, mom tells me you should never walk in on a girl when they are changing!"-Bentley.

"Well, I have to get dressed bud."-Justin.

"So! Wait til she is done!"-Bentley.

"But you want to leave so I will hurry up."-Justin.

"Nope. She has private parts!"-Bentley. And to think, he's only 2!! Well, soon. When I finished getting dressed, I walked out.

"Aunty, you look very pretty."-Bentley.

"Thank you."-Me. I waked up to him and kissed him on the cheek.

"What about me?!"-Justin. I walked up to him and jumped on him, kissed him on the lips, and he set me down. He smiled and Bentley covered his eyes. Bentley grabbed my hand and made us leave. When we got in the car, Justin came on the radio.

"I've heard him before. Mommy listens to this song allll the time!"-Bentley. Justin and I just laughed. The whole ride, we held hands. I loved this guy so much! Nothing can ever stop me from loving him. When we got to the breakfast, we saw Harry and Niall. Justin called them over and I just sighed. I started coloring on the placemat they sit out. We drew until the boys sat at our table. Harry kept looking at me, but I ignored it. I talked to Niall and Bentley mostly. Justin was talking to Harry most of the time. I wasn't listening to what they were saying, but I would ask later. We ate all together. I guess it was nice. I did miss Niall. He was my best friend, I missed him a lot when he left. When Bentley started fussing, it was time to go. Bentley, Justin, and I went to the park after. When we got there, we were the only ones there. That's weird.

"Go ahead, I will watch you from here babe."-Me.

"But, I want you to play with me."-Bentley. I walked the short walk down to the playplace. When we got there, Bentley ran to the slides. Justin took his phone out and told me to go down the slide with him. I ran to Bentley and carried him to the top of the slide. We went down all the slides and on the last one, Justin was on top of it and popped out, Bentley and I screamed. Justin laughed so hard he fell on the ground. Bentley jumped on top of him and sat on Justin's stomach. I took a picture and set it as my wall paper. Then Justin dragged me down and made me sit on his lap. Bentley then sat on mine. There was a random person walking around, Justin asked him to take the picture, so he did. When he took it, we set it as our wallpapers and I sent it to Hayley. These were my two boys, forever and ever. Then. We looked at the time and saw it was 1. Bentley was saying that he was tired so we drove him to our house. Bentley fell asleep and Justin and I just small talked. When we got home, Justin carried Bentley into our room and put him in bed. We had a good time. Then there was a knock on the door. I went to answer it and saw it was Hayley and Liam.


"We're here for Bentley."-Liam.

"He just fell asleep. But you can hang out with Justin and I for a little while."-Me.

"Okay."-Hayley. Liam officially met Justin and they went to the mancave we have downstairs. Hayley and I just sat on the couch. I made tea.

"So, you happy with Justin?"-Hayley.


"That's good. You completely over Harry and Niall?"-Hayley.

"Yep. I believe so. I am the happiest I have ever been. I have everything now."-Me.

"Yep. I told you that you had a perfect life!"-Hayley.

"Just stop. I'm not in the mood for arguing!"-Me.

"I just think you don't have time for anyone but Justin."-Hayley.

"Oh really?! And what was stopping you from staying away from Liam this trip?! I have seen you once! Fucking once! You came here to hang out with me!"-Me.

"Always about you.."-Hayley.

"Oh my god. Are you for real right now?!"-Me.

"You just had to fucking leave! Why couldn't it be me?!"-Hayley.

"I applied for that before the boys even knew us! I was trying to get in before I knew you!"-Me.

"And what did you have to do to get accepted? Have one of the boys get you in?!"-Hayley.

"I'm not like that! You know that! This is a fucking stupid fight!"-Me.

"Yeah, real stupid. I'm done being the person you came to for everything!"-Hayley.

"You asked me! Are you fucking done now?!"-Me. Then Justin and Liam came back upstairs. Hayley stood up in front of me.

"No I'm not fucking done! I was having the worst time because my best friend that was always there left me! I had no one! You had no problem getting over the fact we weren't the same!"-Hayley. Then I stood up, face to face with her.

"I fucking cried every night! I had to do this! This was my dream! Sorry you had to not go with your fucking boyfriend! That hurt me too! I had to go without the boys and you just like you did! It wasn't just you!"-Me.

"Yeah, you got over it just fine! You had Justin!"-Hayley.

"Not when he went on tour! What did I do then?! You have no clue!"-Me.

"You could've called me!"-Hayley.

"And you could've called me too! The phone works both ways!"-Me

"Not when you became a different person!"-Hayley.

"How did I change?!"-Me.

"You became someone else!"-Hayley.

"Why?! Because I wanted something else? Because I was done with the past and I needed a fresh start?! Because I was done with all the bullshit that London had?! Because I was done going no where in my carrer and needed something new?! Or because it wasn't you doing it?!"-Me. I was pissed! She had no clue about anything!

"Well, I'm sorry Miss. Bigshot had to have everything! I was stuck at home taking care of Bentley! How could I fucking just leave?!"-Hayley.

"Don't complain about haveing a child! You have one!"-Me.

"And you couldn't! If you wanted a kid so fucking bad, then you shouldn't of had that much drama!"-Hayley.

"And most of it was with you!"-Me.

"Don't blame me for your problems Hannah!"-Hayley.

"Then don't blame Bentley for yours! He's the one that fucking saved your life!"-Me.

"Stop! You know how I feel about that!"-Hayley.

"What, Liam you don't know?! She didn't tell you?!"-Me.

"Hannah, fucking stop!"-Hayley.

"No Hayley, what happened?!"-Liam.

"She freaked! She tried to kill herself! She cut. She was anorexic!"-Me.

"What the fuck did I say?!"-Hayley. Liam looked at her in disbelief. She ignored his stare and looked at me. Justin was looking at me but I looked right back at Hayley.

"But, when she found out about Bentley, she stopped. Nothing I could do could make her stop. Nothing."-Me.

"Why wouldn't you tell me?"-Liam.

"It didn't matter. Hannah shouldn't of said shit!"-Hayley.

"We are engaged Hayley! You need to tell me things!"-Liam.

"Hannah, I asked you not to say anything!"-Hayley.

"Why? You scared someone will know your dirty little secret?"-Me. Hayley looked at Liam and left. Liam followed and left in their car. I broke down crying. I knew I shouldn't of said it like that, but she says stuff like that too! She even left Bentley here! Justin came over to me and carried me bridal style to the love seat. He was trying to make me stop crying, but nothing would work.

"Baby, please."-Justin. I finally looked at him and he had tears brimming his eyes.

"Why are you crying babe?"-Me.

"I hate seeing you like this!"-Justin. I kissed him and sat on his lap. I wrapped my legs around his waist and he out his arms around mine.

"I love you."-Me.

"I love you more baby."-Justin.

"That is impossible."-Me.

"Haha. Well, I think we should hurry up and get married. I want to make some beautiful babies."-Justin.

"What? Already?"-Me.

"Well, I love you and you love me. That's enough right?"-Justin. I nodded and he kissed me again. Then we cuddled and fell asleep. In his arms is where I want to be, I know that. But, a baby, already? I don't know. But I do know I will think about it. I love him. Forever and always.

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