If You Hate Me, Hate Me, If You Love Me, Tell Me

About Natasha, a girl bullied for her good looks, her bright blue eyes and long strawberry blonde hair. Until she meets Joey, a tall thin boy with long brown hair and almost black eyes. The boy all the girls love. Then, when it seems like it might get better, the tunnel closes and the light disappears.


1. I can't handle it

Lying on my bed, looking at my life, I hate it. I hate the way people say I'm too pretty and I'm too perfect. They don't understand that I don't want to be pretty or perfect, I just want to get on with my life. I only have one friend, Kristen, who I adore, but she can never make up for all the hate I get. Nobody says anything to my face, it's all behind my back. If you hate me, say it to my face. I don't want pity, I don't want help, I just want the truth. Nothing else, nothing more. The truth can't be that hard to find, can it? If you can't say it to my face you are the coward.

My words mean nothing to anyone. Everyone sees my face and thinks that I'm fake. I'm not, I'm just me. I can't help who I am. I can't be some one different. Can't anyone see that? Many boys ask me out for a dare, see if they can get the gorgeous girl. The gorgeous, stupid, alien girl. The one that is unreachable. The one that nobody understands.

I am that girl. That is me. That is the truth. That is the whole truth.

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