Suddenly together...

20 year-old Letícia is a brazilian One Direction fan. Once they are in Brazil for a concert, she tries to meet the boys in a afternoon of signing. But it's impossible because of the crowd of girl around. She just turn to go back home when suddenly, she cracks onto a rushed boy.
She was so mad at him that even recognized who he was and just left... Who was he? What's gonna happen later? Will they meet again?
Keep reading and you will find it out.

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14. Beautiul girl

 

Me and Becca were planning to go out for a club this night . Of course it was the best thing to do, since I NEED to drink. Everything that happened yesterday drove me crazy and I really need to get drunk with my friend. 

Was already 2 pm and mom forced me to lunch. After that, I went to my room with Becca, feeling guilty, I still feel the urge to vomit after every meal.

-Stop it, please, you're beautiful now - I tried to disguise my feelings, but she notice and was making me feel better  - You were ugly BEFORE, not now, look - She showed me a picture of myself 1 year agoat her phone.

The girl on the screen was apparently sick. Her thighs looked like two thin sticks of a tree, too apart of each other, her arms gave the impression that if someone hold, they would broke. You could see the collar bones even from far away. Her smile was fake and her eyes were sad. If someone give her a huge, she'd broke in two pieces.

She was looking directly to my direction, like she was asking for help. Depressed and thin. Just like she always wanted to be. This girl was me. It doesn't look like me, but it is. I think it's the first time I've seen how I was before. I've been avoiding to look any picture (I didn't took too much, but I was avoiding the few ones I took). It hurted me to remember how I was.

At this time of my life, all I needed was someone to hold me tight, to tell me that everything was going to be alright. Someone to be there for me. I didn't want to blame on this stupid muscle guy that kicked me out of his life, but the fault was from this stupid muscle guy that kicked me out, because of my weight.

Losing pounds was my obssession, and that's what I did. My skinny body was there, in the picture, lifeless, with a fake smile and sad beautiful eyes. I wanted to be thin, to be pretty, but I wasn't pretty at all. 

When I said I just needed someone to tell everything was going to be ok, I wasn't lying, but actually, I had one person. I still do. Every single night, on my bed, I turn on my headphones and listen to Justin Bieber. His voice has such a influence in my soul, I just feel confortable, I feel relaxed and feel like I'm ok. Seen his smiling pictures makes me smile, and listening to his voice is the best medicine ever. 

And to be ok, I used to listen his song Be alright. That song always makes me feel better, no matter the situation, can't tell how much this music helped me.

I think we stood there looking to the phone on Becca's hands for like 5 minutes, in a cruel silence. A pain hit me in the stomach and I stood up in front of the mirror. It's impressed how much I changed in one year.  I'm all bigger, my thighs, arms and belly are bigger, not fat as I used to be, and I still got my collar bones (happily) showing. Pretty. Healthier. I was prettier than ever. But still, no chances of eating too much. The guilty hit me like knives in stomach, and I hate feeling like this.

I was lost in my thoughts when becca called

-Helloooo, Earth to Letícia, the girl who is beautiful now, you got a text message from Mr Styles

-What are you waiting? Read it

-CAHAM - acting like was making a speech - "Good morning (not so morning) beautiful. How are you today? Me and the boys are thinking and we have not had time to know the night here in São Paulo, you know any good club? After tonight's concert we could all go to a club and have fun, what do you think? :) xx"

-AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH

-AAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH OMG, CAN'T BELIEVE

-NEITHER DO I, they want to hangout with us, Becca. ONE FUCKING DIRECTION WANT TO HANGOUT WITH YOU AND I, let me answer him - I said picking up the phone from her hand

-"Hello, good morning haha So, yes, we do know some good night clubs. Just call when the concert is over and we shall go. How about u pick us as 11:30 pm?" - Pressed SEND and gave Becca a huuuuge smile - Think I've never texted so quickly 

-Well, you better be feeling sexy today, because we got a night club to go with Zayn Malik, Harry Styles, Niall Horan, Louis Tomlinson and Liam Payne, you go girl!! - she said emphasising in Niall's name.

-We are sexy today, this is gonna be fun - I blinked to her ignoring the enphase and laughing

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