Drifting apart

Brooklyn and Haley are best friends until they slowly start to drift apart. Partially because of Haley's new boyfriend Niall and also because Brooklyn doesn't always believe her.


15. Finally talking

Haley's P.O.V

                     It's been a year since I have talked to any one. My parents have tried to take me to a therapist but I still don't talk. I don't text anyone so i smashed my phone a few months ago. I have a feeling that Liam likes me just never talks to me. It's like he give's me these looks like I'm here for you and it's like we talk through our eyes. Brooklyn has tried talking to me but I just ignore her. Sometimes I wanna say I'm sorry but what am I sorry for she is the one that made out with my boyfriend in the first place. I've only tried to kill my self once this year being that it's only March because last year I tried killing myself 5 times but I couldn't do it I was to scared to die, and I remember what I have left to go it's not worth dying for. 

                Every now and then I go outside to the park and talk to the moon. I know it sounds stupid and all but the moon doesn't care what I say it listens even though it's really far away and it's nice so I don't forget my own voice. Also, I can tell it anything and it won't judge me like everyone else would.

              I went to the park tonight and sat on my favorite bench because it gives me a good view of the moon and today the moon was really pretty and big. I didn't feel like talking until something popped in my head. "do you think I could do something big one day and not feel like I'm nothing? Everyday I see people smiling and I want to know why they are smiling or when they laugh what made them laugh... I haven't laughed in a long time  went I went home I grabbed clothes and went to take a shower because I had a long day.


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