Before You Leave Me Today.

My name is Baileigh Johnson.I'm 19 years old and I was diagnosed with Leukemia.My boyfriend Harry,Yes Harry Styles,Doesn't know yet,And how I'll tell him is beyond me.Until my time comes I will live life to the fullest and spend every second with him.

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3. I Don't Want To Fight.

Baileigh's POV

Harry was in the bathroom.He hasn't came out since we came back from the hospital.I put my ear to the door.I heard sniffles and hiccups.

"Haz?" I said quietly.He stopped."Y-eah?" I heard him get up."Are you ok?" "Yep i'm just,You know,Going to the bathroom." I heard him flush the toilet and turn on the sink.He opened the door.His eyes were red and his nose was running."I think my um...allergies are acting up." He said.

He didn't look me in the eyes when he spoke to me.He just scanned around the room."Harry,I want to talk to you in the living room." He bit his lip.

"For what?" He said.His voice cracked from crying."You know what." I led him to the living room.We sat on the couch,Harry still not looking me directly in the eyes.

"Harry,I know you were crying in the bathroom.I know your stressed about this.I am to!" Harry wiped his eyes."I'm fine bay,really." I nodded.He was lying but I didn't want to fire him up.

"Harry...Can you look me in the eye for once." He ignored me."What is your problem! I'm trying to work this out!" "Work this out huh!?Nothing is ever going to be the same after this Baileigh! You know you'll never be the same!" "The treatment will work!" Harry looked me in the eyes.He was crying.I knew he was hurt,angry and confused."What if it doesn't?Huh? Then what!" "We need to at least try Harry!" "What if it kills you!What if you die!What will I do?"The tears just fell."What would you do..?God Harry your such a inconsiderate bastard! All you ever do is think about is yourself!"

I stormed off.I couldn't look at him.What if I die?He doesn't even look at the bright side of it! I ran into the bedroom and locked the door.I slid down the door,My face in my hands. I hate it when me and Harry fight.Usually we have little fights that we can soon resolve,I hope we don't carry this fight out for long.

"Love..." I heard at the door.I ignored him."Baby please i'm sorry." His voice only made me cry harder."I can hear you,Love." Should I let him in or not?I ignored him once again.

"If we could only have this life for one more day,If we could only turn back time." He sang in his deep but sweet voice."I know you know the words." I smiled.He cleared his throat."You know I'll be your life your voice your reason to be..." He waited for me to finish."My love my heart is breathing for this." "Moments in time I'll find the words to say~ Before you leave me today." We sang together.

I opened the door.Harry was leaning against the door,Tears stained his cheeks.We both laughed at how foolish we were for fighting.

We cuddled up in bed."We should do a duet at one of my concerts." He joked."Harry,I sounded absolutely rubbish at singing and you know that!'' He kissed my forehead."I thought it was beautiful."  I smiled.

Nothing could be better then this.Nothing.

''You want to have dinner with my mum on Saturday?All she does is talk about how she needs to see you." "Of course I would." I rested my head on Harry's chest,Listening to his heart beat,calmly and softly.He's fully alive,And i'm slowly dying. 

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