Silent Nights (my personal diary)

Ok my personal diary. Comment to help! :) xxx

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2. I lost him, AGAIN! :'(

Ok, he needs to know.

Here are our texts:

GUESS WHAT?!!?!!-Me

What-him

Alan kissed me!-me (Alan likes me)

Ok cool!-him

Cool? I'm pissed off!-me

I'm not going out with you so I can't do anything about it- him

When he texted that, my heart sank. My hands started shaking.

Oh...-me

I got a gf sorry-him

He texted that and my heart sank further. My eyes started to water. A tear escaped my eye. Followed by others. I cried into my pillow. I felt as if someone I loved most, died. I got butterflies, I cried and cried.

What? Oh ok-me

Ok- him

HOW COULD HE DO THIS TO ME?!?!?! I GAVE HIM 1TO MANY CHANCES!!!!

I-I love him. Even though he breaks my heart over, and over, and over. I still love him.

WHY IS GOD PULLING ME SO CLOSE TO A HEART BREAKING DEVIL LIKE HIM?

Why dose he have to treat me like this?!?!?!

Please help me. Idk what to do next he said he loved me, he said he cared, he said FOREVER! :'(

*sobs quietly into lap.*

Help me god,

Scarlett :'(
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