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What happens when Harry already has the girl of his dreams, he fell in love with her at first sight and they've been together ever since. She is everything he could ask for, she's beautiful, talented and liked by everyone. But what happens when she introduces him to her sister who is the complete opposite, has he fallen for the wrong girl? (15+)

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4. Chapter 4

Jamie’s POV

I sat down in front of James’s grave, my one and only love. We met many years ago when I ran away, he was homeless and many people judged him because of that. But I knew him, I loved him, he showed me a different way of living. After he passed away everything changed, I changed. I’m not who I used to be, I suppose I never will be. I rested a bunch of flowers by the grave, I smiled reminiscing over our adventures. We always said we would travel the world together, that’s if we ever earned the money. My mum and dad are rich and everybody knows it. They like to support their kids, show them that money is everything. But I’m not naïve like my little sister, money are pieces of paper that buy you nice things. But money doesn’t buy you happiness, my happiness was stolen from me the day he died. I sighed getting up off the grass, it’s been 2 years and it still hurts. My hands trembled as I pressed them on his tomb stone, I brought my face down and kissed the top closing my eyes.

“I love you” I whispered.

My phone interrupted my thoughts, I picked it up from the floor.

“I want you to be prepared for this weekend, I have a big surprise” Lexi chatted happily.

Would it hurt her feelings if I told her I didn’t care?

“Okay” I said.

“Come around 3ish, no I don’t know what time do you think?”

“3 sound’s good.”

“Why are you so…? Oh yeah I forgot are you okay?” she asked.

“I’m perfect” I said bluntly.

“Look I’m going to go I’ve got a lot of things to do, tell mum I’ll call her later” she said before hanging up.

I put my phone in my pocket and left the cemetery, the truth was I had nowhere to go. Yeah I could go see my parents who would try and take my mind off of it, only making things worse. Or sure I could go and see my sister, but twice in one year is too much. I put on the hat James brought me and made my way to the pub.

“Hey Jay how’s things?” Sue asked.

“Good, I’d like a shot of vodka” I ordered.

She frowned “How about some orange juice?”

“I’m 19 not 12” I said coldly.

She rolled her eyes “Fine” she gave in.

Jake sat down next to me ordering himself a beer “Hey Jay” he smiled.

“Hey” I smiled.

Jake and I have a very complicated relationship to say the least, I actually lost my virginity to him when I was 15… I know that makes me a slut, but I was in a dark place back then. That was the age where everything started to go wrong. Ever since then Jake and I kept our distance from each other, it was too awkward. But when James died I sought any form of comfort and for a while he was my only option. That was until I started to explore different things, different people… But days like this I needed him.

“You wanna get out of here?” I asked him.

“I can’t Jay, come on let’s just have a drink.”

I rolled my eyes, always trying to do the right thing but he messes up every time…

As soon as we got to his he pushed me on the bed kissing me, I groaned taking off his clothes. He licked his lips as he pulled off my dress.

“I want you” he growled.

“Mm” I mumbled pushing him down.

He grabbed my waist with his hands pushing me onto him, I cried out as he moved his hips with mine. He sucked my neck breathing deeply, I inhaled and exhaled before I exploded. I lay there for a while speechless, he turned over to face me attempting to hold my hand. I pulled my hand away from his and sat up.

“This was nice” I smiled.

“Oh come off it Jay, it’s been 2 years he’s never coming back why won’t you let me in?”

I turned around my face full of disgust “Fuck you” I shouted.

“I’m sorry I know that was harsh, but Jay I want you more than I’ve ever wanted any girl. You are beautiful, real, honest…”

I interrupted him “Look this is all too much, you are a good friend of mine. Yeah from time to time we have a laugh but that is all” I shrugged.

“You can’t keep doing this to me Jay.”

“Doing what?” I asked innocently.

“Leading me on like I’m some fucking lost puppy it’s not fair.”

I sighed “Okay you’re right, I’m sorry” I frowned.

“We can still hang out just not do shit like that” he tried to laugh.

“You’d call that shit?” I raised my eyebrow.

He shook his head “You know that’s not what I’m saying, that is amazing but afterwards I feel like shit” he explained.

“Okay” I nodded feeling awkward. “I should probably go now, but it was nice seeing you” I smiled.

“Think about it” he said.

“About what?” I asked.

“Me and you, whenever you are ready.”

“Jake I don’t think I will ever be ready, especially with us and all. I need someone new someone I can start over with. You’ve known me for too long it will never work.”

“I understand” he frowned.

“Talk soon” I smiled before leaving.

Why do people have to make sex so fucking difficult? It’s an attraction between two people which they act upon. Yes people do it when they are in love which brings the passion. The only passionate sex I have ever had was with James. I am worried I will never find that spark again, maybe it’s true everyone has one person made for them. He was mine so there must be no one else right for me.

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