Hannah meets Justin, however from bad experiences she finds her self feeling unable to love anyone fully. As they get closer Justin begins to wonder... What's gonna make her fall in love? When disaster stricks and life seems impossible... Will Justin be the anchor she holds on to?


10. Before I Realized

All on the plane I kept thinking about the past week. Justin was so caring so sweet... But something inside didn't feel quiet right yet. I was confused and mad at myself. I mean I really really liked him, but something wasn't quiet enough. I'm not sure what's gonna change that. When I was finally home Justin called.
" Hey, so you made it home alright?" He asked.

" Yes." I replied.

" I miss you, I'm laying in bed here all alone, I miss having my arm around your waist, keeping each other warm, kissing you, tickling you, laughing with you.... I miss loving you."
It was silent for minute.
" Justin, I miss you too! But I can't compete with your love! I need a little time to think through all this." I said.
I heard him swallow.
" Don't worry babe I'm not breaking up with you ok?" " I'll see you in a couple days alright?"
" Ok babe sleep tight, dream of me ok?"

Justin: I hung up, that was the weirdest thing ever. Hours before we were making out, and everything seemed perfect! What happened? Ryan walked in the room, " Wanna rematch at that game?" He smirked. " No." I replied.
" Hey you ok?" He asked.
" No I'm not! I just got off the phone with Hannah, man she sounded like she was gonna dump me. I don't get it all I did was love her endlessly!" I said.
" Aw c'mon man? She didn't mean it. I've seen you two, I've seen her!" He reassured me.
" Ya well I don't know ok? Now can you leave, I'm going to bed." I asked.
I crawled into bed it didn't feel right I grabbed a pillow and placed it beside me wrapping my arm around it, but it wasn't good enough! I wanted her! Only her! I pulled out my phone and found a picture I had of her. I left it next to me staring at it until I was able to fall asleep.

Hannah: That whole thing with Justin kept me awake most of the night. I didn't know what was happening that's why I had said I needed some time. But I was afraid I scared him. I didn't wanna hurt him. Never! The next morning I woke and showered, got ready to go to school. All through the day my choreographers bitched at me for not doing things right and not dancing with emotion. I couldn't take it my mind was elsewhere.

Justin: I felt down the whole day. Chaz and Ryan could tell they kept telling me it was fine, I would see her soon. I tried believing them and it worked for a bit. " Hey Justin! What you need is some hard core clubbing! " Chaz exclaimed.
" Uh no, I better not." I said.
Ryan joined in. " C'mon Justin, you'll see here tomorrow you can work it all out then, but for now let's have some fun!"
With that they dragged me out the door. We pulled up to some fancy club. I walked in the door immediately hit with the sound of loud music, and smell of alcohol. First thing Ryan ordered us up some shots. I decided to let the whole Hannah thing go and enjoy the night. I tried putting it at the back of my head. We did some rounds of shots. Some ladies soon recognized me and were all over me, buying me drinks, dancing on me, whispering things in my ear. It was a mans dream. Before I knew it they had dragged me out into the floor and I was grinding on one particular beauty, she was gorgeous... But nothing like Hannah. Damn Hannah grinded a million times better. Stop it! You are having fun! She's out if your mind! I was so drunk! Tomorrow I was gonna be really hungover. I looked around and didn't see Ryan or Chaz. This girl was getting really close on me...

Hannah: I couldn't take it anymore I was missing him, I needed to hear his voice I called him up. It rang once, twice, three times and went to his voicemail. I left a message: Hey babe it's Hannah, I really miss you! We need to talk, I think I've maybe got what I wanted to figure out done with. Till tomorrow my lips are waiting...

Justin: We were in the back corner dancing, she was super close, she started kissing on my neck. Soon before I realized what was happening our lips were locked together each of our tongues down each others throat my hands cupped tightly on her ass... When I saw a flash.

I got alot to come! Anyway thanks for reading :)!
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