Look After You (Louis Tomlinson Fanfiction)

Kari. 19 year old girl. Parents were a crazed abusive people and she was bullied in school. Finally the cops took her away from her violent parents and terrible neighbor hood. And in a matter of a week was in her new foster home. The Tomlinson's. But will her crazed parents find her and take her back to her dark past or will she stay for love of her new family?

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20. We have company...

Kari's P.O.V.

The sound of small little rain drops hitting my window woke me up from a deep sleep. I opened my eyes and still. Nothing. Pitch black. Nothing. I felt Lou's legs intertwined with mine. I heard him snoring. Lou's snoring was cute at first. Cause it was soft and light. You couldn't really hear it, you had to be close. But in the middle of the night, which I guess is right now. His snoring escalates very quickly to very loud and powerful.

"Lou?" I said softly.

If he kept snoring like this I wouldn't be able to sleep. He didn't move. I moved my legs that were intertwined with mine. Still he kept snoring.

"Lou!" I yelled/whispered. Nothing. I groaned into my pillow. I could hear Lou's snoring getting louder.

"Oh Louis shut up." I said to myself. I turned around and felt for his face. Once found I lightly slapped it. He shot up.

"What?! I'm awake!" He said nervously. I felt his arms come around me. "Are you ok?" He asked nervously.

"Yeah Lou I'm fine."

"Are you sure?"

"Yes I am. You just snoring really loud." I said chuckling.

"Oh sorry, love." He said laughing. I nodded and felt for his chest and cuddled into his bare chest. "I'll try to be quieter." He said. I could hear the smile he had on in his voice.

"Ok babe." I said in his neck. And before I could hear him say goodnight. I was out like a light.

**

Morning came quickly. Before I knew it I felt Lou lightly shaking me to get up.

"Babe?" He said.

I groaned and turn to the other side.

"Come on baby its time to wake up." He said kissing over my back.

"5 more minutes." I said yawing.

"I already gave you 10 now come on." He said. He helped me sit up and carried me to the bathroom. He sat me on the edge of the bathtub. "Be careful not to loose your balance ok Love?" He said. I nodded. Being blind is terrible when your tired. Cause all you see is pitch black darkness and it feels like you are about to go to sleep. I heard Lou take out some thing. I wasn't sure what it was. But when he placed it near my lips I could smell the minty aroma.

"You know I can brush my teeth myself." I told him.

"But it would be better if I did it though, just in case." He stated. "Now open." He said kindly.

I opened my mouth and he brushed along my teeth. He even made sure to get every spot. I was surprised of how good he was doing it. I loved Lou a lot but I think he was taking me being blind a little over protective.

                  When we finished he even carried me to the kitchen to eat breakfast.

"Where's Johannah and Cassie?" I asked. Hearing the house being so empty made me realize that the weren't here.

"School started again so Cassie is at school. And Mum is at work. She's working till 11pm."

"Why so late?"

"I don't know. But she's getting paid more." He stated.

"Why aren't you at school?" I asked.

"Cause I wanted, well needed to stay with you. I'm not leaving." He said

I could hear him moving through out the kitchen. Soon the aroma of something sweet filled the room. When he came back to where I was sitting he touched my hand and pulled it out to make me touch the bowl he had in his hand. I held it and felt around the rim for any utensil to eat it with.

"What is it?" I asked curiously.

"Fruit. The doctor said to give you it in the mornings cause you lacked natural sugars. Probably from not eating." I nodded. I felt him touch my chin. "But don't worry, your safe with us now." He softly said.

My hand stopped when I felt the narrow part of the spoon. I grabbed onto it and scooped some fruit out of the bowl. But I felt Lou's hand stop me.

"Let me." He said.

"Can you please let me do something's my self!" I shouted. "I'm tired and stressed and depressed about what has happened to me. I just cant take it. I want to do things myself. I didn't want everyone thinking that I cant!" I yelled.

I could just imagine Lou's face now. Upset, torn and probably hurt. I just needed to get my feeling out. I was on the verge of tears. I was so upset about what has happened to me. I just wished it never happened. I never wanted to hurt Lou. I loved him. I still felt his presence right in front of me. He didn't speak. But I knew I needed to. I felt for his hand. I ran my hand up his arm to his shoulders, on his neck and to his face. I cupped his face in my hands. I felt tears go down his face. That hurt me so much. I hated knowing that Lou was crying. I remembered what he looked like when he would cry. When ever he did it almost brought me to tears myself.

"I'm so sorry." I said.

"I-I just wanted to help." He said.

"I know and I'm thankful for that Lou. I really am. I'm sorry I took out all my anger and frustration on you. I just didn't want to seem that I was helpless and couldn't do things on my own. I will always need your help, ok? You mean everything to me and I'm just upset about, what has happened to me."

I felt his head nod. He touched my face and brought it close to his. I could feel our foreheads touching. And soon are lips touching, and our tears stained on our cheeks touching. His lips were tangled in mine. We breathed heavy through our nose. And soon we parted.

"Sorry-"

"No, Its fine. I understand. I know I can be really over protective sometimes. But I just don't want you to be hurt. Ok princess?" He said. I nodded and lightly touched over his face and to his lips. I ran my finger lightly over his lips, which I do when I'm normally stressed or need to calm down.

"Lou?"

"Yes baby?"

"I feel like I wont be able to have the things I wanted to have."

"Like what Hun?"

I shrugged. I wanted to tell him. I was just upset though. I wished for these things when I was a girl. And now they were all taken away from me. He picked me up and soon he laid me down on a soft bed. Our bed. He held me in his arms. "Talk to me." he whispered. I knew he meant for me to carry on what I was saying.

"I don't know. I mean like, I cant draw anymore. I've always wanted to be an artist but now I cant even see to draw." I said laying my head in the crook of his neck. He touched my head. And rubbed softly over my neck. "I can never see you anymore. I cant see how you feel if your upset. I cant see anything that's going on around me. What beautiful things I will miss." The list kept going. And as It did I seemed to be getting more and more depressed.

"Kari? Most of those things are true and most of them aren't."

"They all are true. I wont even be able to have children." I whispered. I've always wanted to have a child. One for every corner of the house. But now. I don't even know if I can.

"That's not true." Lou said sternly. "You will have kids. We will have kids." He said grabbing my hands. "We both will have a family and we both will always be together.

"But I wont be able to see them." I said softly.

"You will Kari. I know you will." He said. "You are now even more special to me Kari ok? Your everything I could have wanted. I've always wanted someone with something special about them." He said. That made me smile. I haven't smiled in a while. I felt his lips press on mine. He went to pull away after a couple seconds but I pulled on his shirt making his lips reattach with mine. I heard him chuckle in the kiss.

"I never told you to leave." I said with a smile after we finally departed. I heard his sweet laugh fill the room. Which made me widely smile.

"I love you." He said.

"I love you too."

**

Soon it was noon and Lou was making me lunch. We had the TV on I could only listen and image what was going on. But even funny shows made me laugh just by what they were saying. We were still in our pj's. I told him I didn't want to change. I was probably being lazy. I loved having only his shirt on though. It felt like no matter how much you wore it his scent would never come off of it. I heard the rain drops hit the window, I loved that it was raining. And I loved that today I could have some time with Lou. While I was, well, listening to the TV I heard the door bell ring.

"Lou! Someone's at the door!" I shouted. I heard him run to the door and open it.

"You?" He said confused. I listened closely curious of who it was. "What are you doing here?" He asked.

"You weren't at school today. And I heard what happened to Kari."

"Why would you care what happened?" He said sternly. Thoughts ran through my head of who could that be. But nothing seemed to fit.

"I just came to see her. And apologize. Please Lou, can I come in?" The female voice said. I heard a long pause. I wondered what was going on? Who could it be? I heard the door open wider and footsteps walk in.

"She's in the living room." He told her. I heard both their feet walk in the room. I stayed still. Only because I could see anything and I didn't know who it was. I heard her take a seat on the couch and Lou sat next to me and held my hand.

"Lou? Lou who is that?" I asked. There was a long pause as I waited for my answer.

 

 

"Its Janet."

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