If You Hate Me, Hate Me, If You Love Me, Tell Me

About Natasha, a girl bullied for her good looks, her bright blue eyes and long strawberry blonde hair. Until she meets Joey, a tall thin boy with long brown hair and almost black eyes. The boy all the girls love. Then, when it seems like it might get better, the tunnel closes and the light disappears.

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2. The morning of the worst day of my life

I got ready, the usual routine. Get up, eat, shower, get dressed, try not to break down. My parents think I'm ok, I'm good at covering stuff up. Good at pretending. I always had a good imagination. That's my life. I can never be myself, never relax, always trying to prove that the others have the wrong idea. But it's my voice against hundreds. That's another thing. I have a good voice. Not that that helps anything. Nobody would listen. Nobody listens.

I walk to school. If I see a group of school kids I cross the road. Even though I'm 16 I'm pretty short, so me against ten would be unfair. Although, everything is unfair.

I walk into the building. I meet Kristen by our lockers. I switch to autopilot. My emotions no long show. My emotions no longer matter. I become a shell, a bulletproof shell, but the bullets hurt inside. I've been ripped to shreds by lies, false promises and hate. I'm not loved, I'm not wanted. I'm teased, bullied and hurt by anyone. Everyone.

Nowhere is safe for me. I'm stranded in No Mans Land. Being hit by bullets from all sides. A never ending string of pain and abuse. Nobody should go though it. But I do.

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