You're the One

Jennifer thought everything was perfect, until her world got turned upside down. Was it time to let him go? Did she expect too much? Someone was about to show her what she was missing.


11. I love him

As I was driving home I got a call from Alex.  He was up later than normal.  

"Hey" I said answering excitedly.  I was so glad we were finally getting to talk.  

"Hey baby! I have missed you so much!" he told me. "Gosh I wish I was with you right now."

"Oh yeah? I miss you too babe!" I had to admit I missed not having someone around to be close to.  To hold me, kiss me, tell me how much they love me.  I just wanted him back with me.

"You busy?" 

"Uh just driving home.  I went to a sound check for One Direction tonight." I explained.

"Oh? I had no idea. Have fun?"

"Yeah it was cool.  I got to meet the band." I felt horrible not just opening up to him right then and there.  Telling him that I had met Harry online and that we spent some time together afterward.  That he made me feel something that I hadn't felt for weeks since he left.  But I couldn't.  

"Glad you are out having fun!  How about I let you go so you can drive, and I will catch you tomorrow."

"Yeah, okay.  But I have the concert tomorrow with Lauren, so it'll be late when we get out.  Maybe send me a text or something." I told him.  "I love you so much babe, and I can't wait till we get to visit."

"Me too.  Have fun.  I love you too!"  And with that we hung up.  All of my emotions were a mess after the phone call.  I felt regret, anger, love, hate.  I just had so much I was dealing with.  How could I feel so close to Alex but yet so far away?  How could we possibly make it work if he wasn't around to make me feel the way I needed to feel?  I wanted to feel wanted.  

I got home, and just threw myself across my bed.  I was exhausted.  All my thoughts racing.  I stared at the ceiling.  

My thoughts were interrupted by my phone ringing.  I picked it up and saw that it was Harry.

"Hello" I answered.

"You had me worried." he told me.

"I am so sorry.  I completely forgot." 

"You already forgot about me?  Seriously?" he asked laughing.

"Just a lot on my mind..." I went on. "Alex called, and I am just missing him"

"Do you need to talk?" 

"I'm sure you don't want to hear about my stupid relationship problems." I said.

"If it's about you, I want to hear.  I want to know all about you. And if this guy isn't being good to you, I want to know." 

I smiled.  I couldn't help it. As mad as I was, I still let him get to me.  I went on to tell him how this long distance relationship was so hard.  I figured if anyone could understand it would be him.  He seemed to listen so well and really care.  I may have been imagining it but I could never remember me and Alex ever having a conversation quite this deep.  I was falling, and I knew I shouldn't be.


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