The love of a blade.

"Why do you do it to yourself?" I ask,
"Because I'm punishing myself for never being good enough,"
That day Scarlett Harper didnt know she would bump into 'the one', literally, she was just trying to get to school. When the worlds biggest boyband attend her school for the rest of term and trys to stop her from her life changing habbit, will she listen or carry on being the musician with a twist. Her strings as her arm and her bow the blade.
With loosing both her parents, she hasnt learnt to trust anyone let alone love them. Will she open her heart or will it stay closed for the person that should mean the world to her?


13. Chapter 9 - Never have I ever.

Hi guys! 

Two updates in three days! Whhaaaaaat? 

At the end of the story I'm gonna put up a list of all the songs that's been mentioned in the story so you can go check them out on youtube or whatever!

Sorry it's not the best! But it's ten to twelve when I typed this up but didn't upload as I have bad internet signal in my bed :3

Have fun in school today if you're going back if not lucky you! 

Love you marshmallows *Mwahh*

~Porgie <3


Getting back to the house was fun me and Logan had a race with Scarlett on my back and Izzy on his. Lou and Harry tried to join in but fell after the first few meters. However, I'm glad to say we won. Just.

When everyone got inside we all sat in the living room chatting when suddenly Logan came in with a bottle of Jack Daniels. 

"I suggest we play a game!" He declares 

"Never have I ever," Scarlett mumbles next to be.

"Never have I ever!" Logan repeats as Izzy and Scarlett swap a note. They really like betting.

As we sit in a circle on the floor and get given a shot glass each, I start to get scared. Butterflies are erupting through my stomach making leaps and bounds around the edge as I think about what could happen, what if I mess up and make Scarlett hate me? What would happen then? I never had a chance with her anyway so why do I care? I don't right? Right.

Wow, Zayn you've officially gone insane.

"I'll start," Izzy declares, "Never have I ever... Shaved my face!" She finishes, smirking as all the boys drink. 

"Fine then," Logan starts from next to her, "Never have I ever worn make up for more than an hour." Making everyone but him drink. "Really?!" 

"We're pop stars what do you expect?" Niall explains.

"Never have I ever skinny dipped," Louis says as both Scarlett and Harry drank.

"Okay, never have I ever fell in love with a celebrity," Harry challenges. Liam, Niall, Logan and I drank. 

Scarlett’s turn now, "Never have I ever slept with someone in this room."

Scarlett was about to take her shot as no one drank until Logan quickly took his with Izzy following.

My turn, shit what should I ask? Think of something simple, "Never have I ever," Come one think! "Dyed my hair," I finish as Scarlett and Louis take their shots.

Nialls turn and he went innocent, "Never have I ever loved a teddy," Luckily everyone drank.

"Never have I ever worn leather trousers," Liam says proudly, with Scarlett and Louis drinking again.

Now it was back to Izzy, "Never have I ever slept with someone outside a relationship," Again Scarlett drinks with Harry and Niall joining her. 

"Never have I ever fancied anyone in this room," Logan’s eyes roam around challenging everyone individually. Both the girls drink with me joining them with my heart beating in my ears.

"Never have I ever snogged anyone in this room!" Louis shouts as alcohol makes him louder than normal. Both Izzy and Logan take theirs simultaneously then me and Scarlett.

This ended with all the boys gasping, "Y-you two snogged?!" Harry gasped 

Panicking I responded with "Yeah, but it was a onetime thing, it didn't mean anything." Rubbing my neck.

"Yeah onetime thing," Scarlett repeats looking down, "It's getting late I should be heading to bed. Night guys!" She says before heading up the stairs.

"Did you mean it, what you said?" Logan pushes angrily.

"Erh, I guess," I start, "I-I don't know. I just said it because she doesn't like me and it didn't mean anything to her."

"Trust me it meant something to her! She's upset now! Because of you. Go find her and tell her what it meant to you!" Izzy screams shoving me towards the stairs.

Before I even get to Scarlett’s door I can hear her guitar playing a song. So I decided to sit outside and listen.


One Friday night I took a pill or maybe two
Down at the car park I saw everyone I knew
And before the night had started we had planned to crash a party
Just a place that someone knew a local house belonging to a gangsters crew 
And at the door they shone a light into my face
Have to admit I felt a little out of place
But I made my way inside past a thousand crazy eyes
Then a friend took me aside said everyone here has a knife

I've seen it all
I've seen it all now
I swear to god I've seen it all
Nothing shocks me anymore after tonight 

Those little doves had sent my mind and heart a-beating
To say I felt weird really doesn't need repeating
I could sense the mounting tension the atmosphere of violence 
And then they took a guy out side and someone stabbed him with a knife

I've seen it all
I've seen it all now I swear to god
I've seen it all nothing shocks me anymore after tonight

I've seen it all
I've seen it all now
I've seen it all,
I've seen it all now I swear to god 
I've seen it all nothing shocks me anymore after tonight
I've seen the light but not the kind I would have liked

As I sit outside and listen I can hear something different with her voice.

Looking through the door, that’s slightly open, I see her sitting on her bed crying. Now I've seen it all.

"Hey," I say walking through her door and sitting on her bed next to her as she turns her head to look outside the glass doors opposite the other door. 

"You alright?" I ask.

"Yeah, I'm fine." She mumbles still looking the other way.

"You're obviously not." I state.

"Ask a stupid question expect a stupid answer," She says turning her head to look at me.

As I have her looking at me, I take the chance to say what I came here to, "Look what I said before, I just said it because I didn't think it meant anything to you," I explain taking one of her hands in mine as she uses the other one to place the guitar down on Izzy’s bed.

"Well it did. I didn't want it to, but it did." She stutters throwing her hands up in the air, letting mine go.

"What now then?" I ask not knowing what to do.

"I-I don't know," She stutters playing with her fingers.

After a few minutes of silence I come up with an idea, "Why don't we give it a go?" I suggest looking into her emerald eyes, "We should give it a go, you and I, as this kiss meant something to both of us. We don't have to tell anyone until we're confident it'll work." I explain getting excited at the possibilities. However it stays silence for a while then I mumble, "It was stupid, forget about that, sorry." 

"No, no it wasn't." She say finally. Taking a deep breath, she says "Let’s do it you and me." 

"Really?!" I ask, shocked at her response.

"Yeah let’s do it,” she replies smiling.

Our eyes both flicking from eyes to mouth as we both lean in. Then sweet magic as our lips touch.

Her hand resting on my shoulder as our lips move together.

As Scarlett pulls away I can't help but smile at the thought that she's mine.

"Let’s head back down stairs," I say wiping the remaining tears away with my thumbs then leaving a kiss on her forehead as I stand up holding my hand out for her. 

Standing up and taking my hand we both head down stairs.

As we near the bottom of the stairs Scarlett hides behind me more and more. Rubbing circles on the back of her hand to try to calm her down as we enter the living room again.

"You're back!" Louis screams, making everyone’s eyes flick up to us.

Izzy seeing our hands joined together smiles and points it out to Logan who smiles as well as we go to sit back down in the circle. 

Listening to the conversation I can't help but smile at the fact how good my life is right now.

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