Truth or Dare...

I don't really know if I like this but hey... worth a shot. I'm not really sure whether it should be yellow or red warning...
Poppy had a choice between Ben, the boy she completely detested (or so she thought) who stole her first kiss or Brad, the boy who just plain and simple was there. Of course she falls for Ben's charms, you'd be an idiot not too but he used her and broke her heart only a few months later. Brad just leaves, walks out of her life without a single word and she only found out about him through Sarah and it wasn't good... Now, her she is broken, lost and happy almost, she prefers the new 'her' from the stupid, innocent girl she was before. One night can't change your life really but here it is plain and simple, one boy and one new start.


2. My first kiss when a little like this


We all sat in a circle as Henry spun the bottle… round and round it went picking its two victims at every spin. I hadn't been selected and was the only one left to be un-selected  I must say I was nervous unlike everyone else. There was something that pulled me away from the group, made me unlike the others. hadn't had my first kiss. That may sound bad but yes at fifteen I still hadn't had my first kiss… don’t get me wrong I have had boyfriends, some players only lasting a few weeks others who were similar to me and didn't want to rush things. “Ahh Ben, who will you kiss next?” Sarah, my best friend, squealed as her curly brown hair jumped with her in her excitement, if you didn't guess already Sarah had a little (well that’s an understatement, she had a huge crush on Ben for the last few years but he was always in a relationship until recently). I heard Ben groan opposite me, I could tell with one look he wasn't enjoying the game at all similar to me but we had all been pulled into joining in. Sarah giggled like the typical bubbly girl she was as she spun the bottle, everyone’s eyes watched intensely as the bottle began to slow down skipping Sarah next to me and coming to a halt in front of my feet. Everyone stopped the room fell silence as people started to shuffle awkwardly around, no-one saying anything. Ben followed the rules and took my hand much to my disgust; I seriously didn't understand everyone’s obsession with him he was just a simple, mystery boy. He was nothing like any of my idols, who were smoking hot. The rule stated that the couple selected had to walk outside and would ‘kiss’ one another, honestly this was not what I wanted my first kiss to be especially with this arrogant idiot in front of. “So…” He said breaking the awkward silence which lingered as we stopped outside the room the rest of the group still perched awkwardly, unsure what to say to one another as they all knew this would be my first kiss with a boy I absolutely detested… Great Poppy, good job at keeping your morals. “Are we going to do this or not?” Ben asked lightly, “Look I know you hate me Poppy, you have every reason to I hate myself for everything… Let’s just get it over and done with, yeah?” I looked away blushing at the fact he knew my hatred towards him making me feel guilty all most. I shrugged my shoulders lightly, “if you were sorry you wouldn't have done it, would you?” I stated feeling annoying at the memory of his mistakes. “Just do it.” He leaned and our lips touched, my spine tingling as he pulled me closer to him eliminating any space between us, butterflies fluttered in my tummy as I thought I felt him smile against my lips. I draped my arms round his neck, just letting everything go into that one kiss… I actually couldn’t have asked for a better first kiss… NO! I mentally shouted to myself, you hate him. Pull away, you’ll get hurt. You always do. I pulled away and blushed to see Ben’s face startled at how sudden I pulled away making me blush even deeper. “Poppy… I…” Ben tried to say as I turned round and ran back into the room before he could say what he wanted to; everyone’s eyes were on us making me blush more. Great. I really hate being center of attention now here I was as bright as tomato standing in front of my friends as Sarah glared at me, I know why and I wish it was her who kissed Ben as well, I would have done anything to swap places with her. I took my spot back next to Sarah in the circle, knowing everyone was staring at Ben as he re-entered the room I looked down at the floor really not wanting to make eye contact with him. Yet, all I could do was sit here and think about that kiss, that stupid kiss, my first kiss. Oh wow, I think I was falling hard for the boy I hated, that sounds sappy and like an over-rated romance-comedy movie. Still here I was, too embarrassed to look into his eyes worried at either option that lay ahead of me, what if he liked me? What if he didn't  What would be worse really? I felt hot and knew my cheeks would be bright red, I excused myself as everyone continued with the game and still felt a pair of eyes on me, just as I left the door I turned round to see Ben’s eyes follow me without even concentrating on the game as Sarah squealed at him once again telling me he had once again become a victim to the bottle. I reached the bathroom and locked the door quickly behind me before collapsing into a lump on the floor unsure with what to do with myself. I sat up properly leaning against the door with my legs crossed the cold tiles cooling my heated body, all that kept coming into my mind was the feel of Ben’s lips against mine. To me, it meant the world and beyond... to him well he was in the other room probably already kissing another girl. That’s just what boys are like, actually that’s really not fair. Not all boys are like that, maybe the minority or the majority but there are still some that just kiss girls with no feelings in the world. That must be all I was to Ben, just another kiss, just another girl on his ever growing list. Deep down all I wanted is him to be mine but my mind screamed at me to hate him and telling me to regret the kiss. 

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