Speak Now

A story of silence, secrets, love and passion.

When I was born I was an "accident". That's what my parents always said. They were never around for me. I see all the other parents who hug their daughters. I don't think I can do this anymore....Help


3. I love you

Beca's POV

As Jake held my hand and we went to the park I felt happy. We were together once again.

"When do I have to go back?" I asked breaking the silence.

"When you are ready to go to court." He said trying to find different words.

"What?" I asked When I go to court?

"Yeah well what I mean is if you show the judge proof of him abusing you he is going to jail." He then said looking forward to the on coming park.

"Where will I go?" I asked trying to keep the tears inside.

He stopped and looked down at me.

"I dont know. But like you have said we both have to stay positive." He said tears welling up in his eyes. He then engulfed me in his arms as we both cried.

"I love you so much. I haven't gone a day without thinking of you Beca." Jake said burying his face into my shoulder.

"I love you too Jake." I replied hugging him tighter.

Our emracing then aruptly ended by having somebody rip us apart and throw me to the ground. Another man then kicked me in the head making me dizzy. Hy head spun around as I watched Jake punch them making them fall to the ground. He picked me up and then started jogging home.

"MOM!" He shouted making my head throb even more. "We just got jumped she's hurt!" He shouted looking down at me.

My head was throbbing. As I watched his mom come down from and stairs and grab the keys. Jake carried me into the car still holding me as we raced to the hospital.

"Hurry mom. She's blinking out." He said worried. "Stay with me Beca. Look into my eyes. Stay with me." Was all I heard until everything went black.

I woke up with pain in my head and somebody holding my hand. I looked down to see Jake kneeling and holding my hand.

"Jake?" I croaked. He lifted his head slowly.

"Mom go get the doctor she's awake." He said quietly as his mom left the room and out the door.

"How are you feeling?" Jake asked looking into m eyes.

"My head hurts." I wispered my mouth feeling dry. "What happened?" I asked trying to clutch his hand but having no energy.

"We got had gotten jumped. Don't worry they got the guys." He explained. "They were with your father." He then said

"Hello." A deep male voice said coming through the door who looked like the doctor. "How are you feeling?" He asked looking at my papers.

"My head hurts and my mouth is dry." I croaked as he injected something into my arm.

"Alright this shot will take the pain away. And here." He said giving Jake a cup over water knwing I won't be able to hold it.

"Looks like you are doing just fine. You will have to stay here for another day or so and be able to go back home. And to my understanding your father is in jail and your mom is dead." He said loking at me.

"Shh." Jake hissed then looking at the doctor with a firm look.

"Dead?" I croaked. What hoe could my mom be dead. I didn't want her dead.

"Your mom commited suicide." Jake said looking into my brown eyes.

"DEAD?" I said louder tears escaping my eyes.

"Yes." Jake then said swallowing the lump in his throat.

I sat up staring at him.

How could MY mom be dead. Why would she ever do that? Didn't she love me for who I am?

I was shocked. I couldn't believe it. My mom was dead and my dad wanted to kill me. Wow. Just wow.

"I think we should leave them alone." The doctor then said breaking the scilence as Jake's mom and the doctor left the room and closed the door quietly.

"How could she be dead?" I asked looking into Jake's sad eyes. "Even though she was never there for me I still loved her!" I said as I bursted into tears. Jake then kissded my hand and hugged me.

"Im sorry." He said as he sat next to me.

"Its not your fault." I said taking in his wonderful scent.


The next few days I stayed at Jake's house. He was the only person I could now trust. I stayed home from school afraid that dad would shiow up. Jake stayed home with me as we sat on the couch watching movies and catching up.

"I think we should go back to school." I then said that wedsday.

"Are you sure?" he asked as I looked into his blue eyes.

"Yes." I said confident.

"Tomorrow then?"



The next morining Jake's mom dropped us of at school. Everybody seemed to now about everything somehow.

"How do you think they know?" I asked Jake as we went to class.

"Im not sure." He said putting his arm around me as the football players walked by.

"How's your mom huh?" Billy then said ctaching up and laughing. "Oh right you dont even have one haha!" He said as I felt Jake tensen up.

"Get out of here." Jake said pulling me closer.

"What are you gonna do bout it huh? With out even a mom or dad.? Orphan! Haha." Billy shouted laughing.

That then set Jake off he removed his arm from my sholdre and pushed Billy against the wall.

"Don't you ever say that to MY girl's face! You hear me?" Jake shouted as people started forming around us.

Billy nodded and Jake released his grip and put his arm around me once more and pushed through the crowd and moved on like nothing happed.


"Why did you get so mad?" I asked Jake as we walked home and he helded my hand tightly.

"Becuase I don't want you to get hurt anymore." He said releasing his ahand from mine and putting it around my shoulder.

When we got home his mom was gone at work. As I got our my homework onto the table Jake brought somr grapes over.

"Here watch this." He said smiling and taking a grape. He then threw it up in the air and caught it in his mouth.

"Haha nice!" I said clapping.

He then threw up another one and opened his mouth. Bu instead of the grape landing in his mouth it his eyes.

"Haha. Good job!" I said smileing and solving a math problem.

"Thanks." He grinned picking it up off the floor and chucking it in the trash can.

I then got a text. As I looked at my phone it then read:

Get out of my school slut. And leave my man alone.

My face went pale. That same word was on that peice of paper. I read the words over and over. Jake then noticed my silence and took my phone and read the text an looked back at me.

"Baby don't believe those words." He said turing the phone all the way off and putting it in his back pocket. We both then did our homework in silence.

"Do you even believe those words?" He then asked.

I stayed silent then looking down at my work.

"Baby. Don't listen to her."

"Who is it?" I croaked letting a tear fall onto my paper.

"Jessica. She was the most stupid girl I have ever dated. I was always thinking about you and I wanted to get my mind off so I dated her. But then 2 days later she was a total bitch and I broke up with her." He explained then grabbing my hand as another tear fell onto the paper.

"Its alright." He said trying to comfert me and then he got out of his seat, picked me up and sat back down with me on his lap as I cried. Jake then started rocking me back and forth trying to comfert me. After a bit we heard his mom close the car door. I lookeda t him and I ran upstais aand into his room. I got under his covers as I liistened.

"Wheres Beca?" His mom asked setting down the bags.

"She's just haveing a moment." He said heping his mom.

"Oh well tell her that we will be having pasta for dinner. Is that ok?" She asked taking out some pots.

"Yea she loves pasta."

"Ok that's good." She then said putting the pot on the stove.

I the heard Jake opened the door slowly.

"Beca?" He said walking over to me. "Scoot over." He said calmly and pulled back the covers and climbed in. He then pulled me close as my breathing slowed.

"Its alright baby. Ok?" He said looking at me with kind eyes. I nodded and he kissed my softly on my lips. Jake then engulfed me in his arms and scent as we both fell asleep.

The next morning I woke up to Jake wispering to is mom that she was just about to leave. When I heard her close her car door I sat up and rubbed my eyes. Jake then climbed back in and hugged me tightly.

"Did you know I love you?" He said nuzzling his nose into my neck.

"Yes." I giggled as he fell backwards onto the pillow taking me with him.

"Arewe home alone?" I asked hoping we were.

"Yep my mom is atuually going to Florida for spring break which starts today. She will be gone the whole time." He grinned kissing my neck.

I opened up my neck for more acsses.

"Im never going to let you go." He wispered in my ear as he kissed my cheek.

"Hungery?" He then asked sitting up.

"Yea very." I said standing up.

"Yea same." As i started walking he got in front of me.

"No since my mom is gone you are all mine." He said smileing and picking me up by the waist and he flung me over his shoulder.

"Jake!" I screamed but not wanting him to let me go.

He then carried me down stairs and sat me up on the kitchen counter.

"Pancakes alright?" He asked pulling them out of the fridge.

"Yep!" I said stealing one from the plate.

"You are so beautiful." He said looking at me since i was eye level with him. I blushed as he kissed my lips more on the rough side.

The day then contained of us watching movies and doing nothing.

*** That Night

"Come on." He then said picking me up bridal style into him room. He then shut his door with his bare foot and put me on the bed.

"Are you mine?" He asked laying down with me.

"Yes." I said grinning. I was his. Now and Forever



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