Suddenly together...

20 year-old Letícia is a brazilian One Direction fan. Once they are in Brazil for a concert, she tries to meet the boys in a afternoon of signing. But it's impossible because of the crowd of girl around. She just turn to go back home when suddenly, she cracks onto a rushed boy.
She was so mad at him that even recognized who he was and just left... Who was he? What's gonna happen later? Will they meet again?
Keep reading and you will find it out.

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6. Sick

*3 years ago*

-Gabriel, why won't you talk to me anymore?

-Just forget it, Letícia, it's over.

I turned off the phone and laid on my bed crying. Thinking about everything. I've been dating Gabriel for 6 months. He's so perfect that I knew it was going to happen..

I met him at the gym, everyday I was going to work out just to see him, 'till the day we started dating. A really tall blond guy, with light blue eyes, he was so addicted to gym, that he was reeeeeally strong. Somehow, I just felt safe in his arms. We were together for so long time. He already had met my parents and all.

'Till the day he went over to my house and this girl called Mary that was my best friend was here too. She started to flirt with him and he just didn't do anything to stop her. Later, I had a fit of jealousy, and it was matter of time for him to stop talking to me.

While we were together, I always wondered myself why he was with me. You know, I've never been the anorexic type of girl, and he was always so addicted to working out. I knew someday we'd be over, but I really was starting to have strong feelings for him.

That's the reason everything started. I began to feel that he kicked me out because I was a disgust fat whale, while he was so damn handsome. Everything I ate, was a torture, and I used to feel the urge to purge everyting 'till the last little piece of food.

I hated the feeling of vomiting, so I decided that I had to stop eating. I became a bulimic. No one knew. I could hide it from everybody. I was always smiling, happy in front of people. There were times, my friends joked about these girls who eat something, and then vomit it. They had no clue about this girl here, was doing stuff like that . Actually, I was really good at hiding it from people.

I looked at the mirror, and hated what I saw. My big belly, my big thighs, my big arms, everything on me was so big. That's the reason Gabriel kicked me out. Because he has his abs perfectly defined, and I was this fat whale...

After almost 2 years, my mom heard me vomiting and discovered everything. My family wouldn't believe in whats was going on, things were sad. My parents were forcing me to eat everyday and locked the bathroom doors, so I didn't have where to vomit. After 7 months, I was better, got back to have my localized fat, but I was happy. 

I still feel the urge to purge when I eat, but I control myself, it's really hard, but I'm healthy. Or I guess I am... 

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