I'll Hold You

~Niam Horayne~

PS CHAPTERS ARE KINDA SHORT! SORRY!

Niall Horan + Liam Payne = Niam Horayne :P

(I wanted to write this... Sorry to those who are not Niam Horayne lovers like me. No I do not believe they are gay, but I love them. And they are so sweet together. I get inspired by pictures... and yeah.. The cover like... inspired my writing... Yeah..)

PS: I don't exactly know how to discribe this... So... uhh... Just read it...

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18. Confessions and Wishes

Liam's POV~
 "Mom, Dad, I need to talk to you," I say. Mom looked concerned. Dad just said ok.
 "What about, Liam," Mom said.
 "This isn't easy to tell you, and I'm still the same kid. I'm just realizing new things about myself. And I realized, Mom, Dad, I'm gay."
 "I KNEW HE SHOULDN'T BE HANGING OUT WITH THAT HORAN KID!" my father screams.
 "LEAVE NIALL ALONE DAD! HE'S MY BEST FRIEND! AND YOU CAN'T BLAME HIM THAT I'M GAY!" I yell.
 "I KNEW YOU SHOULDN'T HANG OUT WITH HIM! I KNEW HE'D BE A BAD INFLUENCE! I KNEW HE'D JUST RUIN OUR FAMILY!"
 "NIALL DIDN'T RUIN THE FAMILY DAD! YOUR JUST GOING TO HAVE TO EXCEPT THE FACT THAT I'M GAY!"
 My mother hugs me and says, "Liam, it's your chose what you do in your life and who your attracted to." I think this was meant more towards my father
because she was looking at him when she said it and she made him agree.
 "Now that this has been said, lets go get food!" my father says, slowly becoming ok with the fact that I'm gay.
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 I sit looking out the window. The moon looks amazing tonight. The stars look so clear. The night is so peaceful. I wish I could share this with Niall.
I wish our conversation had gone like this:
 "Niall, I'm gay."
 "Do you like anyone?"
 "Yea. I like you, Niall,"
 "Really? I like you too Liam!" then I could be with Niall. Not Louis. Sure Louis's a cool guy, and he's really funny, but I want to be with Niall. It's like
when your little and you really want chocolate ice cream but your mom buys vanilla. I mean, you like vanilla too, but chocolate is so much better! I realize that may

not be the best analogy for my situation, but it's the best I've got.
 I wonder what Niall's doing. Probably asleep, or talking to Louis. Talking about how happy they are I'm with Louis. Talking about good things. And I'm

sitting here dieing to see him, not my boyfriend. I feel like a bad person. I guess I kinda am too...
 I walk over to my bed, and think about Louis, hoping these thoughts will make me happy and feel less bad about liking Niall. Pretty soon I'm thinking
of Louis and Niall. Then just Niall. I guess I'll never really fall for Louis like I have for Niall. I feel terrible about this too. I feel a tear roll down my cheek.
 "Louis. You don't deserve me. I'm so sorry. So very sorry."

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