Yvonne was a dancer. Justin was a popstar. When they meet up by chance at a tryout for Justin's dancers they instantly fall in love. This match made in heaven is hit with problem after problem like death, being stranded, jealousy, betrayal and more. The only thing holding Yvonne and Justin together is the love and devotion that they have towards one another.


18. Tears

  Justins POV

 "I forgot to tell you that you won't have to be in the studio for awhile. We are giving you a few months off to relax."

"Thats great" I say

"But..." scooter starts.

 "Here it is. the catch" I say 

He chuckles "While your not working in the studio here you need to work on some new material. Just some Ideas and the basics. When you come back from you break we can work together and put the songs together to form an album."

"Cool. That sounds doable."

We talk for a little bit longer and Yvonne and I head home. 

 "So..." I start. "What do you wanna do for these next few months?"

"I don't know Justin." She said. She looked tired. Like she hadn't been getting enough sleep. 

"Hey, Yvonne, are you ok?" I asked trying to hide the concern in my voice.

"Yea, I'm fine." She said. I could tell she was hiding something from me, but I decided to shake it off.

 Yvonne's POV

 "Yea, I'm fine" I lied. I could tell by the look on his face that he knew I wasn't. I was grateful he didn't press for more. When we got back to Justin's Mansion I grabbed some pajamas and a towel and headed into the bathroom to shower. When I came out of the bathroom Justin was lying in the bed watching cartoons. He was wearing sweatpants and no shirt. I was so lucky to have him. He cares about me like no one else ever did. I wish his beliebers where the same way. The hate kept getting worse and worse. People were calling me names like fat, ugly, slut, bitch, skank, whore, even the C word, and it was only getting worse. Because not only would they call me names but they would say that Justin didn't love me and that he never would or that He was still with me because he didn't want to break my heart. They said he was with me for publicity. Only a few beliebers stood up for me. Some beliebers did nothing. All they did was watch on as I got bullied by others. It only looks like it doesn't hurt but it does. I can see that Justin loves me. I can see that He cares. I know he does. I can tell by every hug, every kiss. I know in every moment that we share, he loves me. But his fans... they tear me down, make me feel like nothing. They have started making rumors up about me. That I'm seeing someone else. That I love Justin for his fame and his money. I love Justin for who he is. I love him for what he stands for. He could be homeless and I would still love him. I would never cheat on him or break his heart. 

 Besides from the beliebers hating me, my best friend, or should I say EX-best friend, also hates me. I don't know why. One day I called her and she never answered. I kept calling until she answered. 

**2 weeks ago on the phone**

ring ring ring

amber "Hello"

Yvonne "Hey are you ok why did it take so long to answer."

"Because I don't want to talk to you."

"Why?" I asked concerned "Did I do something wrong?"

"Don't act innocent you bitch. Don't fucking talk to me again." She hung up

**Back to the present**

I wasn't sure what to think anymore. Justin was the only one there for me now. I had my parents too I guess but we don't really get the chance to talk much. 

  I put my clothes in the hamper and laid down next to Justin. He wrapped his arm around me as I got comfortable under the cushion. I hid my face into his chest and closed my eyes. "Yvonne, are you sure your ok?" 

"Yea, I just don't feel good." It took all of my will power not to break down right there. He just cared so much. Almost too much. I felt like I didn't give him enough in return. Maybe the beliebers are right. Maybe I don't deserve to be with him.

 ** a month later **

 We were sitting on the couch cuddling. There was a severe Thunder Storm passing over us. I saw lighting strike outside and it went dark. Justin held me closer. 

Ring Ring Ring 

My phone scared me. I answered it "Hello"

My face went blank. I turned pale. Very pale. I dropped my phone onto the floor. I couldn't take this. not now. Why did this have to happen. Justin looked at me and picked up my phone. "Hello He said into the phone. Then he went from confused to concerned. After he hung up He held me closer. I was in shock. I didn't cry. I couldn't move. I was in complete shock. "Justin looked at me. "Yvonne. Yvonne say something" He was concerned. He couldn't even try to hide it. "YVONNE!" That was the last thing I heard before everything turned to darkness. 

 "YVONNE!!!! Your gonna be late!" My mom yelled from the bottom of the stairs. "Coming!!" I yelled back. I ran downstairs and into the car. She parked outside of the school. I hugged her and said goodbye. She started whispering in my ear "Yvonne....yvonne..wake up..yvonne"

  I opened my eyes and I was in a white hospital room. Justin was next to me with red puffy eyes. He had been crying.  "Yvonne!!" He yelled happily and flung his arms around me. He started crying. "I was so worried. I-I thought you might not come back." 

"Well I'm back" I smiled at him and he held me in his arms. The doctor came in and told me I could go home now. Once we got there Justin treated me like a princess. He carried me to our bedroom and laid me on the bed. He got my pajamas out and went downstairs to get me food as I got dressed when he came back up he sat next to me with a tray of grilled cheese. I smiled but then stopped. "Whats wrong baby?"

"I don't deserve this." I said.

"Baby of course you do." He leaned in for a kiss but I stopped him.

"No, I don't. I don't deserve the things you get me. I don't deserve your hugs or your kisses. I don't deserve to be your girlfriend. And lastly, I don't deserve you." With that I got up and ran outside. It was still raining but the Lightning and thunder were gone. all I had on were my pajamas and slippers. I was holding my phone. I forgot to grab a jacket when I ran out. I just kept running anyways. I didn't know where I was going and I didn't care. I had to go somewhere. Running track when I was in high school really came in handy. I ran for about ten minutes non stop. I stopped when I came up to the park. I sat underneath a tree and cried. I cried and cried and cried. I cried because of the rumors. I cried because of the lies. I cried because I didn't deserve Justin. I cried because of the phone call. My parents got into a car accident. My dad died on the way to the hospital. My mom died in the ICU. 

 Why did this have to happen to me? I couldn't take that weight on my shoulders anymore. I couldn't handle it. The rain stopped but I didn't notice. It was probably around mid night. It was pure blissful darkness.All of a sudden I hear a car screech to a stop. The door burst open and someone runs out. "YVONNE!" Justin yells for me, but I don't answer. I am still to busy crying to care. I can feel my whole body shutter as a freezing breeze goes by. I can hear Justin getting closer to me. He keeps yelling my name. He runs by me. At first I think he doesn't notice me until he backs up. "Yvonne!" He yelled as he dove at the ground next to me and pulled me into him. "Don't you ever scare me like that again! I love you and nothing is gonna change that and whether you deserve my love or not I'm gonna give it to you."

 We just sat there in each others arms crying in the mud. After a while He pulled me to my feet. We drive home in complete silence. When we get there he takes the key out of the ignition. Neither of us make a move to get out of the car. We didn't look at each other. "Look I know your probably mad bu-" I started. But he cut me off. "Yvonne. I'm not mad at you." He said angrily. He was looking at me. His expression turned soft. "Yvonne I don't know what would make you feel like you don't deserve me. I don't know whats going on lately but If there is something wrong you need to tell me. You can't keep these things from me. I love you Yvonne. I don't what it takes to be with you. I try to give you my love and then you seem happy enough. But clearly your not. I don't know whats been going on with you but I want you to tell me now. Beside your parents death which I'm so so so so sooo sorry about. and if I could have done anything to staop that I would have. But this depression of yours has been going on for a while now and I want to know why the most important thing in my life was almost left me." He looked at me expectantly. I didn't know what to say. hat could I say. That his fans, The people he loved most hated me? Were bullying me? How could I tell him that. He kept looking at me. I knew he wasn't gonna let me go until he got an answer. " have no friends. All I have is you. Amber hates me for reasons I don't even know and your beliebers.." I choked. I started bawling my eyes out. I couldn't hold it in much longer. Justin got out of the car. I couldn't move I was to upset. My door opened and Justin Carried me out.

 He laid me in bed and undressed me. I didn't stop him. He grabbed dry pajamas and put them on me. Then he kissed me and laid down next to me. "What did my beliebers say?" He asked. I just gave him my phone. He was looking through my tweet. "I don't know what to say." He said. "Look through my DM's too." He did. His face was a mixture of emotions. I could tell he didn't know his beliebers would do this. "I'm sorry they did this to you." He said lifting my face up. "I would have put a stop to it the second I found out." He kissed me. This kiss was different from all the others though. This one was more passionate and full of love. But I wanted more. Justin got on top of me and started undressing me. I ripped off his shirt. and his pants. "Are you sure?" He whispered in a raspy voice. I nodded. Then it happened. Justin and I just did it. 


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